I dont see her trying to make sure things are good and ok with us before I leave I really messed up and now things won't ever be the same for me. I hate my self so much I hope things get back good in the future one day. Good night world I doubt any one reads this any way but God bless yall I wont be posting anything ni more for awhile I messed up bad tonight Going to try tj get the next 2 days done with I know I'm spending next week alone but it's my fault. I wont talk bout my feeling no more it just may have rained my relationship with some one good to me But I deserve it just hope she is good in life I'll keep my pony to myself for now cuz idk if she ever will be good with me again I messed up and I'm going to miss having her around and are late night talks but I'm off last post just needed to say I regret talking bout my feelings https://www.instagram.com/p/CHPv_J3lzvX/?igshid=7a6w7l8t50pc









