M A G I C ?

❝ Only two things are infinite : the u n i v e r s e and human s t u p i d i t y, and I'm not sure about the former. ❞

[fxrnicariis]

Out of Berries ; Hey guys, sorry it´s been way too long. I lost lots of followers, but I honestly don´t blame them. I´ve gone through some stuff; lost family members, lost friends, lost myself, almost committed suicide... But hey, I´m back and feeling pretty better ! I still have quite a bit on my plate so I´m not exactly sure how long I´ll be on and at what intervals, but I´m here (: <3

[dimepoetry]

on loving a wounded boy: there will be days when his smile is so bright that it blinds you. do not shield your eyes from him; instead, kiss the smile from his lips and taste the heat there, the love, the ashes. he will taste of sunshine and ruin. let him. there will be days when his arms are a crime scene of his own design, taped off and untouchable. there will be days you come home to find him bleeding heavily onto the bathroom floor and he will stain the tile with every regret sorrow guilt and he will call it his own private sin. bandage him; press your mouth to the cotton dryness of the cloth and feel the warmth of blood beneath. remind yourself that this is not who he is. remind him that he is more than the sum of every wrong done to him. there will be days when his mouth tastes of saccharine instead of sugar. do not call him on his mistakes. drink this bitter-sweet sorrow down to the dregs. there will be nights when his eyes are the color of bruises and his sobs will keep you awake no matter how he tries to silence them. pull him into your arms, but say nothing. if he wants to tell you, he will. there will be mornings when he traces his fingers up your leg as you eat your breakfast. he will not ask for anything more than just the comfort of your presence in the room. give that to him. there will be midnights that his legs kick out in fear and he will sweat his nightmares out like fever. there will be some kisses that taste like every childhood summer you’ve ever had, and other kisses that taste like sweat-salt and the dampness of tears. there will be times that he asks too much of you, or times you give too little. there will be times that he hisses threats between his teeth and every word feels like a dagger. and there will be apologies, eventually. soft words and silences that blanket you in comfort and the knowledge that above all else, his love is genuine. these moments will warm you from the inside out. more than anything, there will be moments when he looks at you like you alone put the sun in the sky, and his sigh against your lips will be a supernova and an autumn wind all at once. kiss him once. kiss him again. kiss him until he forgets he’s broken, and kiss him until you forget that you’re broken too.

“On Loving a Wounded Boy,” by dimepoetry (via dimepoetry)

[silverskins]

     July 10th, 2013, I got this crazy idea for an original character—and well, here we are, two years later. It’s funny how time flies, and when you mold a muse just right, they get their wings and fly out on their own; THAT WAS REALLY SAPPY BUT IT’S TRUE. Anastasia is nothing like she was day one; she’s developed so much, and honestly, this has been SUCH  journey for BOTH of us, and I’m so glad to have met so many beautiful souls through writing here. You guys are like a second family to me, and I’m just so blessed and HONORED to know so many of you guys, and to call so many of you my friends, and writing partners I didn’t wanna get sappy but you guys mean so much to me, really, really, i’m so grateful to know you guys, even if we’ve never interacted, you still bring a SMILE to my face when you pop up on my dash !! OKAY ENOUGH BEING SAPPY LETS GET GOING :

     HONORABLE MENTIONS ;

      thedevilscourt : SHAWN. s h A W N. YOU ARE THE BEST DAMN THING TO HAVE EVER WALKED INTO MY LIFE (besides daredevil but we won’t go there boo) you’re so incredible, so amazing, and i’M SO FUCKiNG GLAD I MET YOU BACK ON PETER OKAY?? I legit can’t imagine my life without you, and you’re so important to me, s o s o s o fucking important & i’m so lucky & blessed to call you my best friend, i love you to the moon and back. your the peanut butter to my bro, my abroham, and one of the most important men in my life. ur the daredevil to my bullseye. B)

      mutualiism / optimisticiisms : YOU’RE THE SUNSHINE OF MY L I F E morgan my g OD YOU’RE SO AMAZING and i try to tell you that everyday but my dumbass sleeps in until 12 and you have to wake me up and remind me to eat and b healthy and b happy and without you i wouldn’t be surviving??? honestly?? you’re so dear and close to my heart, and i can’t imagine what would’ve happened if I never met you, and it’s scary—but regardless, you’re one of the most i n c r e d i b l e people i’ve ever met, and i’m so honored to call you my best friend. i love you so much, so so so much morgan.

     HONORARY MUSES/MUNS I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART SO MUCH ITS GROSS YOU’RE STUCK WITH ME ;

       viiduam, dxvilsnevercry / redeemedred, fisked, devilout / fisksright, shotgunshellsandfeathers, poshelnakhui, nelscns, fxrnicariis, archaeologize, xstrange, withtheknife / dualmorbidity, heromaterial, scarredbyxhellfire, kingtakesbishop, sarcasticsuit, webheadedhero, inmoderatus, notamonstxr, thedevilsnurse, thexdevilsxsecretary

     SEVEN DEVILS ALL AROUND YOU ;

    HONORARY DAREDEVILS BECAUSE I FOLLOW/INTERACT WITH SO MANY OF YOU, YOU GUYS GET A PERSONAL LITTLE SECTION XO ;

         mxskedman, questionsofmoraliity, thedevilsdare, justicebliind, inviiam, dcvils, actualdumpsterchild, ireallycannotsee, blxnddevxl, avocadoiisms, integriitas, wcrldaflame, theblindmurdock, lettingthedevilout, darcdevil, dxvilofhellskitchen, woundedduckling

      THOSE I ADMIRE TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH AND LOVE ON MY DASH ( and stalk tbqh )

        degeneris, moveslikeaspider, outlawiism, shpixn, slavicshadcw, jameswxsley, scaredofbats, kniivesandlint, methodtomymxdness, darkpatriotism, metalsided, southerncomforted, frcddie, toxichourglass, drippingredledgers, deathbypool, mischiefwithabite, thwippingwebhead, yourneighbourjerry, dominatrick, xducere, bolshoii, whxwashe, talentforlying, doctoronserenity, areyoutellingme, mistressmxleficent, hellblxzer, tordenvaer, teygja, tetsujiin, mechaniism, cxpt. cxptain, firstavcngcr, wolfixis, damnsella, versxnia, thecharmingfinder, markedbysin, sleepindarkness, turritis, xspellbound, vingthor, soldatzimy, vampiricallyxspeaking, wasthatnotprocedure, imprxssme, aboutcontrcl, voluptuarist, xaedificare, tokillabarton, emeraldknxght, xcanary, harpsenal, purrsuasion, viindico, pragmatiism, ontheriight, ofmaternalinstincts, legendarystxrlord, iintrusiive, iinfernxm, eversorisms, notartitself, metuspes, oftheniight, penumbraella, theraptorguy, dedpaul, anxiousmagic, saaevio, honorthygun, hcnter, bxyhero, littlclionman, gemikai, wouldbe-kxng, oflcyalty eggscaliber, hawksvane, poisonedplant, gunsandscales, sheruled, poorlittlejoseph, dwyerings, illripyourthroat, catburglaring, legaliity, firstviceroy, xgamora, cassandramchale, antiquehero.

[fxrnicariis]

reverse-hero replied to my post: ily & fight me Out Of Berries ; I will still fiGHT TF out of u tho omg

[fxrnicariis]

PSA —-

My muse is VICIOUS. My muse is skilled and trained and powerful and is always prepared to kick ass. And what really gets on my tits is when someone else’s muse pushes mine and mine lashes out, but then I get the messages saying “oh my god you’re godmodding!”. NO – that is CONSISTENT CHARACTERIZATION, my dears. I will not tone down my muse for you – if you can’t handle wicked anger and violent lashing-out, then princess you are on the wrong blog.

This has been a psa.

[fxrnicariis]

reverse-hero is honestly just such a fucking blessing to this universe. They're so caring & actually came & messaged me to check up on me?? No one's ever really done that for me, thank you so much, u nerd ily. It meant so much to me, god.

[fxrnicariis]

Out of Berries ;

Pls come message me on Skype. U can ask for my skype. I'm v lonely & need someone to talk to.

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ; CONFIRMED. xdiiseased IS AN ALIEN, ALERT THE GOVERNMENT OR WHATEVER.

[xmcrbvs-blog]

[ aS IF THE GOVERNMENT CAN CONTAIN MY METAL. ]

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ; "alien of your heart" b YE U ABSOLUTE N E R D

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ;

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY FUCKERS

[ofironflesharchived-blog]

fxrnicariis fitting that you chocked on cock —–

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ; I CA NNOT BELIEVE THIS, IM STILL L AUGHING G

[damonic]

the person i reblogged this from is a precious cinnamon roll.

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ; CONFIRMED. xdiiseased IS AN ALIEN, ALERT THE GOVERNMENT OR WHATEVER.

[calamiities]

let’s get one thing straight here. i am a PERSON before i am a roleplayer. i am a FRIEND, a FAMILY MEMBER before i am a roleplayer. this means that sometimes i won’t have muse for a certain thread, or maybe i just don’t feel like replying right now. this means that i have every right to take my time replying, just as you do. this means that i come FIRST. i come BEFORE my replies. me and my personal feelings/problems come BEFORE roleplay. if i’m having an off day and only feel like responding to one or two things, or i’m tired and can only focus my energy on a specific thread, you should be okay with that. you, as my partner, need to take into consideration my feelings. some things are hard for me to reply to. some things take a lot more time, effort, and energy than others. sometimes i won’t be in the mood for that thread. sometimes i won’t be in the mood for any threads. this is nothing against YOU. this is just about me being a person with feelings, a normal human being who needs to sit back and relax and take a breather sometimes. so please, i’m begging you, do not take offense to me not replying to our thread right away. this is not because you annoy me. this is not because you aren’t good enough. this is not because i have no interest in roleplaying with you. this is just because i am a person and sometimes i get lazy. sometimes i am tired or have writer’s block. and that’s okay. all i ask is that you respect me and my muses by letting us breathe every once in a while. 

[rpmememaker]

Send an "Ѡ" for my muse's reaction to being sent accidental nudes.

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ;

SEE IT HERE FIRST !!! A LEAKED SELFIE OF pinupiisms !!!

[pinupiisms-archive-blog]

THIS IS MY FACE @ U RN OH MY GOD

[fxrnicariis]

WHY, YOU ASK?? BC I AM AN ASSHOLE, OBVIOUSLY B))

[fxrnicariis]

Out Of Berries ;

SEE IT HERE FIRST !!! A LEAKED SELFIE OF pinupiisms !!!

[adc-writes]

instead of that “write an about me” meme going around, people should write a review, like on the back of a book cover, about me and i’ll put it on my blog. 

examples:

she is so cool - anonymous

definitely not thirsty - anonymous

who are you and why are you in my house? - my mum

[keyblack-hl]

PLEASE DO THIS. I WILL PUT THE BEST ONES ON MY BLOG DESCRIPTION