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2021

I hope you got this 

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COZY DAY AT HOME | 2021✨

Hey I’m documenting my life now hope to see you there !

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I wish relationship as an adult was as easy and pur than a child. 

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Do it, where you are now not tomorrow. 

Small steps are better than nothing

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Slowly but certainly

Récemment prise par la confusion du confinement j’ai décidé de mettre en place une routine matinale.

Le réveil est toujours le même entre 6h et 7 h du matin, je fais mon lit puis j’entame ma prière du matin, suivi d’une méditation et après j’écoute un AudioBook ou lit quelques passages d’un livre au choix.

A l’écrire cela semble si rapide et pourtant il me faut au moins une heure et demi pour bien faire cela. Sans compter ce que j’aimerais y ajouter.

J’y tiens à ce calme et ce silence que la journée fait taire une fois que celle-ci démarre.

Les choses ne sont pas toujours au point mais j’essaie de m’y maintenir, réapprendre à ressentir les choses et profiter de la sérénité matinale que j’ai l’occasion de vivre actuellement.

J’espère pouvoir à nouveau me reconnecter avec les choses les plus simples comme pouvoir regarder le lever du soleil avec un thé chaud à la main. Déconnecter de tout et en même temps si connecté avec la beauté de l’instant présent.

tout n’est pas au point mais les choses bougent, elles avancent. 

Il y a beaucoup de choses que j’aimerais changer de façon plus fluide, me  détacher de mes mauvais habitudes en un claquement de doigts mais la réalité est que c’est un plus difficile que ce que j’imaginais mais pas impossible et c’est un peu ça la vie 

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Lockdown : retour à la case départ

We back at it Guys.

This time it’s gonna be different. I think that lockdown in winter time gonna be more hard mentally and physically for people. 

We live a strange hard time. I don’t know how I’ll process this but I guess we just have to go slowly and be gentle with life . 

All around me people are exhausted, confus, scared and lost. I wish I could be in Africa right know, smell and feel the sun in my skin and enjoy the simplicity of life but I’m okey and accept that this is not my reality.

The world is so dramatic right know and  I wish I could said those bad vibes don’t affect me but yes it is.

So my advice is :  Take a time off of medias and all the bad news, read books, drink hot drinks, watch good tv show and sleep earlier and be your source of good energy in those times

Take care of you guys <3

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love in the sky

Guys let’s talk about love

This year a learn so much about me through my relationships. I always thought that I know myself more than ever and being single for so long put me on this comfort zone where I knew everything about me and “everything” but a year ago life decided to open a new door in my life and to experiences relationships in a way who had to show me “news” things about me and change deeply my perspective about a lot of things, I’ve got surprises, happy, sad, frustrated, angry and all kind of emotions that can be extrapolate through relationships. I know that I said let’s talk about love but my point was let’s talk about how relationships has affect me and my vision of love

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maybe if we, as a society, spent more time in gardens things wouldn’t be like this

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Ma playlist automne Interporelle.

Here my Fall/automne playlist for Interporelle.

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Well 2020 you such a heavy weird year

I feel stuck in so many ways and at the same time I learn so much about myself, about what I want, what I need.  It’s not all the time very clear or consistency but I’m a human in process right ?

I’m scared sometimes about the futur, the “mistakes” I do, me right now in my late twenties where I’m going ? you know the famous existentiel crisis. Im not really in it but I’m a little bit confuse.

I want to feel again, to be passionate about my creativity that I left behind me for a couple years now. I’m miss creating, taking pictures, listen beautiful music, storytelling, reading, talking, dreaming but  even watching old tv show with a warm cup of Tea in my bed and feel safe, warm and happy. I use to really enjoy all those littles thing but now I feel like I forget to enjoy  'the moment'.  I feel like a zombie 2.0 who don't have time.

I didn’t really realize since recently how much creativity ( in all kind of way) nourish me. I need to reconnect with myself and explore all those things who fed me in my early twenties.

work, love, growing, spirituality, trauma, solitude, relationship, happiness, nature, pain, dream. all those words were pop up so intensly in my life in 2020.

xo

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