an angel in the biblically accurate way ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
🥩 roxie/rex/felix 🥩
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧₊˚ ┊any pronouns┊20 yrs old ┊aroace + genderfluid
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊this is a jiraiblr/vent account!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚┊ cw for religious trauma, sh, depression, and derealization/depersonalization. plz block if any of that makes you uncomfortable, and i'll try to tag accordingly
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚┊feel free to send me asks! plz do. i love anons! ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝
more about me under the cut!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊they've never been to a therapist...
... but i have chronic derealization/depersonalization. and ofc. u know. the depression and social anxiety and general anxiety and all that. i also heavily suspect autism
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚┊ if you don't fw self-diagnosing then u may want to block me.
or send me money so i can see a therapist thank you
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊dni:
bigots. that's it. i block freely so if i don't like ur vibe... i'll just do that. minors are free to interact + follow, although i might not follow u back sorry TwT
some fun or not facts (yay!)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊i'm currently a uni student... although i may drop out after this semester. the lore is that i'm at a religious college... i'm too agnostic for ts...
speaking of religion, that's a sore spot for me. if u dont want to see any anti stuff from me, i suggest blocking my religion tag
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊i work as a social media manager so that's fun :) i get paid to post things and be stupid online!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊ i love music sm !!!! plz talk to me about it !! my taste is all over the place but i love goth, industrial, nu metal, shoegaze, hyperpop and more !! my favorite band is ghost (˶>⩊<˶)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊i also love visual novels, anime and western cartoons, books (when i have motivation to read them), photography, and drawing !!!
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊im a big fan of weirdcore, dreamcore, meatcore, gorecore, morute, webcore, glitchcore, cutegore, etc. love me some horror shit :3
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ┊ tag list time! will add as i go
asks: . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ the creature makes contact ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
dp/dr related: ᯤ ࣪ ˖ ◌ ⟳ 𖦹 uh oh! your network's disconnected 𖦹 ⟳ ◌ ˖ ࣪ ᯤ
religion related: ˚₊‧꒰ა wheels of fire and eyes without number ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
irl pics: ⋆✴︎˚。⋆ the creature escaped its cage! ⋆。˚✴︎⋆
reblogs: ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ the creature brings an offering ・:*࿔.ೃ.⋆
normal stuff: ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ the creature emerges through the pixels ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
sh related: ᝰ.ᐟ owie! i'm made flesh and meat! ᝰ.ᐟ
spirals: ⋆˚꩜。 can we skip to the part where the maggots consume me? 。꩜˚⋆
art: ✯•´*¨`*•✿ the creature's creations ✿•*`¨*•✯
the song that inspired my username (well... the image its based off of too)
i need someone to give self help advice in a self-hatred way instead of a sugary sweet over-positive way, does that make sense to anyone?
like i'll listen to self help advice fairly often, but the moment i hear something about "kindness to yourself" or smthg like that im immediately turned off.
i need self-help advice that like. degrades me along the way lmao. i can treat myself well, i just gotta insult myself along the way to make it happen
pls don’t flop sorry ik this one’s time consuming ……… do this picrew and this uquiz (what your soul looks like)!
@kaetteoide @kaetteoide @kaetteoide @kaetteoide @kiiangel @xiayuu @stqrrin @silentdvotion @bl00dy-snow @moribunniii @iryoukawa @emarterii @goredtears (hope it’s ok to tag u all >_< js ignore if not!)
i do think we should normalise being like. platonically enamoured with someone. perhaps i love and admire you dearly and there's nothing romantic about it
gonna try getting back into reading bc it's like one of the most accessible activities for me rn. hope i can learn to dissociate through books again. i used to be rlly good at it
see if you ignore my personality, mental issues, inconsistency, lack of skills, avoidance, asociallity, looks, how i talk, my life, my academic history, my humor, my things, my writing, my art, identity, zero sense of self, you start to realize im actually kinda cool