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Her Highness Azuki, Future Queen of the deer Kingdom
21 years
My girl doesn't like classical music. She plays the defined woman in front of the crowd to keep her noble state but deep inside she's annoyed by that kind of music. She wants to listen to hard metal instead, tho she doesn't know it exists (baroque music gets better)
Actually wants to have kids in the future, she likes spending time around them and in places considered for kids such as nurseries or playcare. She would play a more tender and sympathetic attitude with them. Taking a book from the shelf and reading it to them with attention and care.
She keeps her confident attitude even within kids. Not surprised by their overracing demeanors or honest words, she stands tall and proud as in with adults. The only difference is the intention behind it. If she smiles among adults and court it's to keep a diplomatic relationship with them. If she does it with the kids it's to lighten the atmosphere and put them in trust.
She would like to have max 2 kids from Louis (obviously), thought if she was honest with herself she'd say she wants to have each of Juno and Louis.
Likes sour food
She asked Louis if she could have a part of the castle's garden, to plants the trees each of their kids will have once they'll be born
Her favorite vegetable is celery
Don't really mind the Shishigumi, might not be a big fan of Free and Dolph but the other's are mostly great.
Her luxurious aesthetic and royal blood would make people think she's into precious things such as rare flowers. She would receive bouquet of white lilies, blue irises, or white roses. But really her favorite flowers are "bizarre" ones, like carnivorous plants, Sarracenia and Tacca chantrieri (black bat flower)
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Inspirations for the dress below
The earrings are presents from @catlady300 oc, Bree Tigress
Because of an ask about surnames turn to nicknames (i don't mind and they're funny too 😂) @garnet-cow
Rain would call Palm sis, k9/dog/hound (whenever Rain doesn't want to reveal her name for safety reasons), seal 🦭 ( cause in my language it's sea dog😂/dog of the sea), الأخت (al-‘ukht,sister in arabic), adek (younger sibling in indo)
Would call Krios & Luca boys, palmlings (a pun from Palm & ducklings), mama boys, pups, clovers or a pair of clovers 🍀 in private (because not all hybrids are as lucky)
Would call Krios ace "an ace up his sleeve" cause he's full of surprises or will grow up to be someone like that, would call Luca نجم (najm, star)
Will only call them that privately or with Palm but definitely behind their back
"if young ace is out with his friends, then where is little najm?"
Jasira would call Palm aunt/auntie, tia, العمة (al-‘amma, aunt), ubabekazi (zulu) or well some say nenitoa some say tia (malagasy)
Call Krios moon rock cause his birthmark reminds her of the moon somehow and she did get hit by his head once which was hard as a rock, she calls Luca little mint leaf because of his love for anything mint and little ducky
Do you ever think about possible surnames for Palm and the others?
I do !! Sometimes and for most when they first met Free started to nickname her with stupid words such as Palmtree, oilhead, dogbear, Idiot, and he kept on with time. As they got closer, he would call her Palmeeeeee when he messes up and wants to coax her, and ma'am sometimes in bed
Most of the cage fight familliars call her MD (mama dog)
Hino is the only one she allows to call her good girl/dog in private, since Free always uses her names in a silly way. Calling a canine good +word means a lot to them and must be taken seriously. It can almost be considered an insult if the caller doesn't put any means behind it. And Hino is the only one who understood it, he's the only one allowed to say those words. He also call her darling
I think the Shishigumi would call her by her name or just as the dog/canine.
Krios gets called halfmask by his gang, honey by Palm on rare occasions. And Free would call him and his brother chimeras or little monsters to mess with them when Palm ain't there. Dolph only speaks about them as the cubs.
Palm calls Luca, star, sweetie, honey, little rascal, mon trésor (treasure in fr) by Palm.
Most of the times Arthur go by old rag, dude, and Sun or Moon face by his subordinates because of his gold and silver eyes.
How they call other's :
Palm sometimes uses kings or lords to speak to the Shishigumi members and messed up with them because they don't have the habit of actually being called kings. Plus it's a bit cringe for them so she likes to use it to embarrass their egos when they get too cocky.
+ Sorryy Krios would definitely call Rain a boomer after their first interaction and then speak to him as "the other one". He wouldn't call the Shishigumi members any names because he's still aware of how dangerous they are and doesn't want to have them as enemies so he mainly goes with sirs with them. Thou in his head he found stupid names for all of them.
Luca would call Rain mister for short and mister with big shiny antlers on his head with whom mom likes to hang out, for long.
This is extremely funny when I rethink about it cause technically Palm isn't Palm's true name but a nickname she got since she was a baby and that everybody uses when talking to her.
Her true, legal name is a tribute to her great grandma lion who was called Nakinya. After the little dog was born it was decided she would have a name with some feline aspects to commemorate the elder. And so administratively Palm real name is Natacha. Natacha the Newfoundland.
Do you ever think about possible surnames for Palm and the others?
I do !! Sometimes and for most when they first met Free started to nickname her with stupid words such as Palmtree, oilhead, dogbear, Idiot, and he kept on with time. As they got closer, he would call her Palmeeeeee when he messes up and wants to coax her, and ma'am sometimes in bed
Most of the cage fight familliars call her MD (mama dog)
Hino is the only one she allows to call her good girl/dog in private, since Free always uses her names in a silly way. Calling a canine good +word means a lot to them and must be taken seriously. It can almost be considered an insult if the caller doesn't put any means behind it. And Hino is the only one who understood it, he's the only one allowed to say those words. He also call her darling
I think the Shishigumi would call her by her name or just as the dog/canine.
Krios gets called halfmask by his gang, honey by Palm on rare occasions. And Free would call him and his brother chimeras or little monsters to mess with them when Palm ain't there. Dolph only speaks about them as the cubs.
Palm calls Luca, star, sweetie, honey, little rascal, mon trésor (treasure in fr) by Palm.
Most of the times Arthur go by old rag, dude, and Sun or Moon face by his subordinates because of his gold and silver eyes.
How they call other's :
Palm sometimes uses kings or lords to speak to the Shishigumi members and messed up with them because they don't have the habit of actually being called kings. Plus it's a bit cringe for them so she likes to use it to embarrass their egos when they get too cocky.
+ Sorryy Krios would definitely call Rain a boomer after their first interaction and then speak to him as "the other one". He wouldn't call the Shishigumi members any names because he's still aware of how dangerous they are and doesn't want to have them as enemies so he mainly goes with sirs with them. Thou in his head he found stupid names for all of them.
Luca would call Rain mister for short and mister with big shiny antlers on his head with whom mom likes to hang out, for long.
Renamed the other ac @garnet-monkie becooooooss it's more in the theme and I didn't want to write garnet-cow lmk under all of my art and it's still understandable, you get that it's me.
Sometimes he brings refined snacks with him to share with his comrades and subordinates. He always takes them out of his pocket and proposes a piece to everyone around. He likes to see his friends happy and corny smiles when they see the bright fancy box on the table and the way they let out loud remarks on how much they wanted to eat smtg.
Su likes those louds environnements.
Has a little sister that he still communicates with. He sends her presents and things that he obtains when he wanders the market.
He knows Miso made him a lieutenant of the Madaragumi just because they needed one, but he doesn't mind it. He's happy to be a part of the Madaragumi and to add his piece to the buildings. He could be a simple follower, without any grades, he'd still be happy to be there.
First, when they decided to make Su a lieutenant, it was for his strength and positive attitude. And despite everything, his positive personality ended up bringing good feelings to the whole gang and helped the jaguars be more confident and less stressed with each other.
Loves lemon parfumed candies and cakes
Maybe one of the only gang members that could actually walk out of the black market in the "normal" world and pretend to be a common citizen.
from old comments I had with @zer0tox1c ; I think Su acts silly on purpose and doesn't have any problem being a force of the Madaragumi AND an adorable jaguar at the same time. Like we have barely any picture of him, and still, when all his subordinates are serious and menacing, he acts nicely and silly. Agata could be more cute if he didn't put pressure on himself.
okay guys, lmk account is done I went simple and named it @garnet-cowlmk Huuhh Idk if you can access directly with my main account or if you need to search for it
...was thinking about this yesterday night after a few comments on an answered ask
@garnet-cow really just threw a brick at me when they said that Rain would live longer than Palm, and add salt to that bruise cause it was (I think) inspired by "I can't help but wonder" (it's also one of my favorite)
It also makes me think that they dive into illegal businesses because of personal reasons but the difference is that Palm has experienced normal life before while Rain since he was born was filled with survival
And no I'm not comparing their life or anything, i just want to point out that Palm has experienced both sides of life (the normal and the dark) while Rain is mostly dark
Most animals that Rain knows aren't able to go back to the normal side of life after jumping into illegal businesses but hearing Palm being able to go back to the normal side life (even though not fully because "that" life will always latch on to you) makes him happy cause those kind of chances are rare and usually they always lose something in return. In Palm's case she gains 2 things, being financially stable and got the boys to be under her care
Imagining Palm being a mom of 2 and just being overall worried about how the boys are doing in school rather than worrying about if she'll survive to see tomorrow or not is.... something that almost never came to mind when they were still working in illegal businesses but it's nice to think that the thought can be a reality one day
.....thinking about 2-3 years after the event of Melon and Rain suddenly remember Palm while at the end of a job "i need to start a retirement plan...i should call her to see how she's doing". Japan's black market is rebuilt but that doesn't mean the business is gone and the international black market are always open, Rain isn't as busy as he used to + Jasira is abroad so he pretty much spends a lot more time with Gosha & Gohin but also visit the guys in prison and sometimes he accompany Louis at a visit
After the black market was the shut down by the citizens and police, Palm chose to move out with Krios and Luca to her native country and her parents' house. She had adopted them since then and already decided she would quit her mercenary job months ago.
Palm didn't have much problems going back to the "normal" life, like you said she never really quitted it.
Tho she'll miss some side of the dark world and the wild freedom she founded here, Black market was never a place to settle forever for her. I think deep inside she knew it was only meant to be a fun and temporary part of her life.
She will miss the nights with Shishigumi and how feared some people could look at her. The scent of blood and meat all over the street and her odd conversations with Rain.
She'd hope he and Jasira are safe where they are.
The boys had a hard time leaving their home, their rooms and mostly their friends. Palm told the truth to Krios about her previous clandestine job and why they had to relocate.
For this, Palm felt really awful, she didn't want to take them away from their home and way of living. So she managed to keep all their friends' addresses and phone numbers, she offered a new phone to Krios for him to keep contact with his gang. And she promised she would find ways for them to still meet. Once or twice a year she'd gift each a member of the gang a plane ticket to come to Palm's country so they would spend a week with Krios once it's holidays. With that system, the cubs took things better and made an effort to acclimate to school and make new friends. Whereas they loved Palm's family really quickly so they wasn't too much things to bother on this side.
Palm started her music career again, now that she has time and enough money to relax, and with Krios and Luca's help she started to post her songs online (keeping her appearance secret to avoid any problems).
thinking of it I think it would be funny if Rain ended up on her online page while listening to music and being like..... Wait a minute I know this voice...
I agree with you Shishigumi would spend smtg close to 15 yrs in jail, maybe a little bit or a little more (I think 20yrs max). Due to predation and meat eating being "common" in their world, those type of judgements would be not as hard as they could be in our world. Plus I don't think they've been blamed for every illegal actions they did, prooves missing here and there. So they won't be in jail for all their clandestine works. And maybe Louis also did some stringpulling to lighten up the decision.
Got any songs that reminds you of Palm? Or maybe about her relationship with others
Amour toujours - Clara Luciani - this one I really like the lyrics that emphasized some aspects of beastars writings and themes. Clara Luciani's voice in this song is also what I imagine Palm's voice could sounds like. Grown up women, mature, but also funny and a bit charming when she wants.
Save your tears - The Weeknd and Ariana Grande live on the 2021 IHeart Music Awards version - Palm and Hino doing a Karaoke night at the Shishigumi mansion with all the other and they do a song together and it's just like that.
Trompettes de la renommée - George Brassens - Okay that song is quite long and complex to understand even for French speakers so to be short the singer speaks about how everybody ask him to become a public honest man and reveal some part of his life, as he become famous and the fans start to ask to learn his personal love affair with women and kinda gonna judge them. It's a bit the same for Palm, and her relationship with multiple men and how can some people judge her on how she should act with good behaviors as a dog
Joyride - Kesha - Whenever she's on the road with her Kawasaki.
Hey daddy - usher - she's the daddy
The first time - Damiano David
500 miles - Peter, Paul and Mary - Tho she's happy and fully aclimated to japan sometimes she's melancolic of her native home and country
Ain't no mountain high enough - Diana Ross version
Anthem for a seventeen year old girl - from I saw the TV glow - It really expresses how she lived a part of her teenage hood, once she reaches her breakpoint and fall apart.
Don't worry about a thing - Tori Kelly as Meena - Sing - It is a song that makes me think of her younger self, she would be at some college representation singing for the first time in front of a crowd and her father especially, and slowly with the vibes let herself go and finally express herself as loud as she could.
With her family ;
Eternity - Alex warren - Nightmares and hard moments when she wished her mom was still there
Ma soeur - Clara Luciani + Two birds - Regina Spector - Her relationship with her sister Liv
Birds of a feather - Billie Eillish - Her relationship with Luca and Krios, once they met and she adopted them it was too late she would love them till they day she'll die and even after.
her - JVKE & ZVC (too!!) - Luca and Krios as her babies again !!!!! but it can also be seen as Geran's point of vue, when he looks at Palm and just see his little baby girl when she was small.
I can't help but wonder - Epic the musical - Palm as Odysseus and Krios as Telemachus and funnily enough @zer0tox1c whenever I imagine the different parts of that song I can't help but picture Rain as Athena.