its okay

| Height: 5'3" | Age: 20 | CW: idk | GW: 135 |

[petrichara]

Maybe you weren’t a terrible person maybe you were just fifteen

[healingsunflower-deactivated202]

Genuinely just want to die today so that’s fun.

[crypticcanine]

me- im so small and soft so please be nice to me also me- punch me in the face do it just punch me in hte fuckign face dO IT jsUt PUNC H M

[ddd-444]

I saw a post that said “I wasn’t myself for months and nobody noticed” I felt that.

[transalive]

One half of anorexics: For lunch today I had two pieces of lettuce wrapped around five carrots, some beans and two peppers

The other half: For lunch today I had a tENTH of a Snickers bar

[withereddesires]

we really need some more people who study physiology in the ed community or something bc some of us are dumb fucks still relying on “ana tips” we learnt on instagram in 2013 (it’s me, i’m dumb fucks)

[xx-thinbliss-xx]

i’m dumb fucks

[weightlessneed]

I’m dumb fucks

[fuckoff-aesthetiics]

I’m dumb fucks

[mysteryroundmemory]

new rules for myself

- no checking up on the social medias of people i no longer speak to - no more creepy youtube videos/true crime shows that just upset me and trigger my paranoia - be gentle with myself when i realize that something i used to think was okay or was numb to in the past when i was sick has become upsetting to my properly nourished, healthy brain; this doesn’t mean i’m lame or becoming “boring”, it means i’m healing and maturing and learning the difference between negative and positive energy 

[thinspodaisy]

i think my absence from tumblr says enough about my eating habits rn

[hungry-sad-capricorn]

I just want everyone to know I’m not ok,

But I’m not going to do anything drastic. Probably just cry in bed honestly.

[archive95205-blog]

[shaniae]

Reblog in 10 seconds and $1700 will come your way

[trainhardrunfast]

I have nothing to lose and 1700$ to gain

[fuckoff-aesthetiics]

Only reblogging cuz its a cat with money

[tiredbulimi]

ok i feel disgusting i need to be hugged

[vetmiaq-deactivated20200206]

[rhysandsrevenge]

Reblog to save his life

This is Rhys, my 2 year old cat

You can do whatever you want with him, he never bites or scratches anyone and he loves playing fetch and sucking on soft plushy blankets

Another cat has bitten him and gave him this bacteria called Pyo Thorax which causes fluid behind his lungs. It's a deadly condition, but thank god my mom and I noticed on time so he's now in an animal hospital where they're cleaning his lungs and

He's doing really well at the moment

Unfortuately, the bacteria won't completely be gone unless the vets do a surgery where they open up his chest and clean every little corner of the lungs so they know that all the bacteria are gone. Then again, Rhys is a strong lil man and he's doing fine so the surgery will, according to the vets, go well and he'll recover like any other cat.

But

The surgery is expensive and my mom, who has all the money for the surgery but planned on spending that money on buying new furniture for the house, thinks

"It's a waste of money to spend it all on a cat"

This is why mom wants to put him to sleep tomorrow

I'm not asking anyone here for money.

I'm asking if you can REBLOG this post to convince my mother that little Rhysie's life is worth the money and it's sad to give up on him because he is already getting so much better and he is just soo strong

If my mom still decides to put him down, let this be the post that still keeps Rhys alive on Tumblr , which is where I got his name from❤️

He'd be so grateful if you'd introduce him to all your followers🐾

[stop-stalin-and-suck-my-dick]

This post is from today! Plz share good boy Rhys

[laughinghyenasss]

IMPORTANT

[rhysandsrevenge]

Update

We are now waiting on a phone call that should tell us if he really needs the surgery or if there is any other option for him.

Yesterday, my mom and I visited him right after he got his treatment. They clean his lungs every few hours and suck out the fluid, which is not the most enjoyable thing for him. Anyway, he should've had not problems with breathing after that. However, when we saw him he started to have a lot of trouble breathing and it was heartbreaking to see.

This is why we decided to put him to sleep if he needs the surgery, because the treatment is really heavy and we don't want him to go through this another week while there's still a big chance that he will never fully recover. (Think of not eating now which eventually causes liver problems etc.)

For whatever happens next, whether he'll get another treatment and survive or he'll be put to sleep, Rhys and I would love to thank everyone for all the love & support (I honestly did not expect this at all holy shit)❤️💛💚💙💜

[rhysandsrevenge]

Update 3

*sorry for the spam*

Rhys is doing really good!

Besides his permanent damage on one lung (he'll never breathe like a normal cat), he's doing really well and they are gonna try to fix it without the surgery. The vets wanted to give Rhys one more chance so they'll treat him one full day without any payment at all which is absolutely amazing. After that Rhys is coming home and we're gonna see how he'll do on his own with antibiotics. If this doesn't work, we're still gonna give him a peaceful end, but if he's strong enough; he'll survive :)

So it's all on him now

[rhysandsrevenge]

Update 4

The vets stopped the treatment bc there's nothing more they can do for him. If he's strong enough and all the bacteria are gone, he can make it. But no one can do anything about it.

His chances of survival are around 25-30% which definitely isn't a lot. He's coming home tomorrow if he gets through the night without help and then we'll see how he will do. If the bacteria are still inside and he has trouble breathing again we're gonna put him down.

This choice is because of him and because we don't want him to suffer and has nothing to do with my moms sad priorities.

Then again, thanks everyone for all the support and ESPECIALLY THE REBLOGS bc they did convince my mom to keep him in the clinic for two full more days which would give him a better chance of survival💙

For now we'll just see how it goes. If he survives; I probably won't give any more updates (bc they're annoying for my followers who are not interested in the cat at all).

If he doesn't survive; I'll let you know :)

Rhys just has to be strong

[rhysandsrevenge]

Last update

He came home. He did everything he usually does. He was happy to be home. Unfortunately his lungs were so damaged and weak that every action was too much so he couldn't really do anything anymore. We just put him to sleep and he's now buried right on top of my previous cat (who died 6 years ago, been there done that).

Thank you all for the love and support. Sorry for the spam, I know other people are going through much worse situations and that is why I cannot be more grateful for all the reactions❤️

[fuckoff-aesthetiics]

Y’all I'm h*ckin crying 

I knew him for five minutes while i read this thread and i loved him and i hope he’s feeling better now in kitty heaven 😭❤

[embracingwild]

fyi there is no such thing as “getting back on track” after the holidays because you were never “off track” you were simply living life because you are a human being and you deserve that

[tired-soles]

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls me out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

[anasbaddie]

i thought i was dead

i had a experience today where my body overheated i started to lose focus in my schoolwork my heart started beating so loud and fast and hurting like a mf and i thought “omg this is it this is how i die i am going to die in the middle of art class” then i decided to try to alert someone i tapped my friends thigh my breathing was shaky and loud and my face was red and tried to tell her “get the teacher somethings happening” all that came out was a scrambled mumbled sentence and i thought i was about to faint but she understand and the teacher got her to take me real quick and since she knew i was anorexic she got a proteing bar and made me eat that shit and the second i took a bite everything slowly started to calm down and i have honestly never been more terrified

dont take life for granted as someone with an ed it doesnt matter whether your bmi is high or low your heart can stop at any second

[benzosandespresso-deactivated20]

This is extreme hypoglycemia!!!!

When you don’t eat, your blood sugar goes DOWN. This causes a variety of symptoms:

-An irregular heart rhythm

-Fatigue

-Pale skin

-Shakiness

-Anxiety

-Sweating

-Hunger

-Irritability

-Tingling sensation around the mouth

-Crying out during sleep

-Confusion, abnormal behavior or both, such as the inability to complete routine tasks

-Visual disturbances, such as blurred vision

-Seizures

-Loss of consciousness

ALWAYS make sure you have a fast acting carbohydrate on you. Orange juice, LifeSavers, (NOT DIET) soda, dried fruits (raisins), bananas, glucose gel/tablets, energy bars, rice cakes, pretzels, other candies.

These will correct your blood sugar (bring it up) in 5-15 minutes!!!!! Eat them when you start to feel faint or right after you pass out. Hydrate yourself as well!!!

Place your head between your knees, this enhances blood flow to your brain. Sit down/remain lying down when you regain consciousness. Get up SLOWLY and when you’re ready. Other options include raising the legs to aid blood flow to the brain as well.

[aliceadviceblog]

Incredibly important!!

[i-want-to-be-thinspirational]

Please guys, i was in the shower one day and was about to get out and i suddenly couldn’t lift my arms or do anything, reality felt like it didn’t exist and my heart was so loud and j could HEAR it skipping beats and everything was oscillating between intense rushes of noise and silence and i have massive black splotches in my eyes and i couldn’t see anything and i dont know how i managed to get out of the shower and the first thing i did was collapse in front of a jar of rock candies j found somewhere in the bottom if my room and i bearly managed to get one out, but i did and oh god i felt ALIVE.

I have never been so scared.

I had a BMI of 21 and had only been restricting for a month.

Verdict is- carry something round with you at all costs. It may genuinely save your life.

[lovelylemonboythings]

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, BE. SAFE!!!

🍋

[alotofcoffee23]

Always bring an emergency food!!! If fasting and restricting

[thin-as-flowers]

ok i am gonna go buy some emergency jolly ranchers or some shit tomorrow to carry with me tysm for this

[skinnylegendsi]

Omg THIS SO FUCKING IMPORTANT

[ialsohatemyselfnumber999-deacti]

Same thing happened to me and I’m nowhere near underweight! Be careful!

[xxlunaticprincess]

this is so important!!

[canibesmolpls]

never not reblogging this

[holyyboness]

This is very important!!! I can’t tell you how many times I’ve experienced this. It mostly happens in the shower. My ears start ringing, my vision is very blurry, I get really hot, and I can barely move. This is very scary and you don’t want it happening to you!! Always keep an emergency food around for the sake of your health.

[fuckoff-aesthetiics]

!!!

[4444555666777888999]

Prozac doesn’t work but you know what does. I figured out that the cure for my depression is always getting exactly what I want