★ BEANIE ★

★Formerly Flyorganisim! still annoying btw★ She/They ★ 23 ★ Queer MDNI I will be reposting NSFW content Yes I spelt whatever you're reading wrong, you win!

[nautilussilk]

★ About Me ★

She/They, 23 , Queer , MDNI please and thank you

I'm currently doing Dry July! Basically I have no alcohol for a month, and all donations go to the Dry July foundation which supports current cancer patients. I do have people I love in my life currently going through cancer treatment, and have lost friends in the past. So if you have spare cash to throw around I would appreciate it if you donated through the link. And if you want to please share my link :)

Support Meanie Q this Dry July and make a donation.

I've signed up to go Dry this July and raise funds for people affected by cancer. Please show your support and make a donation. Thanks i

OK to start things off this is an everything blog, so this is your warning lol. I have a side blog @beaniesworldtour where I post scans of my music scrapbooks. It's just something fun I do after seeing live music and I wanted a digital archive of it!

I LOVE chatting to people, so feel free to send anything you want into my asks box or just message me. I'm dead serious, I wanna hear what you have to say. Just a heads up, i'm Australian so i'm more than likely asleep when you're awake lmfao.

ANYWAY, if you need ideas/a warning of whats gonna be on here have this massive fucking list:

CURRENT OBSESSIONS:

Heated Rivalry, Hayley Williams, Phoebe Bridgers, State Of Origin (NRL), X files, dropout tv, my lifelong obsession is doctor who

My few silly heated rivalry headcannons are:

Hypermobile shane

Evil gay svetlana, and Hollanovetra (lilya,jane,sveta, I wanted a way to make jane and sveta kiss and ended up with evil gay svetlana not wanting to let go of her truamabonded homoertic best friend in the whole world lilya) Warning most of this is on my old blog but I dream of coming back to it

I'm also part of cliffnation and love ourcliff

In terms of origin you gotta be maroons/j , but I would fall to my knees if miss chapman so much as looked at me. I'm actually kind of terrified of her

My favourite doctors are: Paul Mgann (inluding audio dramas), Christopher Eccleston, Peter Capaldi. I grew up with Tennant so have the soft spot but he's NOT MY FAVE I SWEAR

FAVE MOVIES:

Hedwig And The Angry Inch, Strictly Ballroom, Alice (1988), Sinners, Aftersun, But Im A Cheerleader, Cabaret, The Matrix, Drama 1882

If I trust you and you wanna swap letterboxd's I WILLLL, I adore short films and have a coool listtttt

FAVE ALBUMS:

I Got Haven - Mannequin Pussy, Different Class - Pulp, Laurel Hell - Mitski, Sometimes I Might Be Introvert - Little Simz, BNE and Selftitled - Paramore, I love my computer - ninajirachi

I adore 80's music and have a vinyl+CD collection! I'm currently restoring a big fuck off 10kg boombox from '81. It's got two tape decks, AM ANNDD FM radio. It's my baby

TOP BOOKS & GAMES:

Wuthering Heights, The Secret Garden, Moby Dick, Frankenstien, Return Of The Obra Dinn, HollowKnight, Balatro, Minecraft,

I havent touched gaming in ages, I hope to get back into it. I'm trying to get my way through a bunch of classic books! For my controversial opinion sally rooney's conversation with friends did this to me. And I haven't looked back. This is also because I spent a massive chunk of highschool devouring manga and graphic novels only and on the daily. Yes i've basically assigned myself homework of read classics for a while

I used to have a cute website but alas, not anymore. That's pretty much it! OH and if I fuck up please tell me!!

[nautilussilk]

find out which of the things thats wrong with me you are yay

WHAT I WANTED ISNT EVEN ON HEREEEEEEE

ok i promise this is the last stupid quiz probably made by a teenager im doing 

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Ever wondered what toy matches your personality? Well you’re in luck! Take this deep psychological journey and find out what you’re gonna of for! Gl! Plz be 18+ tho.

OH SO IM BORING TWICE NOW dildo and only one bed WHAT AM I WHITE BREAD 

[nautilussilk]

LMFAO basic but why fix whats not broken lol

[the-kirbe-anon-archive-deactiva]

I love dandelions!

*puts a dandelion in your hair*

Reblog to put a dandelion in prev's hair

[hollanovcat]

body worship

[snowsmoked]

Ilya never gets dementia. He worries about it, with his genetic predisposition and his frequent head injuries. But he never gets it.

His brother does.

His brother calls him, forgetting that Ilya went no-contact with him. Ilya's silent on the phone, listening to Alexei's wife softly explain it to him and take the phone.

He texts Ilya, asking when where he is. Asking who he's playing next game.

Ilya's been retired for over 20 years.

He knows Shane wants to say something, but he never does. He's just quietly supportive.

One day, it's Alexei's wife that calls him. She apologizes for calling. She tells him Alexei doesn't remember her anymore. Or their daughter. He only asks about Ilya and their parents. She offers to delete Ilya's number from his phone.

Ilya declines.

After that, he starts answering the phone. And talking.

Alexei asks where he is. Ilya tells him he's coming home soon. That seems to make Alexei happy.

Alexei asks who Ilya is playing. Ilya says Montreal. Alexei tells him to win or papa will be angry.

Alexei tells him mama made him soup. Ilya tells him that was his daughter. Alexei laughs, he doesn't have a daughter.

He doesn't remember how cruel he was to Ilya. He doesn't remember how much he loved drugs and drinking.

He was so much like Ilya's Alexei, before he started taking after their father. Before he let his anger at their mother consume him. Before he caught Ilya and Sasha and allowed his fear for his little brother to turn into anger and disgust.

One day Ilya offers his wife, Natalia, to have them visit. Their daughter has visited more than once, even stayed with them for a summer after high school. His and Shane's kids tried to teach her hockey.

Natalia regretfully tells him Alexei is not well enough to travel.

Ilya can't travel to them, not while he's married to Shane.

But their phone calls are enough.

About once a week, he gets to speak to a version of his brother than he had dearly missed. He gets to talk about his mama like she's still live, not dead for over 50 years. He gets to talk about the rink he and Alexei used to play hockey at. To talk about the stray cat he and Alexei once hid in their bedroom for a week.

He finds himself looking forward to the phone calls.

And dearly missing when they end.

[nautilussilk]

GOT GIVEN A PINK JEWEL CASE AND NEW EXACTLY WHAT I HAD TO DO

LOOOOOOOOOOK

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AND BLUEEEE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

[nautilussilk]

GOT GIVEN A PINK JEWEL CASE AND NEW EXACTLY WHAT I HAD TO DO

LOOOOOOOOOOK

[bugslibraryy]

top of his ass crack :)

Hiiiiiiiiiiii AHHHHHHHHHHH

yes sugar I love this so so much omg and it’s like so dark and lasts like nine days and Ilya starts calling it his tramp stamp

(This is in response to my post asking you to tell me where the strangest place Shane’s accidentally left a hickey on Ilya before

[aslongasitsblack]

yes shane not realising people are flirting with him but also shane not realising that HE is flirting with men he finds attractive shane who naturally flutters his big brown sparkly eyes more often whenever hes talking to a big strong handsome man shane who automatically tilts his head slightly down so his gaze is directed upwards shane whose voice turns soft and buttery while he’s delivering smooth jabs and quick compliments shane whose mouth quips into a glint of teeth and scratches the back of his neck so his bicep strains against the cuff of his t shirt shane who says ‘yeah you’d like that?’ without thinking and hums round and airy ‘mhmm’ in acknowledgement shane insisting ‘i was NOT flirting with him.’ when ilya brings it up later and ilya shrugs and says ‘you cannot help it…you’re super gay…i don’t mind, im the only one that makes you nervous’ and grins wickedly while shane blushes and makes a sound in the back of his throat as ilya descends upon him

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You know when you fail to look put together. My lovely friend ran an errand with me the other day. And I had a great time!!! But today I’ve gotten messages from 3 friends asking how I am

So I must’ve looked sad as fuck on my face huh 😭

Like even enough to tell other people,,, shit

I love them all so much and would do anything for them. But clearly I failed to seem ok and it’s emBARESSINGG just a little. Like I am ok, a little tired but ok

[werewolf-transgenderism]

hashtag mylesbians hashtag myhollanova and everyone say thank you to real hockey lesbians marie-philip poulin and laura stacey for the pose reference 🫡 butch shane you are my love my life the air I breathe etc etc etc

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hi!!! youre my only (known) aussie mutual... have you watched/are you planning to watch leviticus?

I’m planning to watch Leviticus!!! I’m sorry this took me days but I was hoping to watch it before I answered this so I could have better #opinions

I was originally going to go to an early screening with my friend but i ended up not being able to go :(((

From how the trailer looks I don’t know if it will be one of my favourites ever but I’m still excited to go see it. AND WILL DO WITH AN OPEN MINDDDD thank you very much. Australian horror is such a strong genera and one I hold beloved to my heart so queer stories being mixed in with it is awesome.

Have you seen it?? Are you going too? How much is too much of me recommending other Australian horror stories??

ALSO my one fun fact: the writer of Leviticus is husbands with one of the offspring tv show screenwriters. Which was a VERY popular medical comedy drama in the 2010’s. And I love Micheal Lucas’s opinions on the podcast he’s on. Anyway that’s just a silly side note

I don’t know much about the reception of the movie yet, but I hope it’s good. We have such great cinema that is so often overlooked and then we only get known as crocodile Dundee land

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[i-am-hollanova-down]

reading fanfics isnt enough i need to squish shane hollander between two pieces of bread and eat him

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something