This was going to happen sooner or later as I moved farther and farther away from AH content. I still love their stuff but I’ve fallen out of the fandom due to multiple forces. To my mutuals: I love you, you were always a grounding thing to see here, and I’m still here too you can find me at silverherring.tumblr.com.
To the friends I’ve made in person but I don’t remember your url pls find me I’m sorry I’m bad at remembering shit. :,,,)
To the 1000+ followers I have, I’m sorry I’ve moved on. I’m sure I’ll post stuff RT/AH related here and there but if you like DnD and Critical Role and over all shenanigans, you know where to find me!
To the artists:
I’m not good at tagging things, and it would be very easy for me to just delete this whole blog for the sake and sanity of the fandom and myself. But every time I think about doing it I tear up because I have reblogged so much art, and I have such a deep love for the AH art community these days because it wasn’t around when I was drawing art, and I want to support and continue to show love for all of you. That’s why this blog stays up and I’ll never take it down.
And Finally:
tw: Ryan Haywood
This blog has content involving Ryan Haywood.
I’m sure over time things will be edited or deleted, but I do not know how to even begin to control the mass amount of content by others on this blog, because I can’t control what they will do with that content. So this is you warning, this blog is full of amazing RT/AH art and gifs and video clips, but I can’t promise you Ryan or even Kovic won’t show up. In the matters of my own content I will be removing what ever I can find involving either of them.
Thank you guys hope to see you on the other side. Thanks for riding this ride with me for eight fucking years it’s been a blast and I’m so so sorry it’s come to this.
im gonna archive this blog, unfortunately i gave up on tagging things a long time ago so it would be hard to go through and and get rid of anything with /him/ clearly in the post. But I’m leaving it up for the countless amount of art and artists I still want to support, so I’m not deleting it, my last post will be the new URL for this blog and a content warning. I’ll be moving this URL to another blog and starting fresh.
im gonna archive this blog, unfortunately i gave up on tagging things a long time ago so it would be hard to go through and and get rid of anything with /him/ clearly in the post. But I’m leaving it up for the countless amount of art and artists I still want to support, so I’m not deleting it, my last post will be the new URL for this blog and a content warning. I’ll be moving this URL to another blog and starting fresh.
im gonna archive this blog, unfortunately i gave up on tagging things a long time ago so it would be hard to go through and and get rid of anything with /him/ clearly in the post. But I’m leaving it up for the countless amount of art and artists I still want to support, so I’m not deleting it, my last post will be the new URL for this blog and a content warning. I’ll be moving this URL to another blog and starting fresh.
another ryan haywood victim has spoken out twitter(.)com/MichelleVologs/status/1314588030926090240
link + summary. this is nsfw as it goes fairly in depth about what happened between them physically when she was underage, and i’m sticking a blanket cw on here for how he behaved when they were in a room together. i’m not sure what cw would cover it, but it definitely has the ability to be triggering.
she opens with an outline, and says she’s giving info because she thinks the community deserves to know, and specifies she’s only talking about her experiences and emphasizes that the victims coming forward are the ones who deserve empathy, not him.
aug 2017, ryan makes instagram, she’s 17. she dm-ed him how much she admired him, they had a casual back and forth until he checked her instagram and saw her pictures and changed his tone to flirty. she says she tried to play off his first couple of flirty messages as just him being awkward, but he keeps leaning into it. (he tells her he’s alone in his room at pax and he asks “what kind of package” she wants and she jokes about “what’s the dad package?” still trying to play it off and he says “hugs? it’s a bit different from the daddy package ;)”
she stops trying to play it off at that point and asks what’s the situation with him and his wife, he gives her a sob story about how he loves her but their sex life is dead, michelle says “i am so sorry to laurie” and says her reasoning was if that she was fulfilling his physical needs, their marriage could continue, specifies that she knows it was stupid but thought it was a solution at the time
she asked him if he slept with fans, he said once a long time ago, but he didn’t anymore. she says her reasoning is that if she did it, he wouldn’t risk his career by asking a different fan, or risk his marriage. she says they started sexting consistently and in sept all of ah was in la and ryan had his own room, say on sept 23 she lost her virginity to him and posts a timestamped photo of him walking around his hotel room where you can see her legs on the bed, mentions he seemed to be into the virgin thing and “teaching” her.
he never asked for her age, just asked her if she was in high school or college, and she was in college at the time as a 17 year old.
he told her that whenever she was ready for sex to just tell him, she told him, he immediately ripped off her dress, put on a condom w no foreplay and went straight for penetration, which she says “obviously didn’t work”, and his solution to make it go smoother was to take the condom off, finger her for a minute or so, and then penetrate her again condomless. she says it lasted for hours and was pretty rough.
november she entered a relationship, so she ended their sexual relationship but he continued to check in on her every few months to ask about her life and school and if she was single. she says she really thought he cared about her because he supported her a lot, but after tessa came forward she found out there were other people with stories pretty much identical to hers that she realized that it was wrong, and she wasn’t special, or a one time thing, but a part of his pattern of young fans who admired him with little experience.
she says she doesn’t think it’s a coincidence that many of the people he engaged with had mental health issues, or were virgins,
she says that he noticed she was insecure about being naked and he said “i hate that you don’t see what i see, but on the other hand, i guess i’m glad because if you weren’t so insecure, if you didn’t know how hot you were, you wouldn’t be sleeping with me.”
she says they started things back up after awhile, and she told him that she had been underage when they had sex, and his response was “well, i trust you more than anyone.” and she says his “i didn’t do anything illegal” statement is bullshit.
she says she was very conflicted and initially wasn’t going to reach out to anyone or come forward because she wanted to protect him as someone she cared about, but it’s become clear he’s not a good person who does not deserve anyone’s trust or empathy.
she emphasizes that being careful of the power dynamics of boss/employee means we should also be careful of age gap power dynamics and celebrity/fan power dynamics.
she hopes that her story clarifies the situation for the community, even if it’s not the full picture, and that support is really important for people coming forward because they’re vulnerable and there are even more girls who haven’t said anything yet, with stories worse than hers.
BREAKING! The police just arrested Alvin Cole & Jacob Blake's family!!
Tonight, October 8th 2020, the parents of Jacob Blake and Alvin Cole were arrested by the Wauwatosa Police Department for PROTESTING THEIR CHILDREN BEING SHOT BY THE POLICE!
Tracy, Taleavia and Tristiana Cole have all been arrested, as well as Jacob Blake Sr., there are also others that have been swept up for protesting the decision not to charge Officer Joseph Mensah for the murder of Alvin Cole.
The officers threatened to use a taser on those in the crowd and Tracy Cole has seemingly had her arm broken. They also hit her in the head. On the livestreams, she could be heard her telling them her head is bleeding and the cops say “well, that’s too bad.”
LINK TO THEIR LAWYER’S DONATION PAGE - SHE IS ACCEPTING DONATIONS FOR THE FAMILY
i feel like tumblr would really benefit using tone indicators. a lot of people may use them, but i havent seen a lot of it! as a neurodivergent, it helps us understand the tone of what you're saying. sometimes it's hard to tell whether you're actually mad, or it's just lighthearted, or if you're being sarcastic!
here's a chart of tone indicators if you're interested in using them:
also: please do not use any of these as a joke. do not put /srs if you are not being serious. these tone indicators are supposed to be helping neurodivergents and neurotypicals alike.
both jeremy and michael have said they had panic attacks these last few days, michael’s apparently being his first ever, and it just fuels my fucking hatred for ryan haywood. how fucking dare he, how fucking dare he be such a selfish piece of shit for doing this to them, all of them. eat fucking dirt, jackass.
Every time Dungeons & Dragons gets popular, we get thinkpieces acting like it’s this obscure little niche hobby that’s suddenly and inexplicably gained prominence for the first time ever, as though we’re not talking about a game that’s been around for half a century, directly inspired multiple entire genres of media, constantly gets cited as a major creative influence by countless artists, and once sparked a nationwide moral panic spanning the better part of a decade because people thought it was indoctrinating their children into Satanism.
