私の世界は孤独です

"Anyway, it’s too boring to keep watching something that has no movement." Indie Matt Jeevas Blog Not Selective. Everyone is free to speak to me always

[weirdplutoprince]

read him like a book

[hand]

Me forcing myself to save money and cook instead of eating out

[cocoa-blondie-deactivated201710]

Plain Old Jealousy (w/gameboy-playboy)

[cocoa-blondie-deactivated201710]

What Mello had been hoping for from Matt was real fear. Scrambling away, perhaps, or whimpering, or cowering, or something. Something other than wide eyes and a damn smile. A /smile/ was not what the blonde wanted right now. He wasn’t here to be funny or play stupid games. He was here to be extremely angry and then most likely rationalise his actions later and regret them. That happened quite a lot.

“Don’t you try and be fucking witty,” Mello growled. “And I don’t give two shits about your pissin’ neighbours. If they bothered me I could get my goons to be rid of them in an hour, tops. And I could do the same to you for betraying me.” He walked over, boots clacking on the hard floor until the rug silenced them. “How the hell, Mail Jeevas, could you pick Near? How, and why? Fucking why?”

Mello just couldn’t understand. He could understand why Matt might have gone to work for someone else, sure, because he’d abandoned him for quite some time. But to go to his arch rival was something else. A whole other ball game. His blind anger was mostly just a sign of his hurt, which he had plenty of right now. His ideal situation had been a joyful reunion with his friend, not a fight in some shithole.

[gameboy-playboy]

There it was, more yelling. It’s hard to say the red head hadn’t expect as much, but not so soon in his life.

Setting his control down ont he ground, Matt stood up with a small sigh, putting his hands in front of him in a calming fashiion hoping to settle the blond down even a little.

“Mellz, seriously, it’s just a job, just because it happens to be with Near doesn’t mean ya need to break down my door.” Even if his words sounded like he was irritated, he still kept up a small smile trying to be reassuring, “Besides’ ya were the one who gone and ran off– I can’t just not get work and Near was the first to ask.”

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“It is not just a job!” he snapped back, not caring that his voice was slowly raising pitch. He was aware he was getting hysterical, but he had every right to be hysterical, he’d decided. He felt betrayed, and a betrayed Mello could be a hysterical one. Matt needed to know that he was in trouble, and properly.

“You could have said no! Even if I was dead the principle remains! You do not betray your best friend like that!” he frowned, folding his arms. “I had it all in my head prepared. An apology. A proposal to work for my establishment. A chance to rekindle like old times. And I find the /sheep/ has you? What am I meant to do?”

He almost didn’t want an answer to that. He was nervous that Matt was going to tell him to go away or that he actually had feelings for Near or something. He was here now though, so he may as well get all the truth out.

[gameboy-playboy]

“You’re not being serious right now are you Mellz?” Matt really didn’t want to get yelled at for more loud noises in the apartment complex, but it would take a miracle to calm down the raving blond. Still, he had to try, walking towards the angry blond, Matt waved his hands dismissively.

“Why don’t we just calmly sit down and talk about all this, I mean, you just got up and left me with no warning and now you’re getting upset because the one person who stayed asked me to help them?”

It really was a long shot to try and get the other to calm down, but at this point, Matt was evolving a headache. “He was there for me Mellz, where were you?”

[just-shower-thoughts]

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[gameboy-playboy]

Roger: I need to ground you. I am grounding you. You are grounded.

Mello: What about school?

Roger: Fine, other than school. No tv.

Mello: The tv's broken

Roger: Then no computer.

Mello: I need the computer for school.

Roger: Then no... Uh... *glances at Matt*

Roger: No Matt

Mello: *Gasps* What? No Matt!?

Roger: No Matt!

[gameboy-playboy]

[gameboy-playboy]

It would of been a little of an understatement to say Matt wasn’t the slightest bit scared when she randomly spoke up behind him. Where was she even hiding?

Shrugging off the ‘I was watched’ feeling, he gave his friendliest smile he was able to muster up quick enough to face her directly. “Ey’, it could be better.” And what he meant by that was the inside of his dark apartment felt better.

Lifting his goggles to peer at her better, he took a quick study of her appearance before sighing, “I’m gonna suppose you are the person I’m lookin’ for.”

[icecoffeemonster-deactivated202]

“You wouldn’t be the first, Red.” Coffee smiled, sauntering into the light. She paused just a moment, wondering if his hair was natural - such a vibrant hue certainly couldn’t be. 

“I have to say, I thought this guy would’ve died off on the whole Kira fiasco.” Coffee admitted, pulling a USB from within her jacket. “Unfortunately, I can’t just hand this over before I get paid. Fair’s fair.”

[gameboy-playboy]

Funny, no one has called him Red in so long it kind of took him by surprise.

"Well I bet--" Matt sighed, knowing the deal, luckily he wasn't ever short when it came to money considering his line of work. "How much do I owe ya cutie?" He gave a small grin, teasingly, "Don't suppose ya got a hacker loyalty dicount, do ya?~"

[gameboy-playboy]

They don’t make bottles of vodka as big as they use to...

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emeowji:

my morals aren’t straight and neither am i.

[gameboy-playboy]

Why be flirty when ya can be a literal asshole?

[gameboy-playboy]

It would of been a little of an understatement to say Matt wasn't the slightest bit scared when she randomly spoke up behind him. Where was she even hiding?

Shrugging off the 'I was watched' feeling, he gave his friendliest smile he was able to muster up quick enough to face her directly. "Ey', it could be better." And what he meant by that was the inside of his dark apartment felt better.

Lifting his goggles to peer at her better, he took a quick study of her appearance before sighing, "I'm gonna suppose you are the person I'm lookin' for."

[icecoffeemonster-deactivated202]

gameboy-playboy liked for a starter

Coffee rolled her eyes as another guy catcalled her. Even in her leather jacket, it happened when you were a girl hiding out in the back alleys. Her client had insisted on it - for aesthetic, probably. She drew a cigarette from the box in her pocket, along with her lighter.

‘Welder’s goggles. Really? That’s what I’m watching out for?’

[gameboy-playboy]

Honestly, Matt should of asked for a picture or anything to recognize who he was looking for--

Not really being the, concentrating type, except with electronic things, Matt ended up just wandering almost forgetting the meet up place. The red head stopped at the front of the alleyway, looking around for anyone who-- well, looked the type to be running this kind of 'project'.

Lighting up a cigarette of his own up, he ended up just standing there and staring around at a complete loss.

"They'll find me when they find me--" He mumbled in between the cigarette that sat between his lips mostly to himself.

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risky asks

1. “@” people you want to be friends with

2. screenshot the tabs you have open

3. the last text you sent to someone?

4. do you have a nsfw blog?

5. i dare you to _____ 

6. screenshot the first page of your search history

7. tell an embarrassing memory or story

8. how often do you take showers?

9.  what was your first blog URL?

10. if you draw or write, show some of your really old work

REALLY risky asks (watch out!!! super Risky)

1. if you had to hug anyone who would you hug

2. whats your favorite flavor of ice cream?

3. whats your favorite color?

4. if you have pets, what are their names?

5. do you like a warm bed or a cold bed?

6. whats a really good memory you have?

7. favorite song you cant stop listening to?

8. do you drink water with or without ice in it?

9. do you like to use correct grammar when you type or just type all lowercase?

10. whats something thats made you laugh recently?

[icecoffeemonster-deactivated202]

gameboy-playboy started following you

THE DEATH NOTE PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO ACCEPT ME HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGH

[gameboy-playboy]

Welcome to hell my friend.

[gameboy-playboy]

       “No,

             please don’t stop moving ;

                                 I was beginning to

                                                                     like you.”

Indie Matt Jeevas rp blog 7+ Years Experience as Matt Jeevas Oc and Multi muse friendly | Crossover Shipping | Non-Selective Rper Mun likes to consider himself very approachable and friendly. Feel free to request my skype to plot.~ Open to many ships. Here being a few Ships

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