missing him

he’s x (m/34) i’m z.

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I’m kinda new with this whole community 👉👈 I thought I was one of the only people lol by how my friends treated me. How long have you had a crush on your tc?

since september 2017!! but i’m kinda starting to lose feelings lol i haven’t seen him in like 6 months... we were supposed to meet up a few weeks ago but he fucking dipped yikes

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I’m kinda new to the community, I have a tc. What does R,H and Z (etc) mean?

those are initials that people use to mention their tc (or themselves like in my case) instead of outing them by using their real names :) it’s easy and safe!

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11/11/2019 (again)

i'm seeing x on thursday!!!!!!

please wish me luck xoxoxoxoxo i'm so fucking nervous guys

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11/11/2019

wow omfg. some people in my asks will literally be like “so um i almost murdered my tc hahahaha uwu and i know what’s gonna happen to me but i really don’t want it to happen. advice? how do i get over this?” (kinda an exaggeration but like you know what i mean)

Y’ALL. 

I AM NOT SOME SORT OF GURU I’M SORRY LMAO 

i literally just started uni and i have no fucking clue how to get my tc out of my mind so it’s not like i can magically help other people do that. 

and y’all also seem disappointed with my answers when we’re personally messaging??? like wow i'm trying my best but some of your questions are fucking impossible to answer, and if i tell you something you don’t wanna hear or what you think was the “wrong” answer you pop off on me????? i'm trying my best here, you’re the one who asked me to help you?? 

sorry this was just really bothering me, there’s so many asks i had that i ended up deleting because either i couldn’t answer them, or people would get pissed at me for my honest answer or if my answer wasn’t “right”. PLEASE check yourselves and send me shit that i can actually help with thanks

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Im kinda mad at my tc right now. Tomorrow i’ll be the only one in his class and i told him and he said okay and told me he’d talk to me about that and then i guess he forgot. turns out he won’t be at school and i have no clue where to go, yayy

oh yikes that sucks, i’m so sorry!!

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Cold brew, white chocolate mocha:)

cold brew: i’ve actually seen him on saturday nights occasionally. he either parties really hard or is a complete fucking hermit, there is no in between. he likes to hang out in a mall downtown where i live with his sketchy little group of edgelords, drink, maybe smoke, and pick up girls. that’s on the rare occasion that he leaves his apartment, though.

while chocolate mocha: oh my god it came really slowly. i knew him since grade 7 but it didn’t take me until grade 11 to start getting feelings for him. that was the first (and only) year he taught me. but holy shit when it did hit me, it hit me like a fucking truck. i did anything to get his attention, it was so fucking unhealthy. i got better with it in grade 12 though, and now that i’m in uni it’s easier to distance myself from him. still like him, but not as much anymore yk?

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cold brew, pumpkin spice latte

cold brew: i’ve actually seen him on saturday nights occasionally. he either parties really hard or is a complete fucking hermit, there is no in between. he likes to hang out in a mall downtown where i live with his sketchy little group of edgelords, drink, maybe smoke, and pick up girls. that’s on the rare occasion that he leaves his apartment, though.

pumpkin spice: he always rubs his thighs?? it’s so funny. he also plays with his hair a lot, ain’t no complaints about that one. he also picks his teeth which is kinda gross but yeah. that’s it really.

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Hey, this might be a lot haha but cappuccino, java chip Frappuccino, strawberries and cream Frappuccino x

all good!! :)

java chip: favourite physical features are his hands (sexy as fuck), arms (also sexy as fuck) and nose (not really sexy but it’s big and adorable ahahaha).

cappuccino: what i admire most about x? his resilience and ability to bounce back after tough situations, which i wish i could do. he’s also a really hard worker and doesn’t put up with anyone’s shit, which is dope.

strawberries and cream: lol what the fuck even is this question ahahaha. if i were to reenact any movie scene with him, i’d probably do something from pulp fiction because we both love that movie so much, but idk which part because it’s pretty fucked up lol.

thanks for this!!! <3

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what’s ur favorite thing about ur tc? look and personality wise!

ooh. okay.

looks are probably gonna have to be his arms (he has so many fucking tattoos that are mysterious and kinda sexy) and his hands. his fucking hands. need i say more?

in terms of personality, i don’t really know. his attitude is kinda shitty 24/7 but when he’s on email or around other people he’s nice??? it’s fucking weird lol. anyways. he’s obsessed with pop culture and knows about memes before i do which i find so funny so yeah!

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TC Coffee Challenge

made this cause i have too much time on my hands before school starts & i spent the summer serving starbucks drinks

there’s really no rhyme or reason to this 😂 sorry if some of these have been done before

reblog or send asks to ppl or just do the whole thing if u want

plain black coffee: Does your TC drink coffee? Do you know how they take it? Bonus: If they bring it to class, what does their mug/thermos look like?

cold brew: How do you imagine your TC spends their Saturday nights?

iced caramel coconut milk macchiato: Have you cried over them?

iced mocha: Do they know how you feel about them (or do you think there’s a chance they do)? Do you want them to?

white chocolate mocha: Describe how you realized you liked them. Was it love at first sight? Did it hit you suddenly or come on slowly?

iced vanilla latte: If you could travel with them to one place, where would it be?

cappuccino: What do you admire the most about them?

americano: Do they drink or smoke that you know of?

ultra caramel frappuccino: What is your favorite scenario in your head that you’ve made up of the two of you? (come on, you know you’ve done it 😉)

java chip frappuccino: What is your favorite physical feature of theirs?

iced soy latte: What kind of music, movies, and TV shows do they like?

pumpkin spice latte: What cute/funny/weird habits do they have?

iced cinnamon dolce latte: If they were an animal, what would they be?

chai tea latte: Do they have social media? If so, what accounts? Do you follow them? Do they follow you?

strawberries & cream frappuccino: If you could reenact any scene from a movie with them (and have it be real if that makes sense😂), what would it be?

[always-tc]

please send me some of these to answer xxx

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send me some!!!

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hi!!! anon who got the hug here! i haven’t seen him since friday and today didn’t really turn out in my favor.. (got suspended lol, it was nothing serious though n’ it’s only for 2 days) so i emailed him asking for today and tomorrow’s art assignments. he messaged me back using exclamation marks and even included a note at the end saying “i hope all is well!” :^) is he trying to get on a more friend like basis or could i be way off?

hi!!! to me it sounds like he’s being friendly but if he doesn’t usually send emails in that way, he could be trying to do that! and damn suspended for two days that sucks

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doing one of these again....

REBLOG IF YOU ARE AN ACTIVE TC/TEACHER CRUSH BLOG AS OF OCTOBER 2019.

i need mutuals ✨✨✨

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What do you love the most about your TC?

i’m gonna have to go with his resilience. he had a rough ass childhood (and life, i guess) but he keeps bouncing back. i really admire him for this and wish i could act the same way whenever i was put in tough situations.

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Oops did cute doodles and wrote notes on top of the paper i’m turning in to him as if he actually looks at them. 🤡🤡

ahahaha awwww

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10/27/2019

this is the email that x sent to me last year that makes my heart jump every time i read it 🥺 i miss him so much

WHEN HE SAYS THINGS LIKE “this is exactly what i was hoping you would start doing” AND “i appreciate your maturity”. BOY.

I. APPRECIATE. YOUR. MATURITY. HE FUCKING DID THAT.

anyways. yeah. i miss him

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i don’t wanna be a bother but is it okay if i ask for ur opinion on something related to my tc?? if so, feel free to answer this! yesterday, i stayed after class to talk to my tc about something. we talked for a few minutes and before i left, he looked me in the eyes and opened his arms for a hug. i gladly hugged him back + i was blushing like crazy, i’m pretty sure he noticed too :,) as i was leaving he told me to have a good weekend then smiled. is it possible the feeling could be mutual?

of course, it’s not a bother at all!!

aww that’s adorable, i wish i could’ve done something like that with my tc. it could be, but i would say wait for more signs. he could just be trying to be nice!

but for real that is so cute. best of luck to you <3

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Oh no i just realized monday is a half day so i wont get to see him but 30 minutes :(

aww i’m sorry :( hope you get to see him again soon!