Screaming into the Void

Screaming my mental health problems into the void in the hopes that it helps. Tw for anything depression, self harm, self hate, suicidal thoughts. Also fuck capitalism.

[pukicho]

Just learned about history. Appalled

[pukicho]

growing up is realizing that oats and grains are sustenance

[irredeanable]

[full-time-depressed]

Legislature under capitalism is just an endless games of whack amole, but the moles are new and exiting way companies find to screw all of humanity over.

How long do we try to put bandaids on a broken system untill we finally accept that it is fundamentally broken?!

If your car has spent the last 200 years finding new and innovative ways to break, maybe it's time you start looking for a new car!!!

[full-time-depressed]

List of whacked & unwhacked moles from the top of my head:

Whacked: Child Labor

Unwhacked: Child Labor in countries we outsource our production to

Whacked: children gambling

Unwhacked: children gambling in fifa

Whacked: Acid rain

Unwhacked: Climate Change

[full-time-depressed]

Whacked: Industry poisoning the environment

Unwhacked: Industry poisoning the environment in China (you know, the place we get all our cheap, disposable products from)

Unwhacked: Not being able to repair our things ourselves any more

Unwhacked: Planned obsolescence

Unwhacked: Fast fashion

Unwhacked: greenwashing

Unwhacked: Companies selling out data

Unwhacked: Unregulated algorithm shaping our society

Unwhacked: human caused extinction event

[full-time-depressed]

Legislature under capitalism is just an endless games of whack amole, but the moles are new and exiting way companies find to screw all of humanity over.

How long do we try to put bandaids on a broken system untill we finally accept that it is fundamentally broken?!

If your car has spent the last 200 years finding new and innovative ways to break, maybe it's time you start looking for a new car!!!

[full-time-depressed]

List of whacked & unwhacked moles from the top of my head:

Whacked: Child Labor

Unwhacked: Child Labor in countries we outsource our production to

Whacked: children gambling

Unwhacked: children gambling in fifa

Whacked: Acid rain

Unwhacked: Climate Change

[full-time-depressed]

Legislature under capitalism is just an endless games of whack amole, but the moles are new and exiting way companies find to screw all of humanity over.

How long do we try to put bandaids on a broken system untill we finally accept that it is fundamentally broken?!

If your car has spent the last 200 years finding new and innovative ways to break, maybe it's time you start looking for a new car!!!

[full-time-depressed]

Transphobes: in a 1000 years archeologist will discover your bones and know that you're actually a woman/man!!!!

Archeologist in 3023: Fun fact! Did you know people used to divide their society based on their reproductive organs? This, from a modern point of view, is obviously ridiculous, as we now know the only sensible way to divide up your population is based on the wealth of their great grandparents!

[full-time-depressed]

I love having to keep up to date with what evil shit companies come up with next ...

It's like you're in a DnD campaign and all the shopkeepers keep turning out to be twist villains, but instead of trying to figure out why all the shopkeepers keep turning evil, we're like "you just have to shop at the ones that don't burn down orphanages in their freetime :)"

[thepeacefulgarden]

[full-time-depressed]

I'll survive ... because what else is there to do

[showstage01moved]

HELP MERCY GET OUT OF ITS NEGLECTFUL HOUSEHOLD (TAKE 2)

my old post stopped being rbed, so im remaking it.

hi, im mercy, im 19 and disabled. i have been job searching for 2 years now with no success, and only get £265 month (half of which goes to my dad, who is also disabled, but he often takes 75% of it for drugs and alcohol). i only get to eat one meal a day and my living situation will continue to worsen the longer i stay, as my dad is extremely emotionally abusive and neglectful.

we need money for food, gas and electric, rent, etc (and basic neccesities). were starving most of the time, and rarely ever have food in the house due to things getting more and more expensive.

my current goal is to move out and either find roommates OR potentially find a caravan park to live in or something, as i doubt ill be able to gain the money to rent a place. i dont rlly have a goal, so im setting it at £1000 for now and will increase if i hit that. i unfortunately cant make a gofundme as my dad frequently looks on there and id have to share my legal name.

my p@yp@l is here, my k@fi is here, and my c@sh@pp is here. anything helps. please donate if youre able and willing, and rb if you cant. things are getting worse day-by-day.

£150/1000

[showstage01moved]

UPDATE (22nd march, 2023)

i have £31 left til the 11th of next month. were low on gas and electric, and are rapidly running out of food. im still yet to receieve any more donations. were so incredibly fucked, PLEASE rb this if you see it.

[full-time-depressed]

I've always thought that Mark Zuckerburg didn't know what sci-fi was, so he accidentally created the metaverse based off a random black mirror episode

[full-time-depressed]

My parent keep telling me the big thing I need to be worried about with my depression is how I'll be able to support myself in a couple of years, and then are confused why I keep raving against capitalism ...

[full-time-depressed]

Would really appreciate it if capitalism could just let me be depressed in peace

[full-time-depressed]

And while we're already talking about it:

Would also appreciate not being made to feel like I'm a dirty leech, leeching off of other people's hard work, and exploiting our social system, if I don't heal as fast as possible 👍

[full-time-depressed]

Would really appreciate it if capitalism could just let me be depressed in peace

[full-time-depressed]

Really appreciate you being worried for me, but could you please stop using said worry to pressure me into doing what you think I should do

[full-time-depressed]

The great thing about being depressed, is that because you don't have any energy to handle difficult situations, they linger and fester inside of you and sooner or later all you can manage to do is handle the new trauma you've accumulated while suppressing the old trauma that cause your depression in the first place

[full-time-depressed]

The Problem with being depressed for like 4 years and still not being able to face the fact that I am actually depressed is that not being able to do anything, being extremely emotionally unstable and having trouble motivating yourself to do anything, starts to become do normal, you start thinking there is nothing wrong with you