= n = My reaction when my god damn boyfriend decides to overreact to a situation and take the entire thing out on me. Since when did every single argument become my fault...? I told him that I wouldn't go because I don't wanna do anything to make him upset yet he still won't drop the subject so that the pair of us can just go shopping in peace.
I'm damn tired of apologising all the time and fighting with him, it's getting to the point where I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore. It's exhausting to fight with the only person that you feel like you can trust, but how can you trust someone who can only communicate by verbally bashing? I know he didn't mean the things that he said, but they certainly did hurt and I'd be lying if I were to say otherwise. The pair of us are so alike, yet we're so different at the same time. Sometimes I wonder if we should even be together and if we should even try. I'm sure Iza was a lot happier before I came along and started filling his life with pointless arguments and feelings that he has yet to understand... *Sigh.*