hihihi im mita / kasu / novak i am sixteen . i use he / him . ok. this blog is for me to talk about me and the things i like ,, expect it to be full of triggering material like mentions of suicide , disordered eating , paranoia and self harm ! do not report me as i do not endorse or support these activities on anyone that isnt myself , & i am not anti reco but i dont want recovery for myself if that makes sense lolol . also , i am very overworked and dont have time to post often , but will be posting anyway because i love procrastinating .
I have One sideblog @zurichfan (my kin blog where i freak post and talk about Nothing important. Basically my spam)
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things i like
anime & manga : hgsn , tpn , ksrh , sxf , tdlosk , bc , bna , more
games : es , uma , acnh , luisoac , ddlc , helchar , miitopia , more
music : fukurou , gulu gulu , kebyo , zera , kaneto , plastic tree , vocaloid , slayer , mcr , közi , kamijo , dadaroma , shazna , senketsu a ko chan , more
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i do not like incest or scat at all , do not bring those up with me ( instant block ) . also dont refer to me familially , i am not ok with that !!!!!
i actively want to be stalked / spammed / harassed so please do this ! i see it lovingly . i am a yandere 👀 but I don’t go on yanblr you lot scare me . pursue me . please
i probably have bpd and am therefore highly avoidant , dont take offence if i avoid you or distance from you . physically i am plagued with bad joints , headaches , etc … i am an irl vampire and I Do go on about it
mikado kasuga & mika kagehira fictionkin im very protective about this and chu-kun and shu should hit me up .
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i will block you if i dont like you
no specific people, i love everyone and want u all to talk to me (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
omg today i hadbthis passing thought . they r the kind of person that i could shove against a wall and kiss and kiss and kiss ( i did this once ) and i would have the worst headache ever bc i always have a headache and i dont remember the thought but we were bleeding and i was staring at them in my brain #mythought
i love my online friends (⸝⸝⸝╸_╺⸝⸝⸝) and i hold a special place in my heart for a certain one of mine . uhuhu . im always so happy when i talk to them (⸝⸝⸝- ᴗ -⸝⸝⸝ ;) i feel so loved
Good evening Novak!! I apologise for the low interaction, I'm currently down with a cold and fever as hot as the sun, it's really zapped my energy!!
I'm not one to get sick, however, my cousins were over and I guess I caught it from them, it's quite a frequent occurrence!! And since my body scarcely gets sick, i assume my immunity is going haywire!!
Enough about me, how have you been doing? I'm so sorry about your cat! I don't think i could keep living if anything happened to mine, i cry over my cat dying one day at least twice a month. You're very strong Novak, don't fret, she's still with you in presence Even if not in person.
Imok thankyousorrywFor not responding ong . I have been so busy . Exams are almost over
I know many people in our communities have alcohol/drug addictions or are around people who do, so I want to teach you all some first aid tips!
if someone is unconscious, for example if they've passed out drunk, first make sure the scene is safe, then check for breathing and a pulse!
make sure to check if the person's airway is blocked. placing your fingers under their chin and tilting the head back can help clear their airway.
to check for a person's pulse, place two fingers on their neck beside their windpipe and press firmly for 5-10 seconds.
if the person has no pulse, call emergency services, find an AED (or tell someone to find one if that's possible) and begin CPR if you know how. follow the instructions on the AED to defibrillate the person.
if the person is breathing and has a pulse, place them in the recovery position!
make sure they are on their side with the higher arm folded under their head, the lower arm bent forward, and the higher leg bent, like this:
their mouth should be open and facing downward. that way, if they vomit, the vomit can drain out of their mouth and they won't choke on it.
you can place soft but heavy objects, like pillows weighted down with something, around the person to keep them from accidentally turning over.
I have a story and it’s about how I became friends with my childhood best friend. So basically our parents were friends, her mom and my dad worked at the same company and then they were friends. They had her first and then me 10 months later and for like the first three years of our lives we HATED each other. Like genuinely she would shove me into glass doors and hit me with plastic baseball bats when she could so uh I superglued her to a chair. Somehow my little toddler hands figured out a bottle of superglue and put a bunch on her chair and she got stuck on it because she didn’t notice and they had to saw her pants off and yeah. We’re friends now :D and that was one of my milder ones
Speaking of best friends how I met my friend group is because they moved into the apartment across from mine, they were twins and the youngest of the family. Apparently I could tell them apart from the get go (I always thought it took my a couple of weeks) but we were an inseparable trio our families became extremely close to the point where we would just refer to each other as sisters anyways, in the apartment downstairs a new family moved in and our trio did notttt like them we thought their dad was a big meanie because he yelled at us for playing in the apartment buildings hallways (which we always do) so in retaliation we were mean to them we placed trash bags on their door, we would ding ding ditch we would argue with their daughters. And then at some point we just like stopped and became really close friends with their daughters and we realized their dad was really nice he just didn’t like loud noises but he learned to tolerate our playing noises, he said he realized he’d much rather us being loud and having fun then us arguing and yelling. And as more families moved into the apartment complex our friend group became bigger and bigger. Then I moved like 2,000 miles away I still miss them a lot but I do get to visit them!
(Ik it’s not a crazy story but it’s a cute one so it still counts)
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uhh...when i was younger (like five) i used to accompany my mom when she went grocery shopping. there was this table after the check out where people could organise their stuff and there was a chair there so i usually sat there while my mom payed for our groceries. this old man came up to the table to put his food into his little rolly bag thing and after he finished he looked me directly in the eyes and told me that he'd be back for me later. i've never seen him since but i was terrified of that for like years lol
i dont hv any crazy stories cz i cant remember them but when i was younger during a hurricane i went through, i was donating my toys to kids who didnt have any / lost theirs! yay! my poem from when i was a child was also featured in a book😁😁😁
ok ok tags .. @chandeliere @lori-intestine @npdiva @ophelliiac @reliquair @sylved yay! if u dont want too dont feel pressured too ok!
omg i also have . a few poems published . lol theyre all about my ex but one was really good so isaid ok put it under a pseudonym . 4 in total
uhuhu my story Well i dont really have many that arent super traumaticbut there was these two girls in my like kinder garten years and i used to play animals a lot and basically i was playing lions and they said they were scared of lions and they grabbed me by each of my arms and lifted me up and swung me agaist this big concrete wall and hit my head against it severaltimes and then threw me at it and i got ljke a dint on my head Sorry genuinely i have no good memories ever
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good night ,,, two exams tomorrow and music is the one ive based my self worth on for the past two years …. i hate it and i want it gone already (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) i know i wont do well
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