Heart Frozen in Amber

A seed once planted is hard to get rid of. And that is the problem. It roots itself and is hard to be rid of. And to this end, the boy seeks solitude so that none may be hurt. Independent AU Sora blog M!A Status: None

[cannibal-lesbian]

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[frozeninamber]

I apologize that this is what I make a comeback with. Unfortunately, it's a potentially dire situation in which the people my fiancee is staying with may be unable to support her much longer. She is disabled, and unable to work. So for now, we're looking to take her in.

The stipulation with my grandfather is that I have to raise the money for the flights on my own.

so please, help if you can, and signal boost.

I'll hopefully be back to RPing here soon.

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“You sound like him." Saix mutters and shakes his head. “I’d suggest not trying to run to your other friends.”

[frozeninamber]

"Which him?"

He was kind of unconscious when Axel--Lea--had a reaction to being confronted by Saix, sorry.

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“With how deep you’re in, do you honestly believe you can save us? Any of us? We’re vessels, Sora.”

[frozeninamber]

"It's better than the alternative. I have a bad habit of not giving up. I'm still me for now--so I'll work on finding a way to fix this."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“In return, you’ll be my friend.”

[frozeninamber]

"...All right. I'll find a way to fix both of us."

...Because no one should have to go through this, really. No one... Should lose themselves.

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“Would you like me to inform you when you’re acting like an old, bitter man?”

[frozeninamber]

"...I actually wouldn't mind someone pointing out that I'm acting more like Xehanort."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“His memories will replace your own but the process won’t be a quick one. Calm yourself or the stress will make it worse.”

[frozeninamber]

"I know it won't be quick. The thing that scares me is that I might not notice."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“Are you really worried about going silver?”

[frozeninamber]

"...I'm more worried about what it means. I don't want to become someone else."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“In the Organization, we didn’t go in the same circles.”

[frozeninamber]

"Lucky for you, I guess. I feel sorry for the people stuck with him."

[smxlllight]

Sora felt relieved to see him smile, and gave his large hand another little squeeze, his own hand only fitting around three fingers. “My name’s Sora.” He chirped, his smile brightening. “It’s super duper nice to meet you, Gawain.” He gushed, eyes sparkling. “Cus now you’re my new friend!”

"Want another cookie?"

[frozeninamber]

"Yeah. I think I do."

He can spend time with the kid for now, but then it's back to searching for some kind of cure. Maybe others were right--he needs to relax once in awhile.

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“Or something completely ridiculous and rudeto go with it…”

[frozeninamber]

"He seems like he'd be annoying to work with. How has he not driven you insane?"

[frozeninamber]

"That sounds awful."

…Man, such a strong kid. He’ll ruffle his hair a bit.

"I’ll be fine. Right now, there’s just no cure—no way to make me better. So I’ve gotta find it."

[smxlllight]

Sora was quiet a moment before he gave the older boy a smile. “I’ll help you find it!” He said suddenly. “Cus no friend of mine is gonna stay sick!” He vowed, moving to grab the others hand and squeeze it tightly. “I promise you’ll get it better—I pinkie promise! Cross my heart and hope to fly, stick a  cupcake in my eye!”

[frozeninamber]

Sora will smile. This kid... Makes him feel hope again. He didn't even realize he'd actually lost hope.

"...Thanks. I'm sure we will. My name's... Gawain."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“Don’t compare me to that old freak.”

[frozeninamber]

"You know he'd say something like that."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“Too bad, it belong to our Lord and Savior. Master Xehanort." Was that sarcasm?

[frozeninamber]

"...If you were trying to be funny with that, it wasn't. It sounded like something Xigbar would say."

[smxlllight]

"Oh, I’ve been sick better." 

Sora frowned at the memory, tugging at his, thankfully, thick locks of hair. “My hair all fell off, and my medicine didn’t even taste like bubblegum!” He said, rather disgruntled about the ordeal. “Sometimes I gotta still go to the doctor, cus papa says the bad germs can come back if I’m not a good boy.”

[frozeninamber]

"That sounds awful."

...Man, such a strong kid. He'll ruffle his hair a bit.

"I'll be fine. Right now, there's just no cure--no way to make me better. So I've gotta find it."

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“You’re not any fun.”

[frozeninamber]

"I'd like to keep my soul."

[smxlllight]

Bright eyes gleamed in delight as the elder took the offered food, a smile spreading across tan cheeks. Sora gave a light laugh, nodding his head. “No need to thank me, mister! I don’t like being sad, so you shouldn’t be sad too!.” He explained, his childish logic seeming correct in his head.

[frozeninamber]

"It's... a bit more than sadness."

Sora will still take a bite out of the cookie, though, kneeling down to be closer to the kid's level.

"I'm... Well, I'm sick."

Because he doesn't want to explain it in a way that'll scare the kid.

[forbiddingamity-deactivated2015]

“Satan would reverse the norting for the minimal fee of your soul.”

[frozeninamber]

"Iii think I'll pass."