jane

hi, i go by jane on here, 20 - in college :) my tc is H and he's 12 years older than me. this blog contains updates, depressed 2 am posts, and things i think about :) feel free to contact me at anytime!!! my asks are always open

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Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Vanessa Bell (August 1908)

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— The Picture Of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde

[girlrose]

im on tumblr bc im a romantic this energy doesnt exist on any other platform

[jane-has-a-tc]

relapse 9.12.20

it has been almost exactly two years since meeting H, a year and a half since graduation. recently, he has reached out (we have always stayed in contact through social media, but he actually TEXTED me). Just when I thought all of my day dreams have disappeared and I have finally moved on, it all comes rushing back. The nervousness, the excitement, the butterflies when you see their name pop up on your phone, asking yourself “what could he have possibly done to think of me?”

Well, he asked me for some art, which I am happy to do. As payment, he wants to take me for coffee at this small little mom&pops coffee shop, which I am also very happy to do because I am a severe caffeine addict with little money in her bank account.

I wanted to make this post to show you guys that even if your feelings disappear but they come rushing back, that it is ok! and it is nothing to be ashamed of! there is a reason we were attracted to our TCs in the first place.

[gaaylasecura]

You didn’t see my ball, did you?

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hand of the virgin by Roberto Ferri

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[konoko]

this is sad.

i have a lot of love to give,

but i don't know if i have someone to give it to.

[universitytc]

*me, at boys my age*: fuck off

*me, at men twice my age*: fuck me

[jane-has-a-tc]

Ok ok ok I know it's been a STEAMING minute since my last update post. My TC and I still keep in contact. I got my associates degree and I'm off to big school soon, given corona doesn't ruin that. A few weeks ago, I actual met, sat down, and had coffee with him. He bought :,) anyways. We sat and talked for about 2 hours before splitting ways. It was a good meeting. I still get very nervous when I talk to him, but the feelings aren't as strong, and that definitely has to do with the not-seeing-eachother-in-4-months distance. I saw him back in March to help with something, but that was it. Meanwhile, I have DOVE into criminal minds. Which has furthered my daddy issue characteristics. Ik this isn't part of the traditional TC update, but Thomas Gibson is my mans now. The one I would gladly marry in a second. Below is a gif just for him. He is 58, lord help me. And I used to think my TC being 12 years older was bad. Anyways. Enjoy Thomas Gibson gift. I'll probably be more active now. Sorry about the distance!!!

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