not known for patience @s1ckns4d - Tumblr Blog

Well I got termed so here we are

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Also I'm a 26 year old trans dude so don't be weird. Minors dni

crystal072619

Had to share

f1nzrv0m1t

darkandstormyranger

finally some relatable content on ig

sadcrybabyx

”You’ve lost weight so fast! What’s your diet?”

- oh you know, just the basics, poverty and self hatred

4nge1-boy

ceruleanheaven

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

loveridden1999

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

I've lost 66lbs since my highest weight. I'm almost at my first gw. All of my old clothes fit again, lots are too big, I've even had to get rid of some clothes I love cause they're just too big and they look bad now.

Some of my friends have noticed and been concerned. I've been able to shrug it off because they know how anxious I am and I tell them I can't eat when I'm anxious (it's true).

But it's not enough. For every pound I lose I still stare at all the parts of my body that have more to lose. It's never enough.

It's not going to be enough until the scale says 110. It's not going to be enough until there isn't a single soft spot left on me. Even then that might not be enough.

Probably won't be enough until I'm in the dirt