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Playtime for young kea birds! There’s a benefit to this apparently carefree behavior. It helps establish long-lasting relationships between the youngsters and even diffuses tension. David Attenborough | BBC Earth

userarmyhope

JUNGKOOK Opening Ceremony for FIFA World Cup Qatar 2022

todaysbird

i am happy :)

dragonnnfly

Okayyyy? Now, I must commend dreamworks, for the very first time I want to watch a “the nine realms” episode

#omg #httyd #spoilers?#dont really watch this lol

365filmsbyauroranocte

Aftersun (Charlotte Wells, 2022)

aletheyass

they should invent a digestive system that works

just-shower-thoughts

Randomly hearing your favourite song on the radio is more satisfying then playing it directly from your iPod or phone

Thoughts that keep me up at night...

I am always reminded somehow how everything I care about is actually just meaningless. Eveything/anything anyone cares/cared/will care about, really. It's all meaningless in the end.

When we have lived out our lives, nothing of us will remain behind. We know all life will perish one day and not just the living beings, but literally every fricking thing, organic or inorganic. Even our footprints, the proof of our once existence will disappear/fade away. For instance, the Internet will one day die beacuse earth, our solar system, our universe will cease to exist. There will even come a point where time itself no longer exists. So no past, present, future. It will just be eternal darkness. Forever. Life will not go on, nothing will. Just stillness for enternity. It will be as if we never existed in the first place. No legacy, no nothing.

So what was really the point of it all?

All the amazing discoveries, stories, knowledge, experiences, memories, achievements, aspirations, feelings, emotions, thoughts that were ever thought, words that were written and spoken, the beauty of existence itself, our gorgeous planet, the stars, the sun.. everything!! It will all be gone.

This depresses me more and more as I get older. Sigh.

#depression #passage of time #what is this temporary existence #why is it so meaningless in the grand scheme #anxiety #existential nihilism

theartof-wisdom

linellin

My lukewarm take is that our society keeps us from acknowledging the passage of time and we are perpetually made to feel out of place, like the time slips through our fingers. Always too old, always to young, always losing time, always busy.

We don't HAVE TIME to observe how nature changes everyday, seasons don't affect our lives directly as they used to. When a tree blooms it becomes a surprise, June comes and the year becomes a glass half empty. Instead of happiness, we fear it. Instead of bringing comfort, we become uncomfortable.

We are separated from our community's children and elders, we don't HAVE TIME to interact with people who are the most familiar with time passing - those who grow up and those who mark the time. We are not given time to raise children, we are not taught to mourn and familiarise ourselves with death.

The fear of missing out makes you lose so much time, and companies want you to feel like you don't have time. Time is money in the end. And when you start to have time you don't know what to do with it. Capitalism and utilitarianism suck up all of our joy and sanity.

fairweathermyth

I am no longer willing to do to my daughter what you did to me. How did you let me go? How on earth did you do it so easily? It’s okay if you can’t be proud of me. Because I finally am. You may see in her all of your greatest fears squeezed into one person. I spent most of her childhood praying she would not end up like me. But she turned out to be stubborn, aimless, a mess. Just like her mother. But now I see it’s okay that she’s a mess. Because just like me the universe gave her someone kind, patient, and forgiving to make up for all she lacks.

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE dir. Daniel Kwan and Daniel Scheinert, 2022

beautifuldarkmind

No matter what I do, I’ll never feel like I’m enough.

sa-dnesss

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everybody is doing so many things with their lives and I am just here.. achieving nothing. I wonder if that’s all I will ever be, nothing.”

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sa-dnesss

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

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