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I’m 15 and a transman my tc is 34 and is my English teacher. I refer to him as J.P.

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for the first time in my life i can’t wait for school to start again.. i don’t know how to feel

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“I am guilty of robbing myself of my own happiness.”

— Karen Isabella (via quotemadness)

[fuckkihaveatc]

Summer update ig

I dead ass miss him sm especially tonight bc I’m feeling really low and seeing him always made me feel better. When I had bad nights I knew the next day I would be able to see jp and even though we mostly stayed on non personal subjects he always said the right things even if he didn’t know it.

I just really want to see him and I really hope I get him next year or everything is literally gonna suck

And tbh today has been shitty not only is it fucking Father’s Day and everyone gets to see their dads but me but some shit drama started and jp’s been on my mind for a bit and tbh I miss him and it’s stupid I miss him I’m just a student and he’s probably not even thinking of me but I kind of hope he is.. he knows about my dad so I can’t help to wonder is he wondering how I’m doing today? Does he think I’m strong enough to get by? Or am I just not on his mind at all? Nothing but a distant memory of the stupid fucking student in his class

[hellooverit-deactivated20190704]

As much as having a tc is great and you make some amazing memories with them, it is so difficult having to deal with the constant heartbreak, especially last days 💔

[cutiepiesub]

Being attracted to someone’s voice is a real thing

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

via @extramadness

[fuckkihaveatc]

Yesterday was my last day

And it was fucking great like jp was in a good mood every one else was in a good mood a kid was watching hentia

It was radical lmao nobody gave a fuck

Oh and I almost fought a kid I put my hands in him but he wouldn’t touch me even though he talked shit

Pussy

Anyway it was nice we all joked around jp played some domino game with some students we talked about how the principal fell and jp said it wasn’t funny oops and I told A girl why the principal didn’t like me sksjsj

A kid asked what size my dick was in summer school and I said 10 inches and apparently taht was the wrong answer sksjsj

I high fived jp on the way out and he said it was a good one

I’m proud of myself lmao

I hope I get him for his 10th grade class tbh that be radical

Anyways peace for now

[simplytcs-has-relocated-deactiv]

Reblog if you’re comfortable answering asks from the tcc!

[nothing-special-here-at-all]

Ask away!

[plutosychic]

emoji spell to attract love

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Like to charge, reblog to cast

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Tc: …

Me: …

Tc: why are you blushing?

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for you :

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[alwaysatc]

The problem is, I haven’t been able to get you off my mind ever since I first laid eyes on you

[theartistsmuse-deactivated20191]

How cruel it is, to be so young and so in love with someone who will never share your feelings.

[trainingseasons]

Friendly reminder that this blog is pro-choice and if you don’t think a woman should have full control of her own body, then kindly unfollow me right now and go to hell

[pixienotaprincess]

ADDITION:

Friendly reminder that this blog is pro-choice and if you dont think a human with a uterus should have full control over her/his/their body, then kindly unfollow me right now and go to hell

[trainingseasons]

Thank you for adding this. I didn’t mean to exclude anyone

[214-thotline-bling]

how did abortions get banned faster than assault rifles

[hammertimeinthegrill420]

[fuckkihaveatc]

5/17/19

So today was actually really great. Like even though I lost my friend yesterday I felt great. Like a weight of responsibility left my shoulders

I felt so free and I was laughing so fucking much in jps class he was shocked sksjsj like my smile was bigger than normal and he could tell I was just so bubbly compared to how I was being M’s friend.

He smiled a lot when he noticed me laughing and smiling idk if it was a coincidence though. Skhdjd he was teaching kids a few things about his guitar and it was cool

he also played his guitar again which was radical like sksjjd

And when the bell rung and we left I told him good bye and to have a nice weekend and he waved and said bye back and he looked so happy like uuugggghhh

Honestly I think he’s noticed the way I see him but I’m p sure he thinks I see him as a father figure bc of how I lost my dad and tbh if that’s the case I’m glad bc that means he doesn’t think I’m weird for crushing on him.

OH!! Also I started talking to an old friend I stopped talking to bc of M and I’m so happy head ass.

[shouldnthaveatc]

How can one person mean so much to me, especially when I mean so little to him