you’re overflowing and i hate you for it because people have taken so much from me i feel like a desert and they say it hurts to grow like flowers getting torn up by their roots and some people stay stagnant and some people learn so this is me choosing to learn how to close the distance between jealousy and flourishing this is me learning how to rely on people who have never done anything to hurt me this is me carrying trust on my back and maybe getting disappointed but maybe learning how to hash it out this is me being grateful that the pain i have endured has brought me to where i am now this is me saying thank you to the people who try to get me as much as i try to get other people and not caring how many other people they have because we all need each other this is me learning how to overflow how to text five times in a row how to ask people how they’re doing how to get close this is me learning from you instead of wishing i was you because no matter how much you give and give and give it will always be better than not truly living
and it’s not a competition (via achingchest)
