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Drug Tips
I understand that this is not the theme of my blog but please reblog to help someone.
Facts will be stated first to create a basic understanding. Cures and tips will be stated second. Links are provided on key words. If you are completely against drugs, please skip to the the âmoral aspectsâ section at the bottom. Feel free to read whatever may apply to you and reblog for others.
Key Words/ Crucial Facts
Free radicals: harmful cell type structures that slow down bodily functions, such as air pollution, radiation, drugs, etc. Our bodies encounter free radicals on a daily basis, but are able to fight them off due to antioxidants.
Antioxidants: vital nutrients that prevent the negative effects of free radicals. Antioxidants are naturally found in our bodies, but more can be consumed through food and supplements.Â
Drugs are free radicals. Antioxidants fight free radicals. Therefore, antioxidants prevent the negative effects of drugs.
Modern medicine works by simply masking the symptom, this post will teach you how to actually treat various ailments. Pain pills work by sending a signal to your brain that tells it to stop letting you know that something hurts. It doesnât actually fix anything, just temporarily blocks the signal. Whereas natural medicine enters your body on a cellular level, literally eliminating the problem at the source.
The liver regulates the composition of blood, removes toxins, processes nutrients, and controls clotting.
Kidneys prevent the buildup of waste, stables electrolytes, and regulates blood pressure.
The lymph system is the bodyâs drainage system that controls blood circulation and detoxification.
By following the following health advice, it will not lessen your high in any way, and may actually improve it since your body will be functioning at an optimal level.
In order to continue living this lifestyle, it is important to follow these health tips.
VARIOUS DRUGS
Facts:
STIMULANTSÂ work by making your body work over-time. They accelerate all of your bodily functions. They affect the central nervous system by increasing alertness and heightening awareness.
By making your body work over-time, this causes your cells to die off faster. There are different levels of cellular organization. The chemical level includes all chemical substances necessary for life (for example, a hemoglobin molecule); together form the next higher level. The cellular level cells are the basic structural and functional units of the human body such as muscle, nerve, blood, etc. Which forms the tissue level which is responsible for muscle, nervous, and connective tissue. This creates the organ level which is two or more tissues performing a particular function such as the heart, liver, kidney, etc. Which forms the system level that creates the circulatory and respiratory system etc.Â
Stimulants work by pushing your body into working over-time, which in turn, causes vital cells to wear out faster. Cells are what keep you alive and healthy. Cells have their own life cycle and cellular organization. Different cells have different lifespans, some lasting a few days before being naturally replaced, whereas others can last years before creating a replacement. Think of cells as employees of a very important business. When an employee isnât doing itâs best work, itâs replaced.Â
By using stimulants, this causes cells to die faster. In a healthy body, cells are only replaced when itâs their time. Stimulants kill/slow down even the healthy cells. This is what causes meth users to appear older than they are and to have degraded teeth. Skin cells are constantly working for you to give you the healthiest skin possible, stimulants slow down this process.
DEPRESSANTS: depresses the central nervous system
Relieve stress/anxiety
Induce sleep
Slows down crucial bodily functions
Causes body to work at a slower level
Will eventually cause the body to slow down to a point of being barely functional
IV USEÂ places the substance directly in the bloodstream. This immediately affects the circulatory system, respiratory system and the heart.
This will eventually erode the artery walls and/or clog them. To avoid this, it is necessary to take a supplement which improves circulation and strengthens the artery walls.
CIGARETTESÂ contain Over 5,000 chemicals
List of ingredients here
Over 60 ingredients known to cause cancer
Possible Effects:
Poor circulation
Poor skin conditions (wrinkles, acne, etc.)
Increased alertness
Decreased appetite
Dry mouth (causes gingivitis)Â
Poor cellular function
Kidney damage
Liver damage
Tremors
Dehydration
Cardiovascular damage
Heart disease
Plaque buildup
Collapsed veins
Skin infection
Respiratory problems
Cures:
Turmeric is a root that can be taken in supplement form or cooked with. Turmeric aids in circulation, improves health of blood vessels, prevents heart attack/ stroke and much more.
Ginger is a root that can be taken in supplement form or cooked with. It increases the strength of the heart and the cardiovascular walls, while dissolving blood clots and preventing heart disease.
Cayenne pepper is a powder that improves overall heart health and naturally detoxes the entire body.
Cinnamon naturally lowers cholesterol, regulates blood sugar, prevents cancer, prevents blood clots, improves brain health, etc.
Green tea is a natural antioxidant that kills bacteria, improves brain health, while reducing the risk of infection and cardiovascular disease. Place a green tea bag directly on injection site.
Hydrotherapy is the act of switching from extremely hot to extremely cold water. Either in a shower, internally, or with a wash cloth. This literally shocks your entire body into working at its optimal function. It promotes detoxification, improves cellular activity, and stimulates blood supply, allowing your body to function at the best rate possible.
Essential oils are extremely concentrated blends of natural substances that have many different types for various ailments. They are small enough to penetrate and help from a cellular level, transporting nutrients through the body while detoxifying. Place a few drops directly on injection site. Mix with carrier oil (coconut, grape, olive oil, etc.) to rub on the entire body for full benefits.
Lavender oil relaxes the nervous system, relieves pain, improves respiratory issues, treats hair loss, prevents cancer, prevents/cures infections, aids in blood circulation, improves immune system, cures skin disorders, quickens healing processes, promotes detoxifying, and much more. Place a few drops directly on injection site. Mix with carrier oil (coconut, grape, olive oil, etc.) to rub on the entire body for full benefits.
Epsom salt baths improve cardiovascular health, flush toxins, reduce pain, etc. Add essential oils for extra benefits. A plain hot bath is even beneficial in eliminating toxins and reducing pain.
DETOX TIPS
Kombucha is a natural drink that prevents negative effects of drugs while making detoxing much easier. Kombucha is full of live organisms that make your whole body work at an optimal level while detoxing the bad and replacing it with vital nutrients. It cures hangovers, cleanses the liver, and makes detoxing much easier. Also drink this while using in order to avoid the negative effects. It is available at all health food stores and most grocery stores.
The liver, kidney and lymph system are responsible for naturally detoxifying your body on a daily basis. Drugs are stored there and slow down this process. It is then necessary to partake in activities that cleanse your body of free radicals by replacing them with antioxidants.
Pain: hydrotherapy, epsom salt bath, sauna, essential oils
EMERGENCY Â (in case of a more serious emergency, please call 911)
Stroke/heart attack: mix one spoon full of cayenne pepper in warm water and drink
Missed vein: apply essential oil or green tea bag immediately
Drug test: drink lots of kombucha, apply essential oils, drink apple cider vinegar, apple cider vinegar bath, epsom salt bath, hydrotherapy, turmeric, two spoon fulls of baking soda in water
MORAL ASPECTS
Guns are amoral. Meaning they are not capable of having morals. This means that when someone shoots someone, it is not the guns fault. It is the personâs responsibility. If someone says that guns kill people, place your gun on the ground, then act surprised when it did not kill anyone. People kill people. Guns are simply a tool. Similar to cars.
Cars do not kill anyone. Cars are amoral. Cars do not have a specific agenda to destroy families. It is up to the person behind the wheel. They are just a tool that is up to the driver on how they are used.
Spoons do not make people fat. Set the spoon down, and see how many people it makes fat. It is up to the person controlling the spoon on whether or not they get fat.
Same thing with drugs. Drugs are amoral. They do not have a specific agenda to destroy families or cause health issues. Drugs are just a tool, same as guns and spoons, and it is up to the person in charge on how it will turn out. Drugs could be used to improve attention during class or to aid in sleep, it is up to the individual to not misuse this tool.
The government says that certain drugs are illegal because they cause serious health issues. The cures to these issues have been stated above. Certain drugs are legal though, like cigarettes, alcohol, and prescription drugs etc. Cigarettes, which causes cancer, are perfectly legal. Alcohol, which causes liver disease, is perfectly legal. GMOs, which cause organ damage, immune system disorders, accelerated aging, infertility, cancer, physical disorders, and mental disorders etc. are all perfectly legal and consumed on a daily basis. This just goes to show that drugs are not illegal because government cares about health.
Prescription painkillers kill more people in the USA than heroin and cocaine combined. Which proves that drugs are not illegal because of their mortality rate.
Anyone who blames drugs for âtearing families apartâ obviously can not accept the fact that drugs are simply a tool, similar to guns and spoons. The person in charge of the tool must take responsibility.Â
There is no such thing as ânatural moralityâ. Meaning that in some parts of the world, it is wrong for women to show their ankle, whereas in other parts, nudity is seen as the natural state of being. Letâs give a simple example. It is wrong to kill people. Most of us can agree on that. Now letâs shift the perspective, and say that Hitler dying was a good thing. Which means that killing people isnât always wrong. Can you name one single thing that proves there is such thing as natural morality? If drugs are morally wrong because they harm the body, then why arenât GMOs viewed the same way since they do the same thing? If drugs are morally wrong because they have the potential to kill people, then why arenât cars viewed in the same light?
All in all, I hope you have gained some vital health knowledge and hopefully some philosophical thoughts.
Good read.
Inspiring read
Great stuff.đ
Ten Crystal Commandments
Besat before you are the basic laws and rules set forth by our GodCooks. All whom tweaks, use to guide you to a blissful high.Â
Spread them, and Live by them.
Thou shall buy a proper pipe and thou shall never use foil or lightbulbs or homemade contraptions.
 Thou shall learn how to use thy pipe and thou shall never put thy flame on thy pipe.
 Thou shall buy another pipe for thy friends who have erred and can not smoke thy pipe correctly
 Thou shall have class and not wipe thy pipe on thy clothing nor sheets
 Thou shall stay away from electronics lest thee get stuck
 Thou shall avoid thy mirror and stop picking thy face
 Thou shall forget about smoking the garbage thy scraped from thy pipe. No matter how long it took thee.
 Thou shall leave thy dealer alone and talk to the shadow people when bored.
Thou shall never get thy friend tweaked for the first time and leave thee alone.
Thou shall invest in lubrication, lighters, Gatorade, deodorant, and cleaning supplies.
What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless
FOOD
Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food
grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread
different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.
some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit
SHELTER
Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment
sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone canât steal it
Some churches offer short term residence
Find your nearest homeless shelter
Look for places that are open to the public
A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry
HYGIENE
A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.
Public libraries have bathrooms you can use
Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.
Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver
Local beaches, go for a quick swim
Some truck stops have showers you can pay for
Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet
Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket
OTHER
first aid kit
 sunscreen
 a travel alarm clock or watch
 mylar emergency blanket
 a backpack is a must
 downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards
 sleeping bag
 travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror
 swiss army knife
 can opener
Reblog to literally save a life
if there is a Dollar Tree near you, they have entire food aisles
Planet Fitness also has $10 memberships. you can shower and they have free food days! pizza night 1st monday every month, bagel tuesday the 2nd tuesday every month.
Save a life reblog
i am so glad that i renblogged this however so long ago. i saw this post and shared it with others in mind, but now i am the one who really needs this. id like to think of this as good karma i guess
also a good list if anyone ever needs to run away from home for whatever reason.
Reblogging again because Iâve been living by a lot of these guidelines the last month. If you suddenly find yourself homeless, donât give up. You have options.
Wet wipes especially are life savers - crotch rot isnât pleasant.
Take care of your feet - if you canât walk, you stand a very real chance of dying. Thatâs not an exaggeration, take care of your feet.
Keep them dry, and if you can manage it try to change your socks daily - I had three pairs I would wash - more or less - and hang to dry so that I always had a dry pair to replace the ones I had on if they got wet.
Even a cheap plastic water bottle is a water bottle, fill it from public fountains and stay hydrated. If you can carry two and have room, keep one in your bag.
Your bag is your life. Do not put it down. I used to sleep with it on my front, it helped a little in terms of staying warm.
Newspapers torn up and stuffed into your jacket can help you stay warm. Layers are your best defense, you donât want to sweat because that will compromise your ability to stay warm and dry. If you get overheated you can peel off a layer and put it in your bag.
DONT overburden yourself. A heavy bag full of stuff might make you feel more prepared but it will also wear you out, trying to haul everything around. Pack smart, pack light.
Ziplock bags get thrown out all the time, grab them. You can pack anything you donât want to get wet in them, and you can also suck the air out of them and seal them so they take up less space.
Learn to build shelter; this is a skill I personally think everyone should learn Just In Case, because dumpsters are great but theyâre also dumpsters. You donât want to sleep behind one unless you really, really have to.
Protein is great but if you can manage it, remember to eat FRUIT. Something with vitamin C at least; my teeth started getting loose in their sockets because I wasnât getting enough vitamin C. Scurvy can kill you.
srsly about the Wet Wipes
I met somebody in Harvard Square. I didnât wanna give him money but I bought him wet wipes, a new reusable bottle, and a sammich.
The guy took Wet Wipes like manna from heaven
Wet wipes are fucking GOLD, I got into the habit of keeping a pack in the trunk of my car even after I got off the street. And towels.
I canât stress enough about staying dry, especially in the colder months.
things iâm down for:
âą car sex
âą couch sex
âą bedroom sex
âą shower sex
âą balcony sex
âą changing room sex
âą parking lot sex
âą movie theater sex
âą sex
Methamphetamine comedown guide:
tips to help ease your mind and comedown:
1. Donât go on your phone, you donât want to be stimulated so avoid your phone because you will feel wired
2. Donât eat anything sugary. Methamphetamine is an adrenaline to your heart already and eating/drinking sugary substances can boost it
3. Be around people when youâre coming down, this will help distract you and allow you to feel tired sooner
4. Methamphetamine passes through your urine, so the more you can urinate the quicker it will be out of your system
5. Eat beef jerky/lean meats because the protein levels in your body will be very low
6. Drink some dioralyte sachets, they contain rehydration salts**
7. Let go! Nothing about your paranoia is real - just lay down and focus on your breathing
8. If you are at a festival and feel like something is going wrong, go talk to the paramedics
9. If you feel like your body is warm inside but youâre also shaking/cold, donât worry - this is good because the substance is leaving your system so your body is experiencing withdrawals
10. Time is your friend, know that in 24 hours you will be better
11. Listen to calming sounds or meditation podcasts
12. Have vitamin C, it increases the excretion rate for all amphetamines & reduces neurotoxicity due to itâs antioxidant properties
13. Cry it out! Crying your emotions out is proven to be good for you, especially when you feel like youâre at war with your mind
14. Donât blame yourself, the fact that youâre reading this means youâre ready to grow and youâre already improving
15. It may feel impossible but try sleep (take something natural)
Hope this helps, sending love & light your way đ
How drug dealers get caught. As told by a police officer.
Saw this on reddit.com/r/Drugs/, thought some of you might find it interesting. I know I did.
-L
Hello r/Drugs. I am a LEO for a medium sized city(I will not provide proof, sorry everyone), we have about 80K in population. The city is a college city so half of the population is young, experimental, and stupid. Then we have the 3-4 percenters who make a comfortable wage, have a college degree, and enjoy their life. Then we have the rest of the population who are criminals, minimum wage adults supporting families, and homeless people.
The cities average income is 19K a year and we have the most meth labs per square mile than any other place in the USA.
Iâm one of the believers in legalization of all drugs. Not only could we make a mountain of cash taxing all drugs, we could stop throwing in billions trying to stop them. Weâd be saving and gaining, the best kind of financial decision.
I see a lot of posts on here about dealing and I want to help you not get caught which also helps us save money.
If you sell Marijuana, youâre risk far outweighs your reward. Itâs a very bulky drug making it hard to transport large amounts. If police bring a dog, youâre screwed because we will rip that car to pieces finding your stash. If you donât seal it correctly, it will smell, instant probable cause. If one of your customers gets caught, he will rat, someone only smoking weed is not a thug or in the âsnitches get stitchesâ category. They probably have a life and future.
If youâre a low level dealer, your chances of getting caught go down a lot. Unless we catch you in the act of selling or with product, it takes way too much money to throw an investigation together to catch you.
If youâre getting your product off the DNM and get a CD, deny everything and get a lawyer. Your charges will be dropped.
Do not carry a gun. Your charges triple if you are caught with a firearm while selling any illegal substance and you will be in prison.
Hiding your drugs in some crazy place in your car is dumb. If we are pulling you over for drugs, we are finding those drugs, otherwise itâs probably just a normal traffic stop.
If the police come knocking, do not answer. Again, if we have a warrant, we are entering, no questions asked. Otherwise, you have no obligation to answer the door and doing so can open a can of worms that you want closed.
Have a life outside of dealing. If caught, your chances of going to jail go down a lot. If you deal for a living and have nothing else in your life like college, a job, or kids, youâre more than likely going to spend some time in jail.
Donât advertise on social media. Seriously, youâd be surprised at the number of times this happens. âAnyone need any tree?â, youâre getting arrested in a week, tops.
Use a burner phone that isnât attached to your name. If found as evidence, say you found it on the side of the road and then plead the 5th.
Lawyer the fuck up. Having a lawyer is like having lube during anal sex, sure it will still hurt, but it will go a lot easier than not having it.
Know your rights. My God people. If you are in handcuffs, shut the fuck up. Donât cry. Donât beg. Just sit in the seat, and calm the fuck down. Any word you say past âI plead the 5th and I am requesting a lawyerâ will pretty much erase any deniability you have.
If youâre ordering from the DN, do not brag about it.
Keep your stash off your property. Seriously. If we have a warrant and come up empty, youâre pushed to the bottom of the investigation list and will not be in jail at the end of that raid.
Donât tell anyone youâre close to that you deal. Your girlfriend is going to get you in prison. Your friends will be interrogated, as will your family. If they donât know anything, you make a much better case for yourself.
Donât live with your girlfriend. Dealing is a life/career choice and it has requirements to keep yourself out of prison. This is one.
Break one law at a time.
Donât corner deal. Somehow this is still a thing in our city. You will only last 3 weeks, tops.
If you sell the best stuff in town, youâre name is going to get thrown around a lot.
The biggest thing to remember is that, if we want you, youâre getting caught. Itâs impossible to hide yourself completely. Everybody talks, you may only sell to friends but those friends have friends that you donât know, and those friends have friends that you also donât know. You could literally sell to one person, and your chances of getting caught are still very high.
Stay safe out there guys, I donât want to have to ruin your life over something petty.
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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you wonât and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he canât even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But sheâs never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because sheâll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now thereâs something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but youâre gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesnât leave the house anymore, she canât even get out of bed and sheâs getting thinner and thinner because itâs too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesnât sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and thatâs when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly sheâs screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because theyâre all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her itâs gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, youâre not there to do it, everything is dark now that youâre gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they donât talk to each other anymore, they donât talk to anyone, theyâre all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he canât breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he canât fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, heâs never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldnât save you and heâs never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because youâre gone, and they miss you, and they donât know why you left but it mustâve been their fault and they shouldâve stopped you and they shouldâve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.Â
this need to be on everyoneâs blog
this makes me think..
God bless whoever wrote this.
im crying
I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life⊠please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.
please please PLEASE reblog this
Never forget that thereâs a lot of people loves you
!!!!!!!
No matter who you are please take the time to read this ALL.
I wish all people were this inspirational.Â
Iâm in tears and Iâm not even suicidal
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Methamphetamine Harm Reduction
From the Freenet site: Methamphetamine Harm Reduction
A freesite for information and harm reduction strategies for Methamphetamine users.
Route of Administration (ROA)
Listed from least harmful to most harmful.
Oral/Parachuting
METHOD: Wrap the dose in a small amount of tissue paper and take with water.
DRAWBACKS:
The longer (days) someone uses Methamphetamine, the higher the likelihood that they will progress to more harmful ROAs.
Not as effective unless taken on an empty stomach.
HARM REDUCTION:
TIPS/NOTES:
Results in a pleasant and long-lasting high with good body effects.
Onset is slow. Hours can pass before wanting to take another dose.
Bioavailability is less than other methods so increase the dose a little.
Potentiating: Baking soda in water reduces stomach Ph and increases digestibility. (Good)
Potentiating: Zinc (NOT RECOMMENDED, uncomfortable)
Anal/Plugging
METHOD: Crush a dose into powder and mix with Saline solution. Insert an oral syringe into the anus and release. Do not insert dry.
DRAWBACKS:
HARM REDUCTION:
TIPS/NOTES: Rectal drug administrations have fast onset and high bioavailability.
Methamphetamine is corrosive to body tissues. Repeated doses may cause tissue damage.
The authors have no experience with this method.
Nasal/Insufflation
METHOD: Cover the drug with something like currency or heavy paper. Press a card down flat on top of it and scrape over the covering to crush it. Once satisfied with the sound, remove the covering and complete by chopping into a fine powder.
No drug loss from flying fragments, less evidence of use in the area.
DRAWBACKS: This ROA is addictive and hazardous long-term.
Enough usage will cause inflammation, tissue damage, and halted mucous production (very painful).
Can cause âPerforated Septumâ or, a hole in the nose.
Insufflating Methamphetamine is painful.
HARM REDUCTION:
Use the plugging method nasally to reduce irritation and dryness.
Keep Saline spray available.
Manually clean your nasal passages to reduce tissue damage.
Use nasal irrigation to flush Sinuses. Use a 50/50 mix of pure Sea Salt and Baking Soda. A proper amount will be comfortable, too much or too little will cause some burning. Works better than sprays.
Nasal decongestants create dependency after about 72 hours of use and can cause congestion. Use sparingly.
Steroid allergy mists can reduce inflammation. Packaging for these products recommends only short-term use. Steroid therapy may be harmful long-term.
Crush into fine powder. Avoid chunks.
Use this ROA sparingly, see other methods above.
TIPS/NOTES:
Participants should each use their own tube to reduce infection risk.
Somewhat long-term to medium-term high, less than oral administration.
Smoking/Freebasing
METHOD: Takes practice to learn.
Turn the pipe while smoking, this helps heat the drug evenly and conserve.
Simmer, do not boil. Keep the color clear, too much heat makes it darker.
Learn from an experienced smoker.
DRAWBACKS: Highly addictive ROA. Causes habitual and frequent dosing.
You will not realize how high you are getting. Some users get Amphetamine psychosis.
Pipes can be hard to clean. Broken pipes create additional evidence. Purchasing pipes will affect your reputation and also informs strangers of your drug use. Most pipes are poor quality.
Uses supplies very quickly.
HARM REDUCTION:
See methods above for alternatives.
Methamphetamine residue will collect in your mouth and on your teeth. Clean your mouth.
TIPS/NOTES:
Avoid this ROA. Famous Methamphetamine chemist Uncle Fester writes that if insufflation is not enough and a user must smoke Methamphetamine then they need to quit.
Try to coat the pipe evenly when preparing a dose. Carefully heat it up enough to begin melting it, then turn the pipe around while it cools.
Some batches will have impurities that show up as black speckles when smoked. Toxic. Choose another ROA until you get a cleaner batch.
Highly bioavailable method of administration
Short-term high
Intravenous/Injected
This section is not specific to Methamphetamine, but to needle use in general.
METHOD: The substance, in powdered form, is measured and and dissolved in an aqueous solution such as water and then drawn into a syringe. The injection site will be identified and is typically somewhere in the arms, hands, legs, and feet. A tourniquet, such as a belt or a strap, is often wrapped around the limb between the torso and injection site to restrict blood flow and make the vein larger. The hypodermic needle is inserted and its placement tested by drawing blood into the syringe. The tourniquet is loosened, and the injection is performed. Air entering the bloodstream can be fatal and it is good practice to force air bubbles out of the syringe by flicking the syringe and using the plunger to push any collected air out of the needle.
Intramuscular injection is an alternate method of administration. It may not be suitable for Methamphetamine, but is a notable ROA. The risks and method are different for this type of injection, and it is notably painful.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intravenous_therapy https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intramuscular_injection
NOTE: The amount and quality of the drug, the amount of its dilution, and the rate of administration are all crucial for a needle user to get a dose that is greater than threshold and less than an overdose. Users also need sterile, functional needles and must be able to administer their dose safely while minimizing harm. They will also need to be able to care for and revive victims of overdose. Drug users, especially those in poverty, can experience a variety of serious problems but intravenous drug users are at particular risk.
DRAWBACKS AND NOTES:
Syringes are designed to be disposable. They are immediately contaminated and fail quickly, but users will be forced to reuse them as much as possible. Dull needle points are more difficult to insert into the injection site, more easily creating track marks and increasing likelihood of tissue damage.
Veins will become unsuitable if overused for injections. In time sites will be difficult to find and hard to reach. Vein inflammation (Phlebitis) can occur because of infection or the presence of drug solutions and/or needles. Long-term, frequent use of this ROA will build painful scar tissue and make injections difficult. âTrack marksâ will become less visible with time if needles are no longer used, but they donât heal completely.
Syringes are hard to acquire. In most locations, sales are routinely denied to suspicious customers and are likely to be reported. Some locations are safe and provide clean syringes to users, but they are monitored by law enforcement.
Intravenous administrations provide a direct route for impurities and pathogens to poison and infect a user and should be avoided. Likelihood of severe health problems are extremely high, and they can be irreversible and/or fatal. Moisture introduced to injection sites while washing greatly increases the risk of infection.
Extreme public disdain for the practice. Users are demonized and marginalized.
Law enforcement and health services will quickly become aware of users. The likelihood of interaction with these officials is high to near-certain, depending on the length and frequency of use.
Personal behavior and community opinion may force needle users into association with only other people with the same habit. Depending on the situation, it may progress to also include health officials, rehabilitation industry, and law enforcement.
Makes life bad.
HARM REDUCTION:
See the methods above for alternatives.
TIPS/NOTES:
Reports of burning discomfort on injection, especially if the injection site is missed.
The condition meth mouth is generally most severe in users who inject the drug, rather than swallow, smoke, or inhale it. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Methamphetamine
Bioavailability is 100% for intravenous injections.
Onset is about 15-30 seconds after administration.
Self-Care
Many problems Methamphetamine users have are caused by malnutrition and poor self-care. These problems will not go away. It is your responsibility to address them as they arise, or else things will get worse. Methamphetamine creates so much pleasure for users that they are unaware of the damage they are doing to themselves. Once it wears off, users will start again to notice the pains, stresses, and problems created by their self-neglect. Avoiding this awareness is a common reason to get more drugs.
If you spend a lot of time being suspicious of traffic, looking out the window, etc., you need to take some time off. Eat some food, get some rest, unwind. Unfortunately, some people get into that state of mind very easily. This is related to Amphetamine Psychosis. It might be time for you to find a new drug if it happens to you.
Nutrition
Drink water and fluids that contain electrolytes, like Gatorade. Methamphetamine users need Gatorade for the same reason athletes do.
Avoid sugary drinks and, in some cases, Alcohol. Sugary drinks are bad for oral health. While mixing Alcohol with methamphetamine is not as risky, drinking with some other types of amphetamines can make the heart work so hard that it kills you.
Obviously, you will not be eating much. Even when you do eat, you will likely favor poor quality food. At the least, try to eat properly when you are not using.
Methamphetamine (and drugs in general) alters the bodyâs nutritional needs. That, combined with a diet that is low in quality and quantity, nutrient balances can be affected quite strongly. You need to learn how to have a proper diet and what vitamins and minerals you need. Calcium, vitamin C, vitamin D, and B vitamins are all important and can be found in food as well as supplements.
It has been suggested, based on animal research, that Calcitriol, the active metabolite of vitamin D, can provide significant protection against the DA- and 5-HT-depleting effects of neurotoxic doses of methamphetamine. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Methamphetamine
Keep powdered protein supplements available. They are easy to consume even if you are not hungry.
Methamphetamine use slows food digestion.
Hygiene
Be aware of body odor. Keep your hair, crotch and anus, armpits, mouth, and feet clean.
Moisturize your body shortly after you bathe. This will help reduce itchy skin. Your skin will absorb lotions and oils easier if the skin has been wet recently.
Health
Amphetamines are known to have been an instrumental factor in heart attacks.
Exercise
Enjoy your high, but you have to take a little time for maintenance.
Stimulant users tend to fall into certain patterns of behavior over time. Think about your habitual behaviors and decide what fitness routines you could implement to offset the toll on your body. Strenuous exercise can raise heart rates dramatically, so perform them in your âoffâ time. You donât want to pop!
Find out about relaxation techniques and implement them.
MentalAmphetamine/Stimulant Psychosis
Psychotic behavior is extremely likely to result in interactions with the authorities. Be careful!
Drugs in the class of amphetamines, or substituted amphetamines, are known to induce âamphetamine psychosisâ typically when chronically abused or used in high doses. Common amphetamines include dextroamphetamine, cathinone, DOM, ephedrine, MDMA, methamphetamine, and methcathinone though a large number of such compounds have been synthesized. Methylphenidate (a cocaine analog) is sometimes incorrectly included in this class, although is nonetheless still capable of producing stimulant psychosis.
Stimulant psychosis, also known as stimulant-induced psychotic disorder, is a psychosis symptom which involves hallucinations, paranoia, and/or delusions and typically occurs following an overdose on psychostimulants. The most common causes are amphetamines, including cathinones, as well as certain dopamine reuptake inhibitors such as cocaine or methylphenidate.
The symptoms of stimulant psychosis vary depending on the drug ingested, but generally involve the symptoms of organic psychosis such as hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, and thought disorder. Other symptoms may include mania, erratic behavior, and aggression.
The symptoms of acute amphetamine psychosis are very similar to those of the acute phase of schizophrenia although in amphetamine psychosis visual hallucinations are more common and thought disorder is rare. Amphetamine psychosis may be purely related to high drug usage, or high drug usage may trigger an underlying vulnerability to schizophrenia. The disorders are often distinguished by a rapid resolution of symptoms in amphetamine psychosis, while schizophrenia is more likely to follow a chronic course.
Along with a clear consciousness and prominent extreme agitation, symptoms of amphetamine psychosis include:
auditory and visual hallucinations (Hearing and seeing things. Lack of sleep can cause minor visual distortions and/or noticing things that seem to be moving just outside oneâs field of vision. Simple hallucinations such as those do not indicate psychosis. However, things such as seeing and talking to people that are not visible to other people is a symptom of psychosis and cause for alarm.)
grandiosity (an individual thinking they are very special, different from others, and being unrealistic about their past or future achievements.)
delusions of persecution (The individual thinks that harm is occurring, or is going to occur. The individual thinks that the perceived persecutor has the intention to cause harm.)
delusions of reference (an individualâs experiencing insignificant events or mere coincidences and believing they have strong personal significance.)
Treatment consists of supportive care during the acute intoxication phase: maintaining hydration, body temperature, blood pressure, and heart rate at acceptable levels until the drug is sufficiently metabolized to allow vital signs to return to baseline. Typical and atypical antipsychotics have been shown to be helpful in the early stages of treatment. This is followed by abstinence from psychostimulants supported with counseling or medication designed to assist the individual preventing a relapse and the resumption of a psychotic state.
even at a small dose, the psychosis can be quickly reestablished.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stimulant_psychosis
Sex
Methamphetamine causes strong hormonal changes and will affect sexual behavior. The strong pleasure signals brought on are going to lower a userâs defenses to risky sexual behavior.
Be aware that:
promiscuity
desire
stamina
sex without protection
sometimes even orientation
will be affected.
Meth Mouth
Methamphetamine users and addicts may lose their teeth abnormally quickly, regardless of the route of administration, from a condition informally known as meth mouth. The condition is generally most severe in users who inject the drug, rather than swallow, smoke, or inhale it. According to the American Dental Association, meth mouth âis probably caused by a combination of drug-induced psychological and physiological changes resulting in xerostomia (dry mouth), extended periods of poor oral hygiene, frequent consumption of high-calorie, carbonated beverages and bruxism (teeth grinding and clenching)â. As dry mouth is also a common side effect of other stimulants, which are not known to contribute severe tooth decay, many researchers suggest that methamphetamine associated tooth decay is more due to usersâ other choices. They suggest the side effect has been exaggerated and stylized to create a stereotype of current users as a deterrence for new ones. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Methamphetamine
Dentists may be required by law to report Methamphetamine users to law enforcement.
Users need to take meticulous care of their mouth with both hygiene and nutrition to prevent tooth decay, gum disease, and tooth loss.
Minimal care includes avoiding dry mouth. Your mouth needs saliva to stay healthy, decay potential increases without it.
Many toothpastes now include a synthetic material called nanohydroxyapatite. It will remineralize your teeth and is effective to prevent tooth decay. Start using it before you develop problems and use it often.
Find or buy Ramiel Nigel - Cure Tooth Decay.pdf if this key does not work.
If your gums get irritated and/or your mouth feels like garbage, try swishing some Sea Salt in warm/hot tap water a few times. Baking soda is optional, but it will help regulate your mouthâs Ph balance. People tend towards acidic Ph.
Dental guards are available for people who grind their teeth while sleeping.
Withdrawal and Ceasing Use
Letâs face it, people should not use Methamphetamine. However, this drug is a career for many people. Even people in their seventies might use it.
ABOUT: Withdrawal intensity varies with length of use (months, years) and amounts used. Effects can progress from needing sleep and boredom/apathy to mood swings and uncontrollable rage and panic. At high levels of addiction a user may need up to 5 days of continuous sleep, be prone to outbursts of screaming and violence, cry uncontrollably, and consider or commit suicide. If they are able to stay off Methamphetamine, they should stabilize at around two very difficult weeks.
TIPS/NOTES FOR HIGHLY ADDICTED USERS:
Sleeping may be difficult after around 72 hours. Find a sleep aid.
Have something for stress relief available. Be aware that almost nothing will work very well. It will only help a little.
If you detox by yourself, it is a good idea to avoid social contact. Emotional volatility will be extremely high.
Do not kill yourself when detoxing. Methamphetamine may have become the most important thing in your life. Give yourself time to recover.
Rehabilitation
Users might choose or be forced to go into rehabilitation. There are different levels of drug rehabilitation. Detox is treatment for the symptoms of withdrawal. Treatment programs are longer and encourage long-term sobriety by education and other means. You will not be able to leave easily. Treatment organizations are community groups that are available to the public, including anyone in treatment programs. Visits to treatment organizations may be forced or voluntary.
Treatment Centers
Treatment centers (ârehabâ) are overwhelmingly based on the 12 step program. Alcoholics Anonymous and Narcotics Anonymous are examples of 12 step groups.
Treatment Organizations12 Step Groups
USE CAUTION 12 step groups are autonomous social groups who meet to admit past, current, and future behaviors and experiences. These groups encourage frequent meetups and demand it of voluntary, active members. Â They also have their roots in a controversial religious club known as the Oxford group. Some people like 12 step groups very much. They become long-term members and feel that they are part of a family. Others completely avoid being with involved with the 12 step groups and think of them as a cult. 12 step literature is available in many printed languages and available in bookstores, online, and at meetings. For a critical viewpoint of the 12 step groups, look for the âOrange Papersâ website, last known to exist at www.orange-papers.org or www.orange-papers.com. 12 step groups have a symbiotic relationship with the criminal justice system.
Al-Anon/Narc-Anon/Alateen
WARNING Al-Anon Family Groups are a âworldwide fellowship that offers a program of recovery for the families and friends of alcoholics, whether or not the alcoholic recognizes the existence of a drinking problem or seeks help.â They also are part of the Scientology organization. Scientologyâs recruiting efforts are strong in prisons.
Moderation Management
âModeration Management is a secular non-profit organization providing peer-run non-coercive support groups for anyone who would like to reduce their alcohol consumption. MM was founded in 1994 to create an alternative to Alcoholics Anonymous and similar addiction recovery groups for non-dependent problem drinkers who do not necessarily want to stop drinking, but moderate their amount of alcohol consumed to reduce its detrimental consequences.â
Others
There are other organizations, but you will have to find them yourself. Many of them have been formed as alternatives to Alcoholics Anonymous. One is even done by mail, rather than meetings. Even if you do not choose to adopt a program of treatment, you would benefit by seeing whatâs available. Better to learn by choice than being forced to as a drug offender.
Notes
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is scientifically proven. Results can be effective and lasting.
Arrest Prevention
Social
If you have been awake for 48 hours or more, avoid going out in public. As time increases, your functioning will become increasingly impaired. High arrest risk.
You are engaging in highly illegal behavior. This part of life is not a social club. Most drug users either act like teenagers or they go to jail often.
Arrest risk is increased if you are traveling with Methamphetamine while intoxicated. Be as sober as possible when making purchases.
Drug Connections
Establish relationships with and do business with only 1 or 2 contacts. Build trust with them rather than collecting drug dealers. If you ignore this advice, your risk of attracting informants and stings are high.
Guard your contacts. Do not mention anything about them in conversations with others unless all other participants already know them. Only you should be meeting your dealer to do business. The exception to this is if your companion has a pre-existing relationship with the dealer. Donât introduce new clients unless you have a good reason and existing trust in them. Donât increase informant and sting risk.
Do not make purchases or sales in public places like parking lots. High risk of surveillance and arrest.
Use Common Sense
Donât steal from people to get money for drugs, especially people you know. Everyone needs support networks. You wonât keep friends if you steal their cameras.
Meth users have a bad reputation. Remember, you must be honest if you want to live outside the law.
Pipe Maintenance
If you smoke, you should buy quality pipes and keep them working as long as possible. As stated above, buying pipes is not good for your reputation and it creates evidence. Keeping a clean pipe is easy if you know how to do it.
Strike lighters leave soot on the pipe. Jet lighters can overheat and destroy the drug.
If drug garbage accumulates it will contaminate what you put in it later. The pipe needs cleaning once brown filth has accumulated and the taste goes bad.
Eraser pads are ideal for cleaning a pipe. Eraser pads are household cleaning product made of rough foam, and are perfect for the job.
Cleaning solutions will not work very well, what does the job is abrasion. If you want to try anyway, rubbing alcohol is a suitable cleaner. Harsh chemicals donât clean any better and are toxic.
Polish the surface when cleaning, pressure will break the pipe. Â
Use nothing stronger than a toothpick or straightened paper clip when cleaning a pipe.
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How to get your Sub in subspace, a guide for beginners
 Although everyone into the BDSM scene has heard of endorphins, actually very, very few people really understand what they are, how they work, what the âhighâ is all about and how one can correctly induce the body to produce them. This short primer will answer those questions, and serve as a guide for anyone topping another so that they may successfully send their bottom into a very deep endorphin stupor! (Also known as leaving them in a big puddle of quivering ecstasy!)
The endorphin high is caused by a bunch of natural, morphine-like chemicals the body pumps into your brain to reduce your sensitivity to pain (thus raising your pain threshold.) The fact that the body seems to release these endorphins in measured âloadsâ is a key to understanding how to âplayâ the body to produce these âloadsâ and âreleaseâ them into the body and brain region when the âloadâ is ready. One has to keep in mind that another chemical â adrenalin â is also produced by the body in reaction to pain, and its behavior should be understood also. This is covered later more thoroughly in the section at the end on aftercare â which is a VERY essential element in guaranteeing the success of the effort, as you will see.
The endorphin âloadsâ as they are available in the body are released in their entirety, and after a âloadâ is released, it takes the body about ten minutes to generate the chemicals for another one. After the body has been induced to release (or âinjectâ) a âloadâ into the system, you must then continue stimulating the body for at least ten minutes in some manner before the body will be ready to release another one. This stimulation can be just about anything â sensation play, light paddling or flogging, light caning, etc. â and it does not have to be intense or even nearly match the intensity of stimulation that had caused the release of the last âload.â
Once prepared, an increase in stimulation over a five minute span up to a measured âclimaxâ will trigger the body to release the freshly prepared âloadâ (based upon the submissiveâs current pain threshold, âmeasuredâ to push them over a new edge.)
So, armed with this information, what does a session look like from the topâs and bottomâs point of view? This should break it down for you.
When a scene first starts, there are no endorphins in the submissive, and even fairly light torment is very stingy, ouchy, and, well, painful! There is an endorphin reserve already in place that is awaiting release into oneâs body in case of an emergency, and after just a few minutes of even relatively mild stimulation building to a mild climax, this reserve âloadâ is released, and suddenly the pain threshold clearly rises and the subject can easily tolerate what earlier may have been pushing their limits, making them jump around and squirm, for instance. This new, more pain tolerant state is Level One. There is no altered state of consciousness yet â but there is an increased pain threshold.
Once this has happened, for the top itâs basically just about treading water for ten minutes and doing anything that provides relatively light but constant stimulation to induce the bottomâs body to prepare/create their next âloadâ for release. This is a good time for sensation play, or light paddling, flogging or whipping â and since the only requirement is that it remain fairly constant stimulation, it is a chance for the top to relax for a bit, since the stimulation can be very mild and be easy and relaxing to apply during this time.
Once the ten minutes has passed, a build in intensity over a subsequent five minute period will excite the body to a peak, and a sudden 10â15 seconds or so of intense stimulation just beyond the personâs current pain threshold limit will trigger the body to eject its freshly made, current load into the bloodstream. Now the bottom will be at Level Two â with still no perceivable altered state of consciousness (beyond panting in relief that you, the top, have ceased with the intense bit!), but there is a considerable and noticeable leap in pain threshold now.
Following this, again, ten minutes of mild, easy stimulation to provoke the body into generating the next load as quickly as possible. Keep this well below the pain threshold youâve now created, with just a little intense whack, etc. every so often, about a minute apart. This will keep the adrenalin build up to a minimum, for reasons explained later on. Take it easy, tops, relax, rest that arm and wrist a bit! Then, this relaxing ten minutes is followed with five minutes of building the intensity again to well above the previous level, as the bottomâs pain threshold is pretty high already now and they can take a lot more before the body interprets this as being âin crisisâ and thus triggers the endorphinsâ release. Finished off with 10â15 seconds (up to a minute) of a real intense, over the edge push, and the body will inject that next load.
Now at Level Three, the bottom will definitely feel a little bit âwoozyâ â exhibiting a âmildly druggedâ state. Their eyelids should become heavier seeming, and they will fall into a more relaxed condition than before, with more low moans and groans, and with their inhibitions becoming more relaxed. Again, applying ten minutes of any relatively mild stimulation (donât have to work hard, tops!), followed by a five minute build to a 10â15 second intense climax now that is WELL beyond the previous one, will result in the next endorphin âloadâ being released to push the bottom into a very nice Level Four head space.
At this Level Four state, there will be a very definite altered state of consciousness in evidence, and the bottom will feel clearly drugged and will be very compliant and submissive now. This is countered, however, by the largest charges of adrenalin they have received so far (from the intense climax just used to push them over this âedgeâ), so they are still quite communicative and their reaction time is still quick (even hypersensitive â a small whack with a paddle, cane or whip can now generate a huge amount of twitching or jerking of the subjectâs body with certain bottoms.) Now, during the ten minute âtreading waterâ period for the top, the moans and groans will be longer and deeper, the body often limp in itâs restraints, and the reactions to the occasional harder âstrikesâ will be obvious and even somewhat amplified. This is the tops finest time â they can still relax and obviously not be exerting themselves very hard, yet produce fine moans of ecstasy from their bottom with hardly any provocation! The pain threshold is high, even if the reaction time is increased due to the adrenalin, so harder occasional strikes are welcomed, and the reactions are certainly encouraging!
After this ten minute âendorphin replenishmentâ period, now it is important to be very sensitive to the limit levels crossed earlier, as you begin that five minute build in intensity that will end in the most intense limit pushing you might do with the bottom for this session (if you are stopping at level five). The bottom will have a very high pain threshold at this time, but also will be fairly groggy (in spite of the adrenalin-fueled reaction times) and less able to communicate their safe word â in fact, will now be so compliant that it is very UNLIKELY that they would use it even if they should do so! So, push this âgrand finaleâ with finesse and sensitivity to what is going on with your bottom! At the other end of the 10â30 second climactic build in intensity â in a wonderful blast â this latest endorphin load will push the bottom into Level Five: a state of supreme ecstasy, docility, and the ability to take just about anything you could throw at them. They will become very limp and relaxed very suddenly â and be very clearly in an altered state of consciousness now.
This is the point most people end the scene and remove the bottom to cloak them in a blanket and begin the all-important aftercare ⊠and unless you know your bottom extremely well, this is where the session should end. However, for those in that category of knowing their bottomâs limits and abilities quite well, the rules and timing are the same as with the earlier segments. Now, your âmildâ stimulation could be fairly intense if you wanted it to be, and the bottom will become extremely submissive â and receptive â and accepting of any amount of stimulation you could lay on them. This is a dangerous condition, because there is NO WAY a person will utter a safe word in this condition â they can barely talk at all! So, it is best to keep the stimulation relatively intense but not too too (Note: the stronger intensity applied now will hold up the adrenalin levels, and the combination with the elevated endorphins levels creates a condition of intense excitement and of simultaneously intense ecstatic relaxation for the bottom, so theyâll be into receiving whatever is being doled out. More on adrenalin in a minute, though!) Again, finish off after the ten minutes with a building in intensity to one beyond that reached earlier, with a 10â15 second extreme point, and the next âloadâ will be released. So, now we have brought the bottom to a very amazing Level Six! (But, again, this should only be attempted with a bottom whose limits and abilities are already very well known! The top is working without the benefit of safe words being utterable, in most cases by this time, so care must be exercised this whole while.)
With all the adrenalin now in the body â as well as the complete release of inhibitions from the heavy dosing of endorphins now in their brain â behavior of the bottom can become unpredictable at this point, and you should be prepared to restrain against some wild thrashing and arm flailing that could take place (at least be out of harmâs way!) The person/bottom is going to be in such an intensely altered state of consciousness now that their reactions could possibly be of an extremely primitive nature, and they may be capable of only âanimal-likeâ noises and reactions, and no or very little recognizable speech. So, watch out! Following this reasoning, approach the subject as you would a wild animal â very gently, talking soothingly and gesturing in a calming manner. Be prepared for sudden wild jerking, or seeming attempts to âget away.â And donât take it personally! At Level Six, this person is totally ga-ga! Be assured, they are enjoying every millisecond of this experience! And a very long period of dreaminess is now in store for them â if their aftercare is handled properly!
So, why do I go on and on about the aftercare? The work of putting endorphins into the subjectâs body is finished, right? Well, yes, but you have also succeeded in putting very, very large amounts of adrenalin into their system, and adrenalin is tricky stuff. Even at Level Four, aftercare is important now because of they way adrenalin burns off â it burns off very quickly â compared to endorphins, which burn off very slowly. At Level Five or Level Six, there is enough adrenalin in the body that it will take 10 to 20 minutes for it to burn off (even up to half an hour!), and during this time, the bottom very likely will experience a number of adrenalin âcrashesâ (similar in a way to coffee jags), and some of these can be very intense â and even quite frightening! They will need to be kept warm and be held and comforted AT LEAST throughout this period of adrenalin burn-off. My feeling is that if you donât care enough for the bottom to enjoy cuddling and caressing with them for up to half an hour, you probably shouldnât be taking them to any Level Six endorphin/adrenalin levels! (Or even perhaps to a Level Four!)
This adrenalin âcrashâ experience for the bottom is something many, many tops are unaware of, and they have no concept of the amount of harm they could be doing to someoneâs psychological state by not performing adequate, loving, fondling and comforting aftercare during this time. All the bottom needs now is to be held and to hold you (or whoever you assign to perform aftercare) back â in order to be comforted by your presence, and to be allowed to make you become the entire focus of their awareness. No stroking, or massage, or other stimulus is needed or even desirable at this time. What is important is to keep in verbal contact with the bottom (not requiring words as responses, merely nods), instructing them every little while to relax. The adrenalin will have them in a very agitated state â high heart beat and breathing levels, etc. â and this situation is completely counter to the endorphin experience.Sure, they have a ton of endorphins in their system, but the adrenalin is presently holding them off from experiencing the full effect of them. The topâs guidance is extremely important at this time to help them relax through the adrenalin burn-off period.
The important thing to realize is that, if not actually âtalked downâ out of the adrenalin agitation, the person could easily never allow themselves to relax enough to even feel the massive content of endorphins that currently exist in their system! (Maybe youâve all seen the bottom who, after 45 minutes to an hour of intense stimulation to the point of near-total collapse on the cross or bench, is released and â after a mere couple of minutes â is just mingling around and talking and mixing with people as if nothing ever happened. These people are floating on a self sustained adrenalin buzz. This not only is likely to be unhealthy, but these bottoms are cheating themselves out of a long, long stretch of total endorphin-induced ecstasy!)
Step-By-Step Aftercare Instructions
So, while gently holding the bottom and letting them hold you back, coo softly and comfort them, and tell them to go ahead and to let themselves relax. You will feel them do so as they comply to your wishes, as they are quite docile and compliant to receiving instructions at this point. But they will also slowly tense up again from the adrenalin. Keep reminding them to relax, telling them to give themselves permission to relax totally. As they begin to succeed at doing this after a while, some will encounter a frightening feeling, which some describe feeling as if âfalling off a cliff,â and they will tense up a great deal from fright in that event. Or, they might encounter a feeling of intense âblacknessâ (as the endorphins get a chance to relax even their optic nerve) and they will freak out and pull back from relaxing again.
If they report such experiences (or even before they do) tell them not to fear that, but to let it go and pass through it â telling them to relax themselves through the sensation of falling or blackness with the understanding that this is quite normal and is a common experience. Once they do that, having learned to ârelax through itâ, they will be âin itâ after that point, and will begin to relax very deeply, very often seeing colors and beautiful technicolor visions and dreamlike landscapes, spaces and places. How sweet!
Once this happens (which, again, will take at least 10 minutes â and up to a half hour for some, depending on the amount of adrenalin that they must burn off), then your bottom needs only a little more loving attention, and can then be left bundled in a blanket somewhere on their own to float in a happy bubble, very possibly for hours!
Tops should be mindful of the fact that if they had intended to have sexual play with their bottom, they should probably fit that in around level three or four, for after hitting level five, their bottom may be too floaty to be able to concentrate for long on what they are doing. Then again, that can sometimes result in extremely passionate and inhibition-free indulgence, resulting in heights of ecstasy and orgasm never before experienced. But, if your bottom drifts out on you or loses their erection, donât say I didnât warn you! Thereâs no telling which way they will go at level 5 or 6!
âFlyingâ
There is another factor that can produce an altered state of consciousness FAR FAR beyond even that of the most extreme endorphin experience. This is experienced by submissives whose intense focus upon their Master or Mistress (their Dominant) â and upon pleasing them â eventually leads to a hallucinogenic kind of altered state known commonly in the BDSM community as âflying,â having an almost mythological aura surrounding the word by now, though for very good reasons! It is probably the most profound experience one can have as a submissive. It involves a state of intense devotion towards the dominant (who is not just a mere âtopâ at this point!) that borders upon religious worship, with complete trust and a total commitment to please and satisfy them thoroughly. Through the attainment of a complete selflessness and focus on the dominant, a transformation takes place that is very, very deep, almost trance-like.It can become so profound as to produce an extended, hallucinogenic state that is very wonderful and blissful. Many have reported even seeing visions under the spell of this âflyingâ effect. All have attested to the profound sense of peace and bliss they have experienced while even near the âedgeâ of this state.
This âflyingâ state can be attained by some with very little endorphin content in their system (some say even with none, but Iâm quite certain most folks have attained at least a level Three or Level Four endorphin high in order to trigger the total release of inhibitions which this psychological state seems to require, at least generally speaking.) With practice, the release into this âflyingâ submissive-space should come easier and easier, eventually with even a mere suggestion being able to trigger the effect for some with very little or even no endorphin content being in the picture. COMBINED with the level 5 or 6 endorphin head space, there likely can be no deeper state of ecstasy possible for the bottom â short of total enlightenment! Until such an experience of full enlightenment can be accomplished, perhaps the attainment of this interim bliss is quite acceptable, and certainly should be considered an attractive and enjoyable state to be in! The secret ingredients are intense focus; a commitment to please the dominant utterly; and complete and total devotion! These ingredients â with some endorphins in the mix â should produce a quite satisfying effect for both the submissive and the dominant!
(Disclaimer â I am not a medical doctor, I assume no responsibility for people who try to use this information or for the effects which may arise from the application of the information above. As resulting from my personal knowledge, research and experiences, I can, however, assure you that this information is completely accurate to act as a guide for those exploring these effects as part of their own BDSM explorations.)
This a brilliant, a must read for anyone who doesnât understand fully how sub space works! Whatâs even more important is understanding the aftercare needed and why itâs so critical.
Of course this more relevant to the real life Doms out there
I am rebloging this now and I will reblog it on Wisdom Wednesday. This is fundamental information and should be a mandatory read for all Doms.
This is a âmust readâ for both Tops and bottoms. Especially the part about aftercare, the most critical part of play.
~Sir GreyWolf đș
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This is an excellent reference. I must say, as related by several subs over many years, most aspects of this piece are accurate.
Each submissive may require slight adjustments. It is vitally important to pay close attention, be a keen observer, demonstrate patience and follow through with intention. And, especially when you are worthy of her worship, the results are a priceless gift!
Will always reblog thisâŠâŠ
For the Anon a little while ago asking about levels of subspace, hereâs the article you were looking for.Â
A really solid guide to subspace. I must write one up about getting into âedgespaceâ sometime!
An excellent reference. Always worth a reblog
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You have to turn on mature content in settings to see the naughty stuff.
Reblog this to let everyone know how to get it back and see naughty stuff again.
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