Welcome to reality

Where we're all fucking fucked.

[gaylo]

Why is it so hard to be genuinely loved?

I dont want to start over but this is so unfair. I just want to be loved without conditions. I want to be enough for once.

[gaylo]

I'm not sure anyone reads these but tw: cancer and grief i guess

Its so unfair that cancer took your voice, when all you loved to do was sing.

Every time I sing, I think of you. Every car karaoke session, every shower survival sing, it's for us. It was such a long time after I lost you that I felt like I could sing without sobbing, knowing you can't anymore.

I've always liked doing it, so I felt like I lost part of myself with you. But still, I sing. And now I'm starting to lose my voice too. I'm not sure why. I'm not sure I want to know. But I'll sing for us until I can't anymore.

It still baffles me how young you were taken away from this earth. In some ways, I'm jealous. In other ways, I'm astonished I've lived past the age that you left us. I miss you, dude.

[gaylo]

When you broke your glasses, you decided to tape them back together. When I told you to get new ones, and you said it wasn't worth it... I didn't understand why. Why would you go through life with split down the middle glasses.

What I didn't realize in the moment is that you probably already knew you were short on time.

I wish I knew.

Looking back on everything we did, it makes sense. We were doing things that you otherwise wouldn't be if you knew you had more time.

I miss you.

[gaylo]

You know it's bad when your suicidal thoughts are taking over your nightmares too...

[allthesepurplelights]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[chronicsickness]

I don’t think people understand the grieving you go through when you become chronically ill. The realization that you’ll never feel healthy again. That you’ll have this struggle and this pain for the rest of your life. That your body won’t ever be or feel the same that it used to. Sometimes I just sit and I cry and I grieve because I miss healthy me. I miss her so much.

[jinxingrief]

[gaylo]

Grief is growing up not understanding the point in buying tissues since you rarely needed them, and when you did you could use toilet paper...

And as an adult, buying a four pack in preparation for the future, knowing you're going to cry. And you're going to need them.

[relatablememestuff]

hi remember to drink some water today bitch

[kragehund-est]

im in so much physical pain i might died

[jvlianbashir]

deep childhood friendships drifting apart into nothingness is for real worse than any romantic breakup i've ever experienced

[richardsikendaily]

[text ID: I woke up in the morning and I didn’t want anything, didn’t do anything, couldn’t do it anyway, just lay there listening to the blood rush through me. /end ID]

[exitwound]

im like if the sleepiest person in the world was awake

[velidewrites]

How are we doing today ladies. Are we still losing it. Are we going completely insane

[suicidal16oldgirl]

[av0id-reality]

It feels like i'm unfit for any type of relationship - romantic, friendship or even being a good family member