Ritual XXVII: The Pedestal of Apathy
As obesity keeps progressing, the obese person still tries to sit like normal people. They try to keep their knees close, their backs straight, trying to hold their mass in check. This ritual forces them to abandon any pretense of posture and fully experience the sheer, spreading gravity of their own ruin.
You say you can’t help yourself. You say the fat turns you on. But when you sit down, you still try to gather yourself up. You try to arrange the rolls so they look "soft". You try to keep your knees together like you still possess a human frame.
You are resisting the very thing you claim to worship. Stop fighting the spread.
For your next heavy binge, you will not sit at a dining table. You will sit on a low stool, an exercise ball, or the edge of your bed. Something without armrests to contain you.
Before you take the first bite, spread your knees as far apart as your massive thighs will physically allow. Open your stance completely.
Now, relax your core. Do not hold your breath. Do not support your back. Let every single pound of your distended, overfed gut drop heavily into the space between your spread legs. Let the apron hang free and unsupported on the edge of the seat. Let it spill over.
Look down. Look at the immense, obese, helpless pile of blubber you have deliberately eaten yourself into. Notice how the fat dictates your posture. You aren't sitting anymore. You have simply collapsed onto a pedestal.
As you start to gorge, eating past the point of fullness, do not adjust your position. With every heavy, greasy bite you swallow, feel the apron getting slightly heavier. Feel it pushing wider, demanding more space between your knees.
Whisper this to the mass spilling onto your lap: "I am too heavy to hold myself together. My only function now is to spread and consume."
Do not attempt to close your legs or sit up straight until the meal is entirely finished and the effort of moving your own bulk makes you breathless. You asked to be a pile of blubber. Learn how to wear it.
