what the hell is even that

✨he/it est. 1993✨ come for the shitposting, stay for the smut. 18+ please and thanks.

[fvckpuppy]

Call me Ollie.

I'm a disabled transmasc (he/it/they) writer, artist, musician and activist.

This (side) blog is full of over-sharing, trauma dumping, shitposting, smut, and poetry. My main poetry blog can be found at @scalded-melk. I'm not saying it's good, but it is something that exists. Likes and follows come from hental-melth

Pan and poly (not looking), my standards for lovers and friends have greatly improved since I learned what it is to be truly loved.

I have DID, BPD, and a handful of other diagnosis. While I am symptomatic, these diagnosis do not make me a bad person - just a person with different hurdles than some. So if it seems like this blog is run by multiple people, that's because it is. Sort of.

This blog is run by a feminist, sex and sex work positive, kink positive, disability supportive, lgbtqiaa+, harm reduction supporting, nature loving, full-figured gender nonconforming freak ❤️

Anyways I'm not great at intros but this is the best I've got for now, I'm rebuilding a new blog from the ground up. Frequently used tags below for categorization and easy searching.

Enjoy the show

[fvckpuppy]

I want to go back to sleep

[fvckpuppy]

This isn't my body

[fvckpuppy]

How do I just not have a dad???? I feel like I was just talking to him this morning what is happening

[fvckpuppy]

I have literally no idea what I'm doing

[fvckpuppy]

Today's a weird day. I'm in the middle of work and this is going to sound insane but I feel like I just woke up with a dead dad? He's been dead for over 20 years but

I feel like I just had a dad this morning

How is he dead, and how has it been 25 years.

How am I here

Where is my dad and why is he dead

[valtsv]

basically the best thing any character can do is decide they don't want to be afraid anymore - in fact they never want to be afraid of anything ever again - and take action so drastic they fail to realise that this too is a decision motivated by fear. or to account for the Consequences of that.

[valtsv]

[with obvious perverted intent] hey. don't you want to release the safety catches on that character. don't you want to flip off all the switches holding them back and let the control rods go.

[theconcealedweapon]

[genderkoolaid]

every since i learned that there was a feminist coalition between housewives, sex workers, and "others" (lesbians and presumably other queer people perceived female) i haven't really stopped thinking about it. we do not talk about this enough

from Revolting Prostitutes: The Fight for Sex Workers' Rights by Molly Smith and Juno Mac:

In the UK, the 1970s and 1980s sex workers’ rights movement was deeply entwined with the ‘wages for housework’ campaign. Marxist feminists named the value of women’s unpaid reproductive and domestic labour and demanded a radical reorganisation of society to value women’s work. Around that time, the feminist group Wages Due Lesbians linked domestic work, sex work, and the work of heterosexuality in a solidarity statement against a 1977 vice crackdown: ‘Wherever women succeed in winning some of the wages due us, it is a strength to all of us and proof that women’s services cannot be taken for granted’.

from Playing the Whore: The Work of Sex Work by Melissa Grant:

“Hookers and Housewives.” It’s hard now to conceive of these groups of women as class allies. Hookers and housewives, to speak in impossible generalities, are too often considered rivals (by those on the Left as much as by those on the Right), occupying opposite sides of one economic circle, two classes of women who earn their living from men’s waged work. Their labor, by contrast, is considered illegitimate. Caretaking and sex should be offered freely, we’re told, with genuine affection and out of love. A housewife maintains her legitimacy by not seeking a wage, and a hooker breaks with convention by demanding one. They are both diminished and confined by the same system that would keep women dependent on men for survival. And they could free themselves from that system together. As Margo St. James recalled in an interview (also from Carol Leigh’s archives), before she founded COYOTE in early 1973, there was WHO—Whores, Housewives, and Others. Others meant lesbians, “but it wasn’t being said out loud yet, even in liberal bohemian circles.” An early COYOTE supporter, anthropologist Jennifer James, coined the term “decriminalization” to express the movement’s goals of removing laws used to target prostitutes. The National Organization for Women (NOW), still very much in its Feminine Mystique era, adopted the decriminalization of prostitution as an official part of its platform later that year.

like. now THIS is feminism!!!!!

[anarchistmemedistro]

[fvckpuppy]

with grippy pussy comes grippy responsibility

[fvckpuppy]

MY GIRLFRIEND IS OUT HERE INSISTING THAT I AM A THING

Why, you may be wondering? Because I have blue hair.

I literally don't even have a twin this is bullshit

[animentality]

[catchymemes]

[fvckpuppy]

I'm a very lucky man.

My body hates me, but I have two amazing partners that love me, and a best friend that also loves me, and also brings me snacks and Tylenol so I can get through my shift while he works on my car in the parking lot on his day off.

The Author is being exceptionally kind to me this week.

[lumpenprole-aspirant]

My body is not a temple. It is a cage that I am doing my best to make livable.

[fvckpuppy]

"you're hysterical"

I had a hysterectomy I cannot be hysterical