“You Think A Princess & A Guy Like Me-?”
“NO.”
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“You Think A Princess & A Guy Like Me-?”
“NO.”
Friendly reminder that all of my babies have been moved to @ofthestcrs
Friendly reminder that all of my babies have been moved to @ofthestcrs
Friendly reminder that all of my babies have been moved to @ofthestcrs
Hi friends! I am doing the thing! All of my Canon Star wars characters (and some new ones) are being moved to @ofthestcrs alongside some new ocs in other fandoms and some canons in new fandoms! I hope to get back up there and doing threads so feel free to shoot me a message there if you are interested in writing with any of the characters you see this post on! Much love!
If uh anyone wants to write things with my ocs or any of my muses for that matter they should uh add me on discord darthcal#0752
I’m watching the empire strikes back and it’s making Han muse go hmmmmm???
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❝ every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you. ❞ (from Luke)
Leaving when things got hard was Han’s speciality. There was nothing to debate about that. Yet, every time, Luke was there to make him feel an ass about it. Every time it seemed to get harder and harder to go. Han sighed heavily and pinched the bridge of his nose. He’d had a talk about this with Chewie many times. The Wookiee often called him out on his shit but Han didn’t listen and now look at them.
“Look, kid, I’m sorry you’ve gotten … attached.” Han said, not turning to look at Luke because he knows he won’t be able to leave if he does, “But I can’t stay.” He had a bad habit of saying can’t instead of shouldn’t.
❝ do you even know what it does to me? every time i see you cry, any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart? ❞ (from Luke)
“I’m not-“ a sniffle, “crying, Luke.” It was an obvious lie and yet Han was intent on sticking to it. As if Luke hadn’t seen him reduced to this state a number of times. There was just something about being around Luke that made him feel vulnerable and open and it was … really scary. Han couldn’t understand how Luke could be so heart on his sleeve seemingly. Half of him admired it but then a small part of him resented it, knowing he might never be able to return it to Luke the way he deserved.
“So stop your worrying about me and go study the force or something.” He waves his hand a bit, rubbing his eyes with his jacket. “I’m fine. No need to get all poetic on me, kid.”
❝ so, what would you be? if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy, what would your life look like? ❞ (from Luke)
The question made him uncomfortable. There was no doubt about that. Han’s body language screamed just as much. The slight puffing of cheeks and a heavy sigh accompanying his lack of eye contact and the way his arms slowly crossed over his chest as if he were protecting himself. Part of Han knew he could trust Luke. From the very beginning he’d always been so kind despite everything he’d gone through. That didn’t stop the fight or flight sense that Han had from his own experiences, which seemed to cause him to toss Luke around emotionally line a pinball machine. Still, Han didn’t have any regrets about his past. He couldn’t.
“I really couldn’t tell ya, kid.” Han said with a slight shrug of his shoulders. Was it bad that he couldn’t even imagine what would make him happy? He’d just been trying to survive for so long. What did being really happy even feel like?
IT’S ALL ABOUT THE YEARNING
❝ you need someone. let me be that person. let me be what you need. ❞
❝ look, i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now. but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here. ❞
❝ i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there. ❞
❝ you asked me once, if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed. but. ask me again? sometime— doesn’t have to be today. maybe tomorrow just. ask me again. ❞
❝ i know i can’t protect you from everything, but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control. ❞
❝ i used to have so much faith. maybe not in deities or something but, in the world. the universe. i believed their was a purpose to it all. i’m not sure when i lost that. ❞
❝ have you ever had something…missing? like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is. ❞
❝ sometimes, i just need the world to be beautiful. i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes. ❞
❝ i was sort’ve hoping you needed me. is that selfish? ❞
❝ people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it. i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen. ❞
❝ sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be. ❞
❝ you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me. do you know how that feels? just see me. please. ❞
❝ i want to deserve you. i’m trying to deserve you. ❞
❝ i know i fucked up. i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore. let me in. please let in. ❞
❝ every time you smile at me, i memorize it. i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you. no matter what happens between us, that’s what i’ll remember. ❞
❝ i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me, somewhere. just some place where i actually feel like i belong. ❞
❝ the world is so big. why do i never feel like i fit into it? ❞
❝ when i’m with you i feel like myself. i feel like every side of me is present and accepted. and i feel good about it— i feel good about who i am when i’m with you. ❞
❝ do you like me? i know you love me. i know you care about me but. do you like who i am? ❞
❝ i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection. ❞
❝ just take my hand and close your eyes. pretend we’re anywhere else but here. ❞
❝ so, what would you be? if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy, what would your life look like? ❞
❝ do you even know what it does to me? every time i see you cry, any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart? ❞
❝ i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore. i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that. you’re part of who i am now. the most important piece of me. ❞
❝ every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you. ❞
❝ i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together. the rest is just existing until you look at me again. ❞
❝ it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you. everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind, pulling me towards you. ❞
❝ you’ve got me in the palm of your hands. you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all. ❞
❝ i no longer know where i end and you begin. you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly, you’re all i feel anymore. ❞
❝ you’ve stolen my heart, the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it. ❞
❝ i don’t have perfect words. i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit. so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you. i don’t know if you want me. but i’m yours. and at this point however it is you need me, i’m here. ❞
❝ you’re the only thing that matters anymore. i can’t eat, i can’t sleep— all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song. you’re all i think about. i’m useless except when i’m yours. ❞
❝ i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh. i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again. ❞
❝ when your eyes are on me, i feel like something worth seeing. ❞
❝ just let me look at you for a little bit. ❞
❝ i would do anything for you. all my lines and rules. they mean nothing when it comes to you. it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy. ❞
i called this love a home with it’s broken windows and crumbling wallpaper i’m still wondering if i’m looking for a way out or building locks for all the doors desperately hoping to keep you in
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I watched the first Star Wars again so guess who has Han muse?
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“ i had a dream about you. ”
“ i’ve never cared about anyone the way i care about you. ”
“ i know it’s not fair to ask you to wait for me, but i can’t bear the thought of seeing you with someone else. ”
“ i’m not really good at this sort of thing. i never really had much luck with relationships before but i wanna make it work. i want us to work. ”
“ i love you. you don’t have to say anything, i just thought you should know. ”
“ i do care about you i’m just. i’m not good at talking about it. ”
“ i didn’t like seeing you with them. ”
“ you’re my person. you’ll always be the one i go to. ”
“ i could have lost you today! do you know what that would have done to me? ”
“ do you even know what you do to me? ”
“ i can’t stop thinking about you. ”
“ you’re the most amazing person i’ve ever met. ”
“ i don’t deserve you, but i want you anyway. ”
“ you’re safe with me, you know that right? ”
“ please just tell me how you feel. ”
“ just say the words. tell me you want me and i’m yours. ”
“ you’re always there. i didn’t used to see it before, but i do now. every time i’ve ever needed someone, you were there. ”
“ you had a dream about me? ”
“ i guess i always kinda had a little bit of a crush on you. ”
“ you thought i never noticed you, but i did. i always saw you. ”
“ oh my god please don’t tell me you tried to make breakfast again, the stove hasn’t recovered since last time. ”
“ you waited for me? ”
“ i was always kind of hoping we’d give it a shot one day. ”
“ you were always my maybe, ya know? ‘maybe they’d finally ask me out.’ ‘maybe when i wasn’t the one looking, they were noticing me too.’ i know it’s silly, but. you were always in the back of my mind. ”
“ oh god you’re really gonna do the whole rocks against the window at midnight boombox thing aren’t you? ”
“ i’m gonna wait for you, as long as it takes. ”
“ loving you saved me. ”
“ why me? out of everyone you could’ve chose. ”
“ i’ve always loved you. ”
“ i know it’s late, but i just needed someone and. i guess you always answer when i call. ”
“ i brought pizza and wine and a horrible movie so in the words of rory gilmore, i’m ready to wallow now. ”
“ you didn’t have to come ya know? i’m glad you did though. ”
“ if we could run away together and go anywhere, where would you take me? ”
“ what are you doing here? it’s the middle of the night. ”
“ i dont want to go back to how we used to be. i want more. i want you. ”
“ you’ve had every piece of my heart since the moment i met you. ”
“ why is it your always the one to pick up the pieces every time my heart breaks? ”
“ are you gonna keep looking at me like that or are you actually gonna kiss me? ”
“ i’m gonna marry you one day. ”
“ i used to think about what it’d be like if we got together. ”
“ yes, of course i love you, you idiot. ”
“ just stay this time. stay for me. ”
“ don’t you dare give up on us. ”
“ i always come running back to you. i can’t help it. ”
“ you deserve someone who always puts you first. ”
“ you were never my second choice. ”
“ they don’t deserve you. and i’m not— i’m not tryna be that asshole that says i do. but sure as hell would never hurt you like that. ”
“ i’m never gonna let you go. ”
I have a day off tomorrow so fingers crossed I’ll be a productive member of rp society and do actual things here. I really appreciate everyone being so patient with me. (gonna reblog this on all my other blogs so sorry for the oncoming spammage)