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ind. multi muse written by jae

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Are you into food, martial arts and traditional japan? Or are you more into retro stuff and motorcycles? If so, meet Kazuha Fujiwara, the daughter of an yakuza boss. She’s anything but lady-like and will most likely kick your ass if you insult her. And Arata Saito, her uncle, the right hand of said yakuza boss. Unlike his niece, he’s very responsible and can’t stand lazybutts. Or how about Seijiro Ishihara, a known gambler who’s drowning in debts and has a bad habit of borrowing money from others without ever repaying them back? He’s also in love with his bike and would totally get married with it. 

If you’re interested in interacting with this chaotic trio or want to find out more, please like or REBLOG this post!

[fukaina]

YAKUZA CLANS

The Clans actually go way back in history, when emperors and samurai ruled over the country. The most known and most powerful families back then were Minamoto, Fujiwara, Taira and Tachibana. The Minamoto and Fujiwara used to be allies but due to an treacherous act that lead to mistrust and hate, a war broke out between the two. Taira, a very powerful and dangerous clan, took this opportunity to attack both sides.

Years passed but the bloodline of the families still exists. However, society changed a lot over time and so did the goverment. Claiming to be descendants of powerful families without any sort of prove didn't really do much. Well, except being laughed at while being called crazy. So it came that the descentdants disappeared into the shadows- into the underground of society. They knew the truth. Afterall, the stories had been told to generation to generation.

However, the current leaders of Minamoto and Fujiwara want to forget about the past. They want to stop the hate and want to form peace. And the only way to do so in their eyes, would be a marriage between their children.

There are four Yakuza Clans, each ruling a territory in the north, east, south and west of Tokyo. 

The Genbu Clan, belonging to the Tachibana Clan. They rule the north and their symbol is a turtle. The Tachibana family also seems to be close friends with the Nishimoto family, one of the wealthiest families in Tokyo. The Clan is lead by a woman, who took over the lead after her father passed away. Out of all the other Clans, they seem rather peaceful and try to avoid conflicts. They also help civilians and seem to hate the goverment.

Known Members: Shima Ueno

The Seiryuu Clan, belonging to the Minamoto Clan. They rule the east and their symbol is a dragon. The lower ranks don't like the idea of forming peace with the Fujiwara, since most of them cling onto the past. The Clan seems rather clever and always finds a way around the law without breaking any rules. They basically take illegal actions without getting into trouble. The Clan is lead by a literal power couple.

Known Members: Hibiki Minamoto

The Suzaku Clan, belonging to the Taira Clan. They rule the south and their symbol is a vermillion bird which resembles a phoenix. They are rather dangerous and brutal, most of their members seem rather shady and heartless. They also have a known hitman department and tend to attack the other clans on purpose, believing that only one Yakuza Clan should rule over Toyko. This is probably because of their gruesome leader.

Known Members: Kazuya, Daichirou Hatanaka (hitman), Natsuki Usui (loan shark)

The Byakko Clan, belonging to the Fujiwara Clan. They rule the west and their symbol is a tiger. Most members, including Kazuha, don't trust the Minamoto. They also want to fight the Suzaku Clan to put an end to their tyranny. The Clan seems rather chaotic and acts on impulse. They have their own sense of moral and rarely stick to rules if it means doing the right thing. The clan is lead by a rather dorky man who takes his responsibility as boss serious... sometimes.

Known Members: Goro Fujiwara (oyabun / boss), Kazuha Fujiwara (second in command), Arata Saito (advisor / right hand)

[fukaina]

      yo whats poppin’ i’ve wasted like 4 hours working on a new blog and i might post a little something about the yakuza!

[fukaina]

Developmental Psychology

Repost! Don’t Reblog!

Links are provided in case you are unfamiliar with the field.

Tagged by: stolen from my other blog Tagging:  @shallowrot @vxtxation @univentorem @dcprimntm @gaeuul @lachalaine @astrumtristis @doppelgxngxr & whoever wants to do this!

Building Blocks

Name: Kazuha Fujiwara

Age & Birthday: 23 // April 1, 1995

Ethnicity(s): Japan

Hometown(s): Kashihara

Religion: Shinto

Class: Middle Class

Sex & Gender(s): Cis Female

Basic Personality Classifying (from newest to oldest)

Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good

Myers Briggs Personality Type: The Campaigner ( ENFP )

IQ: 130

Temperamental Humor: Sanguine 

Zodiac Sign: Aries

Classification According to Esteemed Psychologists

Erikson

Trust or Mistrust

Autonomy or Shame and Doubt

Initiative or  Guilt

Industry  or Inferiority

Identity or Role Confusion

Intimacy or  Isolation

Generativity or  Stagnation

Integrity  or Despair

Maslow

At which stage of the Hierarchy of Needs are you currently?:

Physical ~ Safety ~ Love ~ Esteem ~ Cognitive ~ Aesthetic ~ Self-Actualized ~ Transcended

Freud

Oral Receptive  or  Oral Aggressive

Anal Expulsive or Anal Retentive

Phallic Compensative  or Phallic Aggressive

Classic Hysteric  or  Retentive Hysteric

Fixation: Classic hysteric

Miscellaneous

Right Handed or Left Handed

Black and White or Gray

Optimist  or Pessimist

Introvert or  Extrovert

Better to be Feared  or  Better to be Loved

Looking Out for Others or Looking Out for Yourself

Trauma?: physical abuse caused by parent

Obsessions?: Food

Addictions?: Eating

Parental Issues?: her mother abused her when she was very young and disappeared without a warning, ever since then she’s struggling with a fear of loss and change. she also wants to meet her mother again.

Trust Issues?: None. She’s really naive and trusts anyone no matter what.

Goals?: not get married. meeting her mother.

Fears?: loss, change, the dark and loneliness

[fukaina]

dcprimntm:

🍣;; ——             ❛❛ Yeah…I mean why would I be lying about that ? It’s not like I would get anything out of lying about what I like and don’t like. ❜❜ That was indeed true. It’s not like it was some sort of top secret information that he shouldn’t be sharing with anyone, especially his enemy that might use it to their advantage. It was basic knowledge about someone else if anything. Something people would usually do to get to know someone better. If it was just that, he didn’t minded it. It wouldn’t hurt him in any way to tell her how he felt about fighting and noise. It’s not like it would come and bite him in the ass after…or would it ? Well there was only one way to find out. Just wait and see. Though if he had to be honest, he didn’t believed that it would do anything to him. At most Kazuha would just laugh at him or call him a liar. 

                       He didn’t even had to think about it, to realize that if this would be the case, it wouldn’t be all that surprising. After all she called him worse. She would laugh at him for whatever reason. Maybe to boost up her self-esteem ? Making herself look better than he was ? What for though, he wondered. What would she get out of such behavior ? Satisfaction ? Perhaps. But then again what was so satisfying at acting like an idiot ? He could understand the whole “making yourself better than others” deal, since he himself desired to be seen as…something big you could say. Something good. Something worthy of time. Something that would be admired by others, maybe even praised if his efforts were huge enough. That’s what he wanted, which was why he would always study hard and join all kinds of activities in hopes of being seen as better. All just because he didn’t wanted to be seen as worse, due to the place he was coming from, or perhaps even his current whereabouts. 

                         But what did Kazuha wanted to achieve so badly ? She had everything after all, what else was there to achieve ? Was there something she thought that she was lacking ? This was almost hard to believe, considering how she would act sometimes, and how desperately she wanted to be better than him specifically. Or at least it seemed to be this way to him. His eyes wandered off, for probably the tenth time this day, in a pondering manner. Could it be the knowledge she was lacking ? No that just sounds silly. She was most likely taught a lot of things — significant things — so this simply couldn’t be it. She had supposedly better looks than him, considering the way she would always comment on his appearance looking like feces. She had the strength, which was obvious by the way she was fighting. Perhaps she lacked self control or something along these lines ? Anger problems was the issue here ? God…she is so confusing. 

                           He snapped out of his thoughts, now shifting his attention to her question. That was such an easy question, so he was quite quick to reply.  ❛❛ I like koi fish. Though a simple goldfish is nice too… ❜❜ he trailed off.  ❛❛ Koi is my favorite for sure. ❜❜ he nodded, as if to confirm his statement fully. Surprisingly for once, you could see some other emotion in his eyes, which was most likely joy, or excitement. For few reasons he always felt happy when talking about fishes. It was just something that would make him feel nice for once. He loved talking about them and spending time with them. Even learning about them was fun ! Not that he would admit it though — Once again, he stopped himself from further getting even more distracted and he decided to listen to his rival. She surely seemed WAY more excited than him, when she started talking about the trees. 

                             This almost brought a smile to his face, not because of her excitement. He rather considered it silly and childish. Though the whole talk about bonsai trees got him into a good mood. He himself enjoyed such trees, especially when they would be in full bloom. There was just something about them…Maybe it was their beauty, or perhaps their softness that they would emit with their little flowers. Or just their overall diversity. He wasn’t sure, but he was sure of liking them.  ❛❛ I agree. When they are in full bloom they look the prettiest. I had one at my place, it was truly…well almost magical. ❜❜ this time his smile, even though a very faint and small, was present on his face, though only for a brief moment. That was until she started screeching like some crazy lady, with a little bit of “shit comment” dust. Ahhhh right…everything that was good would come to an end. Not that he cared, which was evident by the way he simply ignored her rage. 

                               Instead, he focused on the way of getting out of this troublesome situation. Now that he thought about it, flipping a coin was not the best idea. Then again there was no going back now, especially now that Kazuha had agreed to the idea. Maybe it was for the best too…he couldn’t think of anything else really, so they might as well take a shot at this…right ?  ❛❛ For once I agree with you ❜❜ he admitted, now looking at the coin that was placed on his palm. He decided to flick it by placing it on his index finger instead, and then flicking it with his thumb. Then he caught it, and decided to flip it over upon placing it on the back of his hand, before revealing the result. After a second or two, he moved his hand slowly away, now allowing both Kazuha and himself to see what the coin decided for them.  ❛❛ I guess it’s…left then ? ❜❜ he said in a rather hesitant manner.  ❛❛ Do you still want to listen to the coin or… you know ? ❜❜

      🏮  —   If her rival truly hated fighting and noise, was there even a reason for them to argue all the time? With this new information, they could surely find a common ground someday, or not? Well, in the end, it all depended on their behavior. Whether the boy decided to anger her on purpose or not. Or if the girl tried to be more patient and calm. Which sounded easier said than done. It was hard to get rid of characteristics and personality traits. And honestly, why would they even go as far as to change themselves for the sake of one another? They despised each other. They were rivals. And too proud to bend another way. If they couldn’t accept each other the way they were, there surely was no hope for them to ever get along. 

                This whole conversation seemed so strange and unreal. There was no tension in the air, which was surprising considering the fact that the two would always find a reason to fight or get angry at one another. Who would have thought that talking normally like this was actually possible for them to do? She wasn’t even angry that they got lost. Weird. She craved food and would kill for it. And yet, she completely accepted the fact that they missed the food place. Just moments ago she was dying to get something to eat. And now she was unexpectedly calm. Maybe talking with her rival like this threw her a little off guard. Maybe she was so confused by it that she forgot about her hunger. Was this even possible? Food was the only thing on her mind-- so what could be more important than food? Hibiki? Sure. Yeah, no. If anything it was the things he talked about. 

                For once he didn’t insult her. He didn’t make any rude remarks. He didn’t call her names. He didn’t make fun of her. It was... actually pleasant for once. Though, she would tell herself not to get used to it. Even so, a part of her didn’t want to let this opportunity go to waste. As long as he wouldn’t yell at her again, it should be fine to dig a little deeper, right? Was he a shitty person through and through or...? Well, there was only one way to find out. Not that she was actually interested in him or anything. Why would she? What he liked or disliked was really something she could care less about! Even if.. they seemed to share a liking towards traditional stuff. This alone didn’t make him less shitty though. “Oh, yeah. Koi fish are really pretty. There’s a pond filled with them at the garden I sometimes help out at. Though, they always hide when I want to feed them.” 

                Who wouldn’t hide at someone’s loud voice and quick movements? Kazuha definitely had to learn more about fish... or animals in general. She was not only bad at reading people but also found it hard to understand animals. But when it came to plants, she always seemed to know what to do. Which was funny, considering they couldn’t even speak. No matter how dry or sick a plant appeared to be, the girl was somehow able to save it. The thought that some people threw their plants away just because they seemed dead, really made her sad. Her gaze dropped a little-- but raised again at her rival’s words. She didn’t know why but knowing that he appreciated bonsai trees too, made her kinda happy. Not because they had something in common. It was rather the feeling of approval that made her lips curl into a smile. 

                She never thought her enemy would agree with her. Truth be told, she kinda expected him to say something stupid again. Basically insulting what she liked.. or making fun of it. But this wasn’t the case. “Yes!! I know what you mean! It’s like their energy goes through you and improves your mood.” She paused for a second. It was really hard to contain her excitment at this point. “There’s actually a variety of bonsai trees at the park nearby and I think I’ve seen a pond too. Maybe we could--” Hold on. Abort. Time out. She bit her lip down before the rest of the words she wanted to say could escape her. What on earth was she about to say? Go together? With her rival? The person who always got on her nerves? Being stuck with each other was the worst that could happen. “... nevermind!” 

                She frowned. The girl almost made another mistake. Thank god she was able to stop herself. Now, time to change the topic before she would scream at herself. Right. They had to flip a coin and decide on a way to go. She remained silent as she watched Hibiki flip the coin. Honestly, she didn’t really care about the direction as long as they would finally get somewhere-- preferably a place to eat. She waited while rocking back and forth in an impatient manner. The result was finally revealed. And just like that, her excitment grew once again. Though, the hesitation in Hibiki’s voice made her raise an eyebrow at him. 

                “What’s that? Are you getting cold feet now? Even though it was your idea to begin with?” Her head tilted to the side as she crossed her arms in front of her chest. “Be more optimistic. It’s gonna be fine as long as you believe in it. Common, let’s go!” With that said, she simply grabbed his arm to pull him along. Oh, if only they knew that fate was leading them straight into a dead end... with lots of shady looking people. Definitely not the right place to go alone.

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[fukaina]

"Yo kiddo, catch !" the woman called, shortly after throwing an object wrapped messily in a ripped rag. The said object was a pocket knife, with a handle that resembled the shape of a tiger. "Ya survived another year without a bullet in yer ass, I am proud. And that's just little somethin' from me, for yer Birthday. Hope ya like it" perhaps it wasn't much, but Ren was clearly pleased, considering the fact that she was forgetful sack of shit. (tO THE BIRTHDAY GIRL OF COURSE)

      🏮  —   “Ah-!” She didn’t expect the other to suddenly throw something. Blinking at her words, she made a swift movement of the hand, catching the object before it could hit the ground. “What’s this? A present for my birthday? It looks like garbage!” But hey, they say don’t judge a book by it’s covers. Just because it was wrapped in a ripped rag, didn’t mean it was garbage. Either way, she was really excited and didn’t waste another second before opening the gift. Her eyes widened. They lit up with joy the moment her gaze fell upon the tiger-shaped handle of the pocket knife. 

                “Woah!! It’s so cool!! And I can really have this?” Her father would always try his best to keep sharp objects away from her, fearing that she might hurt herself. Meanwhile her uncle was concerned about the well being of other people. So in other words, she wasn’t allowed around weapons nor was it alright for her to use one. But now she found herself holding a pocket knife, with no one there to restrain her. Even if it wasn’t Ren’s intention… this small gift might start a chaos. 

                “Thank you! I will forever treasure this!! You’re the best Oba-san I know~” Kazuha tackled the woman, hugging her tightly with a wide smile on her face. “I can’t wait to show this to Hibi– to the shitty monkey-!”

[richkicl-a]

            NOW IT’S RAINING                         AND THE STARS ARE                                                        NO MORE

[shallowrot-a-deactivated2018060]

   THEY WOULD NOT LISTEN               THEY DID NOT KNOW HOW                                    PERHAPS THEY’LL LISTEN NOW

[fukaina]

      i know i still owe some replies and i’ll get to them when i stop being lazy- ALSO CAN SOMEONE KICK ME bc im considering to add my moon personification and kleptomaniac to this blog instead of working on a new one

[fukaina]

just another muse traits meme

  ❯❯     BOLD all that applies to your muse!         repost !  /  don’t reblog

• eyes:   blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | other

• hair:   blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey / white | multi-color | other

• body type:   skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | muscular | chubby | overweight

• skin:   pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored

• gender:   male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels

• sexuality:   heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | doesn’t like labels

• romantic orientation:   homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic | unsure | doesn’t like labels

• species:   human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant

• education:   high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | other

• i’ve been:   in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | raped | brainwashed | shot

• positive traits:   affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | attractive | charismatic | calm

• negative traits:   aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self conscious | selfish | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative

• living situation:   lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other |lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | depends on verse

• parents/guardian:   mom | dad | adoptive | foster | grandmother | grandfather | sibling(s)  sister(s) brother (s)  | none | other

• relationship:   single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated | depends on verse

• i have a(n):   learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance related disorder | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability

• things i’ve done before:   had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them

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[fukaina]

me: yep this is a multi muse blog also me: literally has a strong muse for only three characters and basically considers them mains me @ me: when r u gonna move them tho

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[fukaina]

dcprimntm:

🍣;; ——             Oh he definitely regretted his actions, even though it was not visible due to his stoic face, covering up the storm that has left him just few seconds ago. He simply tried to act as if nothing happened. It’s not like Kazuha would have cared enough to even worry about it. She would probably laugh at him or something along these lines, for letting himself get angry over nothing. Perhaps she would go as far as calling him weak mentally. At the mere thought, he started feeling uneasy. That was the last thing that he wanted her to think of, when looking at him. Weak. Mentally weak to make it worse. He simply couldn’t stand the possibility of it. He didn’t wanted to be seen as weak, especially by her, someone who seemed to take pride in her strength. Maybe he wanted to be seen as equal in a way, or maybe he just didn’t want her to think that in reality even he had his weak moments. 

               Then came the silence. Silence that he desperately wanted moments ago. Yet, his desire for such quietness seemed to slowly wither away, the longer it was lasting. Don’t get him wrong, he loves silence. He loved and appreciated it very much. Most of his days he would spend in quiet places, feeling most comfortable in such environment. Though he liked the noise too. A quieter one than the ones he would hear on daily basis. He still could appreciate such things. But now, it wasn’t the case. The silence seemed to be out of place. It was always absent whenever he was with Kazuha. Now it was present, and he could feel that it simply didn’t belong there, in this particular moment. A sigh left him. Perhaps his rival did care after all… or at least it seemed to be the case. Did he went overboard ? Maybe. He knew that at least, but he was unsure what to do in this situation. 

                 One side would keep on nagging him to apologize. “It wasn’t necessary. You should know better as the son of Minamotos” it would keep on whispering. “You did a horrible thing. Apologize till you can”. His eyes averted to the side, instead of looking at what was in front of him, he was looking around, almost as if searching for an answer. The voice was right. He didn’t have to yell, and act all disrespectful, also most likely hurting her feelings. Yet, there was another voice that tried to win over his mind. “It’s her fault. If she wouldn’t be so annoying, you wouldn’t have to do that”. His search paused for a second. This voice was right too. Maybe if she wouldn’t play on his nerves all the time, he wouldn’t have done that and this situation would have never come up. Why would he be the one to apologize if clearly it was her fault ? But what if…it was his fault ? Who’s fault was it ? Was anyone here to blame ? What if it’s not even that bad and he is worrying too much about it ? 

                   Even though her gaze shifted away from him, his eyes remained on her. She seemed to be struggling as much as he was. Though, he remained silent, believing that the situation would solve itself. There was no need to be thinking so much about such silly things. Not to mention, they were supposed to get some food. That would surely brighten her day up, right ? Ew, what was he even thinking about  — ❛❛ Yeah…I might not seem like that kind of guy, but I do like these kinds of things. Much more than arguing or fighting. ❜❜ eh not the best answer, but that would have to do. Who would have thought that he would be so socially awkward ? He was spending time with other human beings…so what’s his damn problem ? 

                  ❛❛ I noticed. ❜❜ for fuck’s sake he is doing this again.  ❛❛ Oh…plants. They are nice. Do you like bonsai trees ? ❜❜ well at least he put some effort into this, since he didn’t sounded as shitty as before. Though he had to admit it was…bizarre. Talking so calmly like this with her. Getting to know each other in a way. Or at least what they liked and disliked. He was wondering if he was even talking to the same person now. Maybe the real Kazuha was abducted by…no aliens didn’t exist. What is he dumb ? Maybe listening to all the theories his “friends” have got to him. Geez he needs to find some normal people. 

                     No, she definitely wasn’t. Nothing happened to her, and it was clear by her idiotic comments. Ah yeah that definitely felt better now. A sigh of relief almost left him, but he contained it within himself.  ❛❛ Not really. I assumed they would make you uncomfortable since you are a girl, so I continue with them. But I guess you must be a guy after all since they don’t seem to affect you as much. ❜❜ maybe not the best insult of his life, but that needs to do.. His shitty eyes wandered around, looking in all directions. He still somehow couldn’t recall any of the buildings. Damn it. They might have really got lost. Well now he will be probably stuck with her for a while. Not only she was Kazuha, but a hungry one, meaning she would be double the annoying than usual. Great.  ❛❛ Oh…I see. ❜❜ he muttered more to himself than her. 

                    ❛❛ I am afraid I have really bad news for you ❜❜ he stated, looking back at her now.  ❛❛ Since we both don’t seem to recognize this place nor the buildings I therefore conclude that…we got, excuse my French, fucking lost. ❜❜ as soon as he was done, he kicked the ground. Though he quickly went back to his original posture, asking himself if he was still 5 years old to be doing such childish thing. Damn he couldn’t believe what he was doing himself sometimes.  ❛❛ I know where the food place was, we were really close but I think I got carried away…and well I went too far. ❜❜ he said, now scratching his chin.  ❛❛ If we can figure out which way we came from then we should be fine, but well…I am not sure about the way. ❜❜ he sighed.  ❛❛ Stupid suggestion but…should we flip a coin and well let it decide where to go first ? ❜❜ he was really desperate now and there was no hiding it. 

      🏮  —   “Is that so?” She trailed off. He likes these things much more than arguing or fighting? Hah! Don’t make her laugh! This almost sounded like a bad joke. But since there was no reason for him to lie, he was probably serious about it. If that was the case, then how come he always encouraged a fight between them? Maybe it was her fault, maybe she was the one starting it all-- but he was definitely part of the problem. Instead of making mean comments or rude remarks, he could try to be nice! That way Kazuha would find it easier to return the favor. However, in her eyes, he was someone who hated her and didn’t want to be friends, no wonder she ended up mirroring his feelings. Her mindset was the same as a child’s... if he got angry or refused to apologize, she would do the same. Why? Perhaps because she didn’t want him to be right, she didn’t want to lose to him. 

                But then again, was it really a sign of weakness to show kindness towards her enemy? Or would it make her seem strong for overcoming her pride? Ugh! She didn’t know. This was way too confusing. In the end, all she wanted was to be equals-- whether as enemies or friends. Whatever. It’s not like anyone would ever understand her logic. She didn’t even understand herself sometimes. Not even a smart person like Hibiki could ever understand! If he could, they wouldn’t argue all the time. Ah, right. She didn’t understand him either. Maybe... if both started to look eye to eye, would they be able to see each other clearly? To avoid misunderstandings? Yeah, as if. To accomplish such a thing, both would need to be on the same wavelength, which wasn’t the case. Instead of pulling on the same rope together, they were pulling on opposite ends. How long would it take until they tear it apart? 

                “Of course you did. By the way, what kinda fish do you like?” She didn’t mind his answer, what a surprise. Most people knew her as the loud and energetic girl-- it was nothing new to her. At least it was never boring when she was around, though her rival probably had a different opinion on that. She was a little caught off guard by his next words. Dammit. He hit the hammer on the nail yet again! Though, instead of getting annoyed by it, her eyes lit up in excitment. “I do! There are so many different types of bonsai trees. I once saw an apple and other fruits growing from one! But they are definitely the prettiest when they are in full bloom!!” What the fuck. She blinked at her own words and almost covered her mouth. Thankfully she was able to stop herself, otherwise she would have talked about bonsai trees forever. Holding back her excitment was easier said than done, especially when it came to things she really liked. 

                She reminded herself who she was talking with. No way her rival would actually care about all of this. Either way, this was better than throwing insults at each other. Is what she thought-- but then he just had to make another rude comment. For a moment she actually thought of him as nice but, just as expected, it was nothing but an act. She rolled her eyes in irritation. Oh, the rope would tear apart any minute now. She could feel it... or maybe it was just the feeling of anger inside of her? “Make me uncomfortable because I’m a girl? What’s that supposed to mean?? I don’t get it! If I’m a guy, you must be an asshole since there’s only shit coming from you!!” She was so close to punching him but managed to stop herself. There was no time to get worked up over this, not now at least. Fighting wouldn’t solve the fact that they got lost. Still... it would surely help to release some anger. No, no--! 

                She had to focus on more important things. Like, how to find a way to the nearest food place before she would pass out. Her stomach growled in agreement. She thought for a moment, hoping to come up with some sort of idea. Though, she really wasn’t good at this. Hm.. calling her father to pick her up might work? Or maybe they could find someone and ask for directions? Ah, how about just walking until they would recognize their surroundings again? She was ready to share her suggestions but stopped herself when her rival spoke up. “Eh-? That sounds like fun. Let’s flip a coin then! It can’t get much worse than this anyway.” Being stuck with your worst enemy. Yes, there was nothing worse. “Maybe we’ll find another food place!”

                The anger was quickly replaced by a new wave of excitment. She didn’t waste another second and grabbed her wallet. Luckily she always had a coin or two. Taking one out, she placed the wallet back into her pocket. She paused a moment and let her gaze wander around once more. There were several alleyways and if she was right, she could also spot a bridge in the distance. Now was the questions, which way should they try out first? “Alright. If it’s head, we’ll go through the right alley.” She pointed at the direction to make it extra clear. “And if it’s tail, we’ll take..” Her finger moved to the opposite direction. “This alley.. the left one!” A pause and she turned to look at the other. Grabbing his hand, she put the coin on his palm before placing her hands into her pockets. “Go ahead and flip it, since it was your idea and stuff.”  This could either become the greatest adventure ever or end terribly. Afterall, it could always get worse.

[pairos448]

[arirna]

”Damn. Can’t think of anything to write.”

[notthepajamas]