[ftwlilia]

— ” But don't you remember? We've met before. ”

Disney, Sleeping Beauty (1959)

Hello! You can call me LILIA ♡ formerly absolutise / ALI !

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ I’m an ASSH student from the Philippines, still wondering why adults say that your high school years are your ”best years” >_<

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ Your average isolated gal—I basically have nothing else to do than study, study, and... maybe indulge in my interests every once in a while.

This blog is a sanctuary of my thoughts, as well as serves as a place to track my academic journey.

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ Feel free to interact with me [ or through @gglilia ] if you’re interested in being friends or just like the stuff I post on here ^_^

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ Do refrain from interacting if you have less than ideal intentions with me—and even if you do so, an instant block will simply be carried out.

! Last edited: Jul. 10, 2026

[ftwlilia]

OMG TWIN I DIDNT KNOW U CHANGED USERS N I THOUGHT SOMTHIN HAPPENED BC I COULDNT TAG U💔💔

19-07-26 | HELP??

It's okay, I didn't really make any post about changing profile and handles beforehand 😭😭...

[twst-superlatives]

congrats Floyd! you'd apparently fight aliens and win! good for you?

*spins super magical superlative wheel*

Who's voted "Most Likely to Drop their Phone in the Toilet?"

Deuce

Ace

Leona

Azul

Floyd

Kalim

Epel

Idia

Malleus

Sebek

Silver

Other

Voting ended onJul 15

my bad gang I locked out🙏🙏

feel free to submit your own superlatives in my askbox!

[ftwlilia]

13-07-26 | Sebek, Sebek!

Chances are, like... really low right now, but first one I imagined in my head was Sebek 😭✌️

[ftwlilia]

13-07-26 | Wowie, I don't have a style!

Auuuuugh. So many things have been happening, so much so I can't even bother going any deeper. What if I be whimsical and do a flick on skin?

[ftwlilia]

10-07-26 | Stickers!

I love my tablets so, so much... They're so cutie patootiessss... I love stickers too! I get to decorate my tablets with stickers!

All the art aren't mine, and I printed them out out of my own interest... Nya. Just for self-use 🫶

PS: New theme, heh. Lilia.

[hermes-and-apollo]

Tag game

The 7th picture in your camera roll is how you died.

Tags below cut.

Mine is this:

@biscotch @maliciousandlovely @booknerd2712 @epichermesholymoly @hawkeyedoodles @loch-nes-dragon @cams-rocky-rambles @chaos-triangle @b-does-arts @thetypogoddess @br1ght-1s-d34d-2ndaccount @bardorsomethinglikethat +open tags

[hawkeyedoodles]

I'm gonna get killed by a tiger...

And who, pray tell, is the fucking human-sized rabbit who's gonna set me up for this outlandish disaster?

@i-am-trashyy @8ghostscarabs @soadconnoisseur @official-kovaxworx @im-garbage-trust @catdisguisedasaduck @sunnydust2003 @pamiwerewolfybunterfly @keepsleepinkoi and...

OPEN TAGS!

[im-garbage-trust]

Me and my best friend cuddling. Wow….

@i-am-trashyy @im-a-cute-loser @catdisguisedasaduck

[catdisguisedasaduck]

ARTA NOOOOOOOOOOO *sobs cause the gay bird alien man is gonna kills me*

Open tags

[idia-draconia]

Let's see..even thought i'm scared XD

NOOOO MY DEATH WILL BE PAINFUL 😭😭😭😭 BUT A GOOD THING WOULD BE ME BECOMINF A GHOST!! (even thought i won't last long😔)

@ancientevilbaby27 @astralfool @avoyuki-avocado @blueapplesposts @marigoldendragon @mary-lennox-1955 @malleusrighthorn @kalims-left-earing @deadkalwalking @inside-floyds-walls @atutysworld @gl0omyfae @sora-nakahara @sofyneedssleep @deafeningdreamobservation + OPEN TAGS!!

[astralfool]

IS HE FROM TBHK? He looks so familiar :’)

AZUL.

[explodingebi]

does the man run over me with his great speed

@crushmyprettyheart @hpdamechan @little-angelz @senketsuaakochan @absolutise @piko-chan @harukalelela @ebi-heartsalltheway @astralcuite @novalunarabem @superkorico @iliamoriae

[ftwlilia]

05-07-26 | Is this a sign?

Fyodor... Fyodor Dostoevsky...

@sunlessoul @shiibafu @rennieology @pannacottababy

[ftwlilia]

04-07-26 | Ita bags...

Does anyone know any brand of bag with a transparent window that DOESN'T break after just half a year of usage? I don't even bring much around besides my binder, an extra notebook, a pen pouch... The standard stuff. The only heavy thing would be my tablet, which I wouldn't mind just carrying around.

I really REALLY want something that'd last me at least a year. Help...

[ftwlilia]

happy fathers day ✌️

01-07-26 | VERY LATE RESPONSE!

I haven't checked my inbox at all, oh gods... But YAY! Yes, thank you! Even if I've already thanked you through DMs, my son!

[ftwlilia]

01-07-26 | One of these days...

I will be driven to death because of this. Why does everyone have a lover... Like, bless me with one too?? HELLO?? It's literally so lonely even if I'm surrounded by plenty of people daily 😞

[shiibafu]

♡⏝　⸝⸝　𝒸onfessιoᥒ⠀ ྀི⠀₃₀ₜₕ ₒ𝒻 ⱼᵤₙₑ　◞

STOP ICOFNESSED STOP STOP SOTP IM IDID IT HURRAY HURRAY HRUSAFSFDHAS IVLOE UAYAYDAY @sunlessoul !!! ♡♡♡

DILDOWHERE RU DILDO IMTLELING U IMTELLING EVEYROEN @absolutise ohcrps i donthave sm mutuals here HELPME 👅👅

[ftwlilia]

01-07-26 | RIGHT BEFORE PRIDE MONTH ENDED!

Congratulations to my child and friend, yes... You have my blessing. I wish for a long and happy relationship!

PS: Find me someone to love too.

[ftwlilia]

21-06-26 | I JUST FOUND THIS

Oh my freaking days, this screenshot was taken months ago 🥲 The manifestation was WILD for JHS 🫶🫶🫶

[ftwlilia]

hiihihh twinny macarooni ushould decorate ur room after ME 🥰🥰🥰😘

21-06-26 | Miaooo...

Hey, so... Late response!

Also: Nuh-uh.

[ftwlilia]

21-06-26 | No thoughts, just vibes

Exhausted and sleep deprived, but happy! I just realized I haven't posted in a while. Studies have been going well, despite 3 group tasks due this week... Have these pictures that pretty much represent my life lately.

PS: My Monster is on top of my slingbag 🥹

[ftwlilia]

12-06-26 | This first week was a roll!

I didn't at all expect this week to be AMAZING. Hot and exhausting, but it was AWESOME!!! I MET SO MANY NEW PEOPLE, TO THE POINT I NOW HAVE PEOPLE I WAVE AT AND SAY "HII!!" IN THE HALLWAYS TO! I genuinely enjoyed so much that I didn't bother with being on my phone besides the orientation thing... Which was slightly boring. BUT I GOT TO SPEAK DURING THE OPENING BLOCK PLENTY OF TIMES TO THE POINT SOMEONE I MET WENT "Oooh, you're the one that spoke yesterday! You have potential." AND I CAN'T EMPHASIZE ENOUGH HOW HAPPY I TRULY AM TO BE RECOGNIZED!! So so soooo many new people, people that actually notice me and don't ridicule me for being a happy-go-lucky person IRL. (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

[ftwlilia]

03-06-26 | Five days before classes!

In two days, I'll be in my new dorm... I swear I'm too young for this 🥹✌️

Went out today for passport photos, by the way! Brought Riddle with me for emotional support 💞. I also got a little smart watch mostly for time and some light tracking of my health (weak immune system and awful mental state core!!!)...

[ftwlilia]

hiiii would u explode someone who ships jamikali😿😿

27-05-26 | JamiKali?

Hello! ♡ I would NOT explode someone that ships JamiKali.

I have never had a strong opinion for/against Jamil x Kalim—even after I've finished Book 4 a while back. I haven't checked out vignettes regarding the two though, so take my words with a grain of salt if you must.

It's... a mix of both trauma and codependency. I also understand that it can get toxic, considering their master-servant dynamic. But genuinely? The character arc they went through? I'd understand why someone would think positively of the ship. It's not that bad, especially how they both can't go without the other. It's a give-or-take situation—they're pretty much written that way from the characters they're based off. I don't know how else to describe it, but it's... just there for me.

I neither hate or love JamiKali, but if it makes you happy? You do you! I can't force nor pressure someone not to like it.

[ftwlilia]

21-05-26 | Dawg...

I do NAWT have anything interesting going on. As in. It's either I'm studying, grinding on Dandy's World (Wow! Surprise!!), or out doing errands like a proper little thing—all the while mentally preparing to move into my dorm.

We did go out today though. I bought some school supplies... Everything BUT notebooks and binders. Well, a singular extra notebook in case, but very much none for actual classes. Why? Who the fuck knows what my new teachers require for their classes!! We have NO list of supplies to get, so I'm basing off what my younger sisters have from their school. I didn't have to buy much stationary and art supplies because I already have a lot, and could just reuse what I already have because I REFUSE to have even more stuff to pack.

Today was generally fine though. Even though I'm totally stressed over the move. Not that I care about parting from my family, more like how many stuff we have to get because we STILL have so many appliances to buy. Bright side is that my dorm is a 5 minute walk to my building, plenty of shops (food, laundry, other things) in similar distance, 20 minutes max to two available malls and the local market in the city... You get the gist. I'm in a lucky spot compared to others dorming in the area, so I'm thankful for that. Not like I'm going out much either, I like my personal space.

Lots of yapping, woah! Even more than I have written in my journal as of late.