NaCl

"i can be cool i'm cooler than cool i'm frigid"

[pharmabastard]

do not keep putting those two unfunny autistic faggots on my dash

[to2llynottoby]

[anxietyproblem]

[mtf-the-gathering]

"gender is a social construct": fairly easy for leftists to understand

"race is a social construct": a bit harder to swallow for some but still reasonable

"mental illness is a social construct": this one gets you hate mail in your inbox

[thebookewyrme]

Gotta add previous tags on here, because this is gonna live rent free in my head from now on. The stars are real, constellations are not. Damn. Tags by @smoreofbabylon (if you don’t want me to put you on blast like this I’ll delete lol!)

[probablily]

all my perversions

16.8k, E, Shane/Ilya, sex tapes, voyeurism, under-negotiated kink, feminization

He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants. So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over. —— A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

READ ON AO3

[dailyhudsonwilliams]

More of Hudson behind the scenes for his Wonderland Magazine shoot (via t8.sc0)

[fidget-scribbles]

More Hollanov Recs

I'm over a million words into my Hollanov brainrot era now, and that doesn't feel like a lot, considering the tag has added more than four thousand fics since I started. But hey, here's some fic I'm enjoying:

I Like Jane For You by Icopythefax 17k - M Hayden Pike POV -  Ilya and Haden accidentally switch phones. Playful chaos ensues and Hayden develops a soft spot for Ilya's secret girlfriend Jane. Funny and surprisingly sweet. 

frequently, secretly fond of each other by milominderbinder 60k - Explicit - WIP 11/25 Shane gets drafted to Boston a year after Ilya does, they get to know each other as teammates. Smart, vivid writing and characterization, mental health issues in way that's real but not a bummer.  One of the best autistic Shane POVs I've read. Bonus: title is from a fantastic Gay Cowboy Song

something you can fix by some1_around 27k - M Leaked video of his conversation with Rose forces Shane out of the closet. It sucks, but he has a lot more support and community than he realized.  Super-feelings-y, starts off with a meltdown - read when it's okay to cry. There's a sequel in progress.

Half Agony, Half Hope by CorvidCordelia 30k - M Second chance romance -  They become teammates years after breaking up. Loosely based on Jane Austin's Persuasion.

Constellations by Pondermoniums 60k - Explicit - WIP 14/? Starting from breakup and injury, Shane and Ilya drift back into each others' orbit. Shane leans into his friendship with Rose and goes to therapy, without the fic feeling therapy-speak-y. 

The Shane Hollander Thing by fandom_commitment_issues 11k - M Cliff Marlow POV - Ilya's teammate puts the pieces together.

two degrees to the right by under_the_bracken 11k - explicit Ilya has no desire to look up what fanfic means. But it's being used in relation to Hollander, so he does anyway.  Ilya gets an ao3 account.  Fics that get meta about fic can be cringey for me, this one just made me laugh. 

Silly Little Lie by lillygoeson 7k - Explicit - Smutty Shane pretends he's slept with someone else because doesn't want to sound pathetic. Ilya loses his goddamn mind, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. 

Fool for You by Wolftales 7k - Explicit - Smut Shane walks Ilya like a dog and gets exactly what he wants. There are only 28 fics in the Bratty Shane Hollander tag and that's a doggam shame. And Wolftales has more Hollonov smut, which... yeah. 

[namunii]

When you're trying to forget your years old situationship but his manager is Yuna Hollander so you see his face everywhere...

[yrsonpurpose]

In these more stoic cultures, it’s like, if I don’t know you, you’re not in. But the moment you are in, I will fucking die for you. Once Shane was in, Ilya was like, “You’re mine forever. I will do anything for you.” — Connor Storrie

[yrsonpurpose]

In these more stoic cultures, it’s like, if I don’t know you, you’re not in. But the moment you are in, I will fucking die for you. Once Shane was in, Ilya was like, “You’re mine forever. I will do anything for you.” — Connor Storrie

[hrgifs]

ilya + (affectionately) smacking and grabbing shane

[d9i1a1z]

It’s giving… Closeted gay “Sprinkle”

[darachmoon]

Adding Kip from Heated Rivalry. Which could mean nothing…..

[castielstiel]

[picturesque-about-it]

has this been done for them yet

[picturesque-about-it]

has this been done for them yet

[curioscurio]

heh. *wipes blood off mouth* your panic attacks are strong. *gets back on feet* but are they strong enough to survive.... THIS?! *directs your attention to five things you can see* FIVE SENSES GROUNDING TECHNIQUE

[picturesque-about-it]

has this been done for them yet

[leastdepressedomorifan]

i love the dynamic of saiki and teruhashi because saiki can go "no i dont want to hang out with you" then he literally turns invisible and gos and hangs out with her also the dynamic of god and gods fave angel just slaps really good