idk tbh

manu. he/him. 21. i make random stuff i also write sometimes.

[gavetawrtes]

certo é vini de moraes meu brother que se apaixonou por uma mulher aos vinte, terminou com ela e passou o resto da vida apaixonado de longe mesmo que só assim pra mulher no perturbar o juizo do sujeito valheme nossa senhora

[gavetawrtes]

deus ta vendo, véi, deus ta vendo e ele disse, foda-se não perguntei, tenho mais o que fazer né manu tem gente morrendo no mundo vai te pra puta que te pariu

[gavetawrtes]

certo é vini de moraes meu brother que se apaixonou por uma mulher aos vinte, terminou com ela e passou o resto da vida apaixonado de longe mesmo que só assim pra mulher no perturbar o juizo do sujeito valheme nossa senhora

[gavetawrtes]

nothing quite as amazing as women who are utterly cruel to you for the crime of not adequately performing masculinity in a way that upholds patriarch.

[gavetawrtes]

ninguem me entende do jeito que chico buarque entendeu quando ele escreveu a frase todo dia eu só penso em porder parar

[gavetawrtes]

clarice inventou pulos do oitavo andar pra t.aylor swift vir tentar roubar a coroa dela sem nem dizer a altura do predio

[gavetawrtes]

how do i make myself a non safe space for 40 yr old men. like i no longer wish to know of their sexual experiences with other men and how that does or does not make them a specific sexuality. i want to opt out of that experience. do not tell me. i dont wanna know. yes i believe you you are straight. i never doubted u. pls leave.

[gavetawrtes]

[gavetawrtes]

how do i make myself a non safe space for 40 yr old men. like i no longer wish to know of their sexual experiences with other men and how that does or does not make them a specific sexuality. i want to opt out of that experience. do not tell me. i dont wanna know. yes i believe you you are straight. i never doubted u. pls leave.

[gavetawrtes]

sex pollen is a COWARDs solution to unspoken mutual pining!!! make them talk about their feelings or make them die mad about it

[gavetawrtes]

i'll be real with you guys i did not expect the lesson of ofmd season 2 to be that i find izzy hot

[gavetawrtes]

spotify removing the enhance button is so dumb im about to switch to fucking youtube music

[gavetawrtes]

i wanna diee!!!! i wanna die!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

[gavetawrtes]

im NORMAL i swear i just yelled shut the fuck up in an empty quiet room to try and convince myself to stop thinking and saying shit in my mind

[gavetawrtes]

yeah, yeah, but what if i kill myself and it does solve all my problems what then?

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Do you ever write out a multi-paragraph rebuttal to something and then think "actually I do not want to get involved in this" and close it

[gavetawrtes]

thinking about all the times i did everything right and the one time i didnt and how thats not an excuse. thinking about how i forgave them the moment they left but months later i havent forgiven myself for being hurt and calling them an asshole when they did.

thinking about how much guilt i feel for all the things i didnt know i was doing wrong. thinking about how much i wish i knew how to express myself well enough so they knew back then all they had to do was tell me and whatever i was doing to hurt them i would stop, apologize, try and fix it.

thinking about how i wish i had known what to do, how to better express myself, what to say, how to make it clear that a romantic relationship was never an option, that if maybe i could, they wouldnt have been hurt when i said all the wrong things and maybe they would still be here and we would still be friends.

thinking about how they might be listening to a taylor swift song thanking god that at least now that they dont have to interact me with me again they no longer have to pretend to like different things. thinking, wishing, praying that i had done a better job to let them know they never did. that i would have loved them regardless even if they hated all the things i love. thinking about how someone thinking about me like this makes me want to crawl out of my skin.

thinking about how in a marriage story he says he stood there and prayed to god and at the time i cried at the thought of it. at idea of being so desperate that you turn back to the religion you abandoned bc u dont know what else to do besides pray. thinking about how all i have been doing the last few months is pray.

thinking about how i want to die. i don't want to get better, i don't want to get over it, i want to die, i want to suffer, i want to be punished for hurting them. bc i tried my best, i tried so hard it almost killed me. but trying is not enough, and i hurt them anyway. and i cant try any harder than that. not don't want to, i am physically unable to try any harder than i did but i hurt them anyway. which means i will do it again, to someone else, and i cant. i just cant. i cant live knowing there is no amount of effort that will keep from hurting other people like this.

[gavetawrtes]

babes,,, angel,,, gays theys and cameron,,, look at me, look me in the eyes. pretend im your big brother giving u sage advice ull remember when i am in my death bed,,, the character does not need to be a good person for u to like him. the character does not need to be justified for u to be allowed to like him. 'x horrible thing wasnt his fault, he did it bc—' no shhh no it was his fault. he did it. he is an adult. he decided to do a fucked up thing. and its okay!! its pretend, its fake, its fiction. 'but people on the internet are saying that i shouldnt like him bc—' block them. dont even argue or fight just block them. u dont have to agree with everyone. this is not a moral political issue. its pretend, its fake, its made up by like 5 writers if its a show or 1-2 if its a movie or a book. its a grown up version of playing with dolls. u dont have to fix the evil fucked up guy for u to be allowed to like him, let him be evil. i promise u there's absolutely nothing wrong with that

[kaedien]

americans think ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN of driving 7 hours. they’ll drive 7 hours just for dinner. they’ll drive 7 hours just for chips and dip

[roarykooper]

i went to england to visit the family of this boy im dating in birmingham. one of his sisters lived in manchester and his whole family kept being like we wish lila was her you would love her blah blah blah lila would just lobe you blah and I was finally like well why couldn’t she make it? everyone was like lol as we said she’s in manchester??? that’s it. i looked up the distance and it’s like less than two hours away and when me and my dude went to grab a beer later that night I was like so does Lila not get along with your parents like what’s up? again, he’s like babe I told you she’s in manchester. I was like are the villages at war????? he goes “it’s too far. this isn’t holiday.” I was like babe we’ve drivin 4-5 hours for weekend trips to the beach Im just confused- and he cuts me off and goes “that’s American me. We don’t do that here”

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

This is one of the few things America and Australia have solidarity on without England. You can drive 4 hours to see friends it’s fine it’s normal. England is so weird for this.