MANIC

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Feel it.

when a young rabbit comes across it’s mother in a snow-filled forest, dead, the young rabbit itself will die instantly of the equivalent of a heart attack, knowing, on some level, that it cannot survive the winter without the support of its mother. Many children, faced with as clear of a knowing that their parent(s) cannot help them survive, or worse, pose a threat to their already tenuous survival, would experience the same response. The human, on the other hand, has a way of defending itself from such a life threatening realization. It simply separates the feeling which might have killed it, had it been experienced at a young age, from the memory of the incident. The memory is then buried (supressed) until the human is more mature, physically and mentally, and is strong enough to bear the feelings which might have killed it when it was younger.

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Repressing

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you pulled me out of my misery and sucked me right back into it. 

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when i lost my sweater at the bar

thank you for trying to steal someones jacket for me

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[sean-leon]

Sean Leon

Shot by H. Alonzo

[raquel-simoes-deactivated202310]

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There's no job for apathy.

No one wants to spend time with me, damn I thought misery loved company.

Sitting on my phone writing love notes that I'll never let you read

Take me with you the next time you try to hang yourself

With whatever vice you lead

Smitten by disease.

Respect is taking rubber off when a bare backs out there to see.

Begin complaining when it starts feeling like routine Thursday, plan B.

Empty out your pockets let loose change turn into coffee time for stories

about feeling lousy and watching trashy reality tv.

Maybe I like the push pull abuse or the feeling of existing for your use

Or cause you're that artistic type of dude

Which includes the excitement that I could be your muse

But whatever you decide to do it'll be you the one to choose.

I guess I'm trying to say that I miss you.

But, I would never tell you that.

So, I probably got a daddy issue. 

[sean-leon]

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one time i beat someone up

[thecutestboysever]

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Hauntario

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There's no job for apathy.

No one wants to spend time with me, damn I thought misery loved company. 

[airbornblack]

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photo by me