"You're never gonna get it, I'm a hazard to myself.
I'll break it to you easy: You're looking and whispering,
You think I'm someone else—
This is hell, this is hell, yes, I am in hell!"
#FutureFind: A panfandom/fandomless oc multimuse. A study of studies on: (childhood) trauma and grief and self-loathing; survivor's guilt; loyalty-based morality and identity both; the venn diagram between performance and personality, and; the sliding scale of when selflessness leads to the loss of the self. When you've got nothing left to lose, nothing left for you to gain, and the only thing left to do is to turn your gaze toward the future.
Status/Battery: ???? (We're working on a comeback!); please be patient and pardon the proverbial construction noises.
Unaffiliated/Independent. 18+, private/mutuals only. Run by Nori (20+, she/her/ae/aer). Preference for para/multi-para & threads. High enthusiasm, low initiation, horrific emotional permanence— any and all ooc communication, and even just periodic likes/reacts, will go a long way toward helping my comfort and confidence with us!
D.is.c.ord (Mutuals Only, just lmk): nethernor_i
GEN NAVI:
Rules
Fandom List
Muses
Headcanons Masterlist
Transitive Property of Blorboisms
Self-Promo ♥
Credits
INTERACTION:
Interest Checker
Permanent Interaction Call
RP Tickets
Opens / Chrono
Inbox Prompts / Chrono
NSFW ! Inbox Prompts / Chrono
Ultimate Bump Post
(MAIN) MUSE TLDRS/INTROS:
Rea (Riel Rodas): A colorful, plucky, and dramatic figure who's stubbornly selfless (and, thus, self-less). Creative and ingenious, with a penchant for reading and drawing... especially, if possible, magic (or an equivalent, i.e. the supernatural).
Background: A mundane working class lifestyle, keen on helping out 'the heroes'—meanwhile, whenever possible [verse wise], her aunt is determined on turning her into the best pawn/tool possible.
Common CWs: Familial exploitation (from an aunt), human experimentation, 'a lack of self'
Sasume Oshima: A gruff, volatile, deeply 'ride or die' woman whose violent lifestyle as a mercenary belies her fierce determination to put more compassion and 'heroics' into the world. Beautiful, mysterious, overpowered in combat... and utterly at a loss in social situations.
Background: A pariah of a bogeyman, even as a young orphan. Raised her younger sister in her mother's shadow, and was chased out of town as a tween. For better or for worse, exploits her 'spellsword' for the sake of power and efficacy as a sellsword, oft hunting supernatural entities causing harm.
Common CWs: PTSD, severe survivor's guilt/SI, [ramifications of] child abuse/trauma & parentification, self-destructiveness, violence/injury/gore
Mara Surgens: A walking shitshow whose messiness is only matched in her hyper-competence in all fields— primarily combat, strategy, and mechanics. Technical mercenary/bounty hunter, mostly a wandering cryptid who you only notice in her latest bought of cursing.
Background: A street rat who dedicated herself to military pursuits when she was orphaned. And dedicate herself she did, tight-laced and no-nonsense, speedrunning herself into a rising star and golden child prodigy. But dedicating herself, life and identity and soul to a cause, leaves herself with nothing left but to crash and burn when her belief in it shatters.
Common CWs: substance abuse (alcohol & smoking), military shitTM, child soldiering, self-destructiveness/death seeking, violence/injury/gore, psychological warfare, general dickbaggery
//Hiiiiiiiiiiii! Atp it's very self-evident I'm bad at actually being around, but as ever it's not bc I'm disinterested, I'm just... bad at being here ;w; Sooooooo once again I am handing everyone my discord ( @/ nethernor_i ) — not even necessarily for extra yapping, just to poke me in lieu of dash notifs like 'i replied to a thing / sent u a thing' etc.
The reason I'm making this a proper dedicated post tho rather than having another lurker era though is cuz dads having a major impact-wise surgery (not so much procedure itself-wise) and is gonna need a whooooooooole lot of pt n care afterward so........ 🙂↕️
I will still love rp and rping but keeping up w my lurking/tumblr is uh. whoopie cushion noises. yk? yk.
//gn sweet prince (ng)... uvu i finally finished hsr patch ("its been A Week" yes but also. i am Insane usually speedrun half that time) & have settled back into rhythm w ts projects + pacing & i think got thru hump of hades ii so............
I have no idea if this has been said before but please don't try to force headcanons onto other's muses.
What I mean by this like trying to push headcanons in regards to another muse's identity onto someone else's muse (i.e. headcanoning a character as trans when that other person sees their muse as cis).
I know that canon can be subective and you're fine to headcanon and portray your muses (both canon and oc) however you please. But it's another thing entirely to try and force your own headcanons onto other people's muses when they don't see them that way. This is especially the case if the muse you're trying to force these headcanons onto is someone's oc.
Speaking from personal experience, I know that some OCs out there do mean something important to their creators. And aside from OCs, trying to force headcanons onto other muns could make them uncomfortable.
In conclusion: don't try forcing headcanons or portrayals onto other muns. No means no.
//gn sweet prince (the prince is me) ((and also chat [dash])) (((IVE HAD SUCH A GOOD BEDTIME BUT THAT MEANS STAYING UP TIL 2AM N NOT ~MIDNIGHT PLAYING HSR IS NOT GOOD FOR ME BAHAHAHA sure is Bedtime)))
Rumi...doesn't know what she was expecting Kerberos'...coach? manager? bodyguard? to say when she'd approached, but she doesn't think she could have possibly expected this. Or maybe she should have--she's pretty sure she's seen the other acting like a bodyguard before, even if she's not entirely sure if that's her actual job.
"Uh, not really?" The girls don't bother with security much of the time, preferring to move around incognito when they aren't performing. And when they do perform, well, they rely on the industry standards, all arranged by Bobby, of course. "I mean, with Bobby, I guess--that's our manager. But that's about it." Her brow furrows. "Is there...a reason we should?"
Logically, the only thing she should be worrying about is the attention boost from (crudely put) mooching off of Huntrix. In practiced, working with one of the top names is stressful for all the weirdest reasons: making sure no outsiders figure out Shida isn't an actual singer, working around an insanely big team, someone having actual personal crew and not just a few consistent helpers...
Sasume waves her hand in a vague, flippant gesture. "That's fine, but when you work with other teams you need to... coordinate, some. Figure out who's going where so you don't follow people going to Point B when you should be going to Point A, shit like that. Sometimes the routes'll change depending on venue or staff sizes, but... that's more of an 'us' problem than a 'you' problem."
And, of course, making sure the K-Pop idols don't get dragged into chaos, injury, or worst, direct demon bullshit because of them. Like they'd even be able to convince Huntrix to stay quiet without dragging them even deeper into it—and, best case scenario, they'd still want to help way too much for their own good.
//Gm!! I got my vaccinations, coupons for them, and saw this post. Which I realized is 1000% sasumecore (esp since modern aus she def takes jobs as security lmao)
//the sudden realization that since hylias intro in skyward sword we havent gotten much in the way of nods to the og (to us) trio/golden goddesses :< i hope we get more in the non/post-botw games since itd genuinely suck otherwise
//Gn!! Nothing but more lurking BUT very Odd but pos exp of how this is last 8hr shift at current job and second to last 8hr shift/work day period for indefinite future
We'll see what we'll see for how it effects my spoons but hopefully, if nothing else, 100% lack of customer service & 100% fixed schedule will do a lot...! 🙂↕️
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CLASSIC.
black and white. powder puffs. red lipstick. winged eyeliner. white kitten heels. black lace lingerie. icy blue eyes. rain.abandoned cars. skeletons. acid. poison. voyeurism. switchblades. strangling. overcoats. looking over your shoulder. trans-atlantic accents. private detectives. dinner parties. haunted mansions. cobwebs. perfect blonde curls. kitchen knives. shock. cellars. dust. ghosts. dark alleys.empty streets. horn-rimmed glasses. radiation. zombies. serial murder.suspicion. paranoia. the city. witches. the devil. cannibalism. conspiracies. amulets. abject terror. the American South. the American Northeast. England. analog cameras.
CRYPTID & URBAN LEGEND.
aliens. blinding light.dark woods. driving at night. claw marks.bite marks. men in black. memory loss. dismembered bodies. sewers. flashlights. cell phones. video cameras. cars with tinted windows. unlabeled cassette tapes. bugs. big cities. urban crimes. clowns. something rustling outside your window.glowing light. unsolved mysteries. suburbia. mirrors. the american pacific northwest. the american midwest. hiking. backpacking.
GOTHIC.
gaslights. corsets. ballrooms. candlelight. mist. starless nights. full moons. cobbled streets. horse-drawn carriages. mysterious strangers. bogs. moors. forests. mountains. castles. velvet. silver. brass. gold. jewels. domino masks. the opera. dangerous romances. tragic romances. violins. roses. lilies. empty graves. crosses. cemeteries. snow. ice. the gallows. crows.milk-white skin. ambiguous illness. fangs. pointed nails. something howling in the night. capes. gloves. top hats. straight razors. lightning. pipe organs. underground caverns. bats. mice. rats. ravens. cats. pearls. attics. talismans. axes. wood. isolation in a room full of people. vampires. werewolves. ghosts. coffins. western europe. eastern europe. bones. churches. catacombs. mausoleums. books. stitches.
PARANORMAL.
malevolent spirits. seances. spells. missing bodies. hidden graves. white noise. static. flickering lights. rings of salt. demons. poltergeists. dark histories. old buildings. cold air. wells. urban exploration. a dog barking at unseen things. iconoclasm. black ooze. old photographs.dark bodies of water. crucifixes. priests. possession. exorcisms. dolls.
SLASHER.
bloodbaths.massacres. wanton nudity. newspapers. leather jackets. letterman jackets. converse sneakers. obscured faces. social unrest. bonfires. lakes. babysitters. high school. lockers. dead leaves in the fall.jack-o’-lanterns. passing shadows. outdated television sets.nightmares. psychiatrists. hospitals. unstoppable forces. gunfire. police. landline telephones. improvised weapons. halloween. secrets. revelations. cut wires. character masks. scrunchies. wild curls. jeering children. parties. fire. swearing. revulsion. california. the american midwest. ambulances.
THRILLER.
daylight. fluorescent lighting. morgues. unwavering eye contact.tension. lit rooms. empty rooms. killer in plain sight. a dog digging in the newly-planted flower bed. steely gazes.paperwork. anagrams. codes. convicted killers. missing persons. law enforcement. federal agents. small towns.suspicion. paranoia. subdued terror. dimly-lit parking lots. a noise in the distance.
//running around in circles (pos) but also i am NOT looking forward to next week (have 2x atypically long work days for last ones bc first days of training and last day at current job overlap hsdshghgs)
//gn scooby gang @,@ nothing of note to report HOW-EV-ER i finally surrendered (so to speak) and made a formatting guide so other peeps on the team can help me chip away at transcription stuff. idk how much itll be done but even if everyone else collectively halves my work itll go from needing 2k words/day to only 1k so !
//man i wish u could block/hide ur own posts from urself 😭WHEN U DONT WANNA DELETE ANYTHING EVER BUT ALSO DONT WANNA STUMBLE ACROSS SPECIFIC OLD STUFF W.O MEANING TO... YK.......
//ive got sm to do w ash echoes (new chapter means fuck yeah but also compiling sp while i read makes it take longer) but
before i forget: tbhx rea/post on it Is gonna come and. oh my fucking god its gonna dig into/highlight her isms wrt survivors guilt/miracle baby bs and general passive SI soooooooo bad huh :)
