What- the- hell.
Oh come on, Garrett. Thatās not what I meant. And Gus is here, thanks to your invitation, and heās made up his mind that heās right and Iām wrong, and I have no say in anything anymore because Iām apparently just here to screw up the fun, isnāt that right?! Iām not hellbent on destroying youā if anything Iām trying to help you! And donāt tell me to lighten up, thatās getting really DAMN old at this point!
I donātā hate you! Thatās the last thing Iā Garrett, stop! Please! Do not make the mistake of assuming that I always think the worst of you. Iām used to hearing that from everyone else, Iā canāt handle it coming from you. Did it ever cross your mind that the only reason I treat you like I do and make your life a living hell is because I care about you?! ā¦Iā I care about the kid I grew up with, played with, fell iā ā¦fell apart from. I know youāre not the same anymore, youāve told me that enough. But Iām sorry that I canāt let go of the Garrett I knew just yet. I donāt want to⦠So there you go. Your grand explanation⦠Are you happy yet, Garrett?
What? Good on him.. And donāt blame me for your brother being here, I didnāt drag him into the warehouse. He came on his own free will. Maybe he knows whats best for himself, his life. Mere is you want to help me you should go home before you see something youāll regret. Youāre right...this isnāt a place for you.Ā
Besides, you shouldnāt be wasting your time on a guy like me. You donāt know half the stuff I do, Iām not the person you want as a friend or as anything. I tell you that the old Garrett is gone because even if you could bring him back the repercussions of my actions wouldnāt let me be the same. You couldnāt deal with that, you canāt even handle your little brother having a beer. Iām saving you a lot of heartache by telling you to give up on me... so do it.Ā
Am I happy yet? Of course not, Iām miserable. Who knows if Iāll ever be happy!Ā Sometimes you have to give up your own hapiness for the greater good, for my goal. Do I sometimes wish things were different? Of course I do. I think about how things could be different.... Meredith I-
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