Paid Reading Services 🔮🪄

if i look back, i am lost

JBB: An Artblog!
Misplaced Lens Cap

★
Sade Olutola

Product Placement
art blog(derogatory)

#extradirty

shark vs the universe
One Nice Bug Per Day
tumblr dot com
Cosimo Galluzzi
we're not kids anymore.
cherry valley forever
i don't do bad sauce passes
ojovivo
Jules of Nature

blake kathryn
Not today Justin
Stranger Things
seen from Canada

seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from United States

seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States

seen from Italy

seen from China

seen from Germany
seen from United States
seen from Germany

seen from United Kingdom
seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States

seen from Bahrain

seen from United States
seen from South Africa

seen from Malaysia

seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
@gazeofseer
Paid Reading Services 🔮🪄
Fate of String in Free will
Pick a pile : A Little Upheaval to your fate. 💙
• 𝔅𝔢𝔞𝔲tiful 𝔅𝔬𝔩𝔡 & 𝔅𝔢𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔡 •
The world believes in women who belong to an identity, fidelity, the one who is a sister, mother, successful, and what not they can measure you into and as, but there lies a woman in her divinity, difference, and in her own becoming and breakthroughs. Unconventional in every breath she takes.
Come witness her in yourself! Pick an Image.
𝔅𝔢𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔲l : 'Someome who annoits her acne with a decor, treasures her womb and arouses from the darkness'
Feminine Archetype : "The Magnetic Soul" Irrespective of the gender, you carry the poise of roses which is born with thorns. Your prominence is alluring yet scary. You are misunderstood and felt broken with words silence is your armor. Your weapon is your sharpened intellect that is surgical enough to sword people.
Deity & Goddesses : Blessed with Maa Kali herself you carry the justice as your very truth and become a pillar of strength during the storms. Your innocence, your smile, your eyes, those dark brown afar from deepening as black, the fingers that invited death beside her.
Channeled Messages : Your spirit animal is water reptiles and snakes recently you have been through heavy migraine you have been overthinking, and actually thinking about something almost for 2-3 days looking for some clarity. Is the chaos offered by your family that makes you feel like an outsider.
If you have ketu in the 2nd, 11th or 6th house you just have no memory of your routine. Something has gone numb in you and the beauty of your energy is carrying that dullness. It's quite sensitive to be revealed but you exactly know what I am quoting towards.
Higher Self Advice : 'Your lesson can ache those parts you protected against yourself'
𝔅𝔬𝔩𝔡 : 'There is a way I carved out myself for myself and I am not ashamed of it'
Feminine Archetype : "Feminine Strength"
Many know what it is to be strong like a man in masculinity, but you embody the energy of what is to be strong like a woman in her Femininity. You wear clothes that express such emotions which are vibrant, lively, yet grounding colors that tell people to leave you alone but also to reach out to you during the crisis.
Deity & Goddess : Maa Tara, Neel Saraswati the Goddess of wisdom and deity who also had a womb enough to heal the destroyer himself. She gives you these intuitive powers and inner feelings to navigate your life through the chaos that usually others bring to your table. You are blessed with kindness that also knows how to sword through cruelty. Like your one look and it's done.
Scorpio in 8th house, of chiron in 8th house also 5th house vertex makes you feel at home with children and younger people. You may attract a young partner also.
Channeled Messages from your partner : I will never become your weakness, but that doesn't mean I let you be strong all alone. You crave me, us because we exist in the near future you can't even imagine right now, soon, soon in 2029 you'll realise why it happened that did. Why you felt me before I even met you.
Higher self : 'Your dreams aren't sacrificed they are held sacredly in divine time'
𝔅e𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔡 : 'There is something Esoteric in my existence too paranoid to be explained'
Feminine Archetype : 'Magical Realm'
Born unexpectedly, grown in dysfunction, almost lost your memory and feeling there is no such thing as home and security in a world full of cruelty? You are the classic pile of people working with magic and Mysticism it's a part of your calling, your soul purpose, to heal your past life karma.
Deity & Goddess : Aphrodite & Artemis Along with Athena. Your name may start or end with a and it means something magical too. These goddesses represent beauty, boldness and wisdom as a coherent part of being a feminine. They want you to embody these qualities so you can reach your next step in your soul journey.
Channeled Messages from Ancestors : We are too proud of you to continue our broken oath towards serving and sharing magic. Our tragic death has inhibited some generation leftover duties that bounded our children and sorry for they did wound you for the same, But dear..I want to thank you for keeping faith in us, in your soul to help us elevate ourselves through your choices.
You had nervous jerk downs at times during night, you are healing your trauma and reparenting yourself. Virgo, scorpio and rahu/pluto in moon.
Higher self : 'It's not Madness, It's Mysticism'
"Life Manifests Itself even death"
It takes a conscious mind to observe how they unfold as a life not by standing outside rather by being closest to the essence of existence through emotions, through changes, through touching your own face and learning what's breathing beneath?
Pick an Image : Allow the images to seek you 🔮
1.'Embodiment of Darkness'
Signs : Recent loss of property/job. Scorpio, Capricorn, Saggitarus. Burnt mark, pain around the lower waist, siren eyes, asian, rahu/pluto dominant.
Releasing : The idea behind darkness was fed to you with a lot of conditioning, I see you growing in a very hustling place where people are treated like a matter of business not with warmth. You feel constantly tired in such places. Your family seems bigger and friends circle too. Who kind of projected the knit of the system to continue and wanted you to fulfill all of their expectations. I see even your friends interfering in your life decisions a lot. You have been quietly left in ruins with love that you did not even notice how harmful things were turning against you.
You are slowly releasing these friendship dramas which are more about the dating spectrum gossip. The force around the relationship is falling apart. Your family standing on edge to make you marry or telling you to get a job is not in your control.
But I see you biting at nails so such things don't bother you but this frustration shows you have already outgrown their expectations by being a disappointment which is freeing yet scary.
Manifesting : You have already planned for starting something out of your hobby, It's something like DIY/painting stuff.
- It will soon be giving you a positive response.
- Through which you'll be able to let go of all these negative stuffs.
- Also you'll visit someone from your lineage whose wisdom will help you deal with such things.
- Everything you see as darkness you will slowly start to integrate correctly so it doesn't dim your light.
'Yearning In Hope'
Signs : Pisces, Aquarius, Moon Dominant. Soft skin, sensitive soul, heartbreak, betrayals, anxious stomach, mole behind back or neck.
Releasing : Irony is when so many things go wrong, we wait for the one right thing to fix for it all. At times despair becomes the only hope. Standing at the crossroads of past betrayals and heartbreak thinking and feeling devastated for being cloned in embarrassment. It will all be released following this november/december.
You have been going forth and back in future dreams and past situations trying to bridge but the more you do the more they seem adrift.
You hold everything tightly in your Emotional vantage where even your own logic seems like an intruder. You will release control by the above mentioned month after some lessons pending in between march-october.
Manifesting : Someone/The One to show up especially when you need them beyond want, but sorry that the one for you is still afar from where you are right now.
- Instead you'll get someone who will enlighten your logic.
- Someone friend/stranger who will open you out of your emotional turmoil. Can be a knockout.
- Something in is yet to unfold which you have to wait for and the sign for what lesson it would is..
'You are life, the more you cease the more you lose the more you leave the more you choose'
'I can't anymore'
Signs : Saggitarus, Virgo, Libra & Taurus. Bruises around the leg ankle, rough hands. Performer & artist, past life memories flashes, karmic soul.
Releasing : The idea to feed identity constantly so that you don't miss out on living is the worst lie your mind brought ever since you were young. Earning your existence in this world never meant selling your soul off the bait to a point where your soul has finally said, 'Enough, I can't anymore'
The karmic loop to seek validation and attention is beyond this life. You are repeating some cycles to release the beliefs around yourself and the fear of being cancelled and killed if you do not perform a certain role is heavy on you.
Manifesting : You'll close this cycle by June. You will feel a big sigh of release.
- Right now your health is cautious and sensitive. Have warm food and water.
- Job can be itchy in your head looking to survive but I suggest start looking for somewhere else, or taking a good leave ( Anyways you 'll get sick like this )
- The test is how much you will torture yourself only to exist? And the lesson is..you don't have to.
- You are seeing dreams of going on a solo trip if possible take one or you will be walking on such a soul journey after the cycle ends for healing.
Hues of the Past, Present & Future
'Ground your energy let the image speak to you'
°~Pick a Image~°
-----------------------------------------
Image. 1 : Swan Energy 🦢
Signs : Virgo, Libra Moon, Scorpio Moon. 8, 17 and 666 signs. Feather, White, Instrumental Music, Throat chakra, Isolation, Fear of fire, Commitment issues, restrained familial connection.
Past Hues : The color of white is prominent your innocence in energy is quite witness able that people feel a lure to touch it and allure to hide in their wounds, but sometimes they leave you like a pushover. Being the one who is nor chosen neither rejected feels like standing in a apathy of existence. So you started to seek home in silence as I said you may have grown up shy, and quite restrained to make decisions, indulge or speak what you feel or need like, you were okay being the least to be noticed enough.
Present Hues : This manifested into your adulthood as memory lag, buffering brain as you remember every how others treated you but you don't know how to experience yourself without others validation. So you felt shallow enough to mold initially, but now it's like you are big on No, which highlights grey. Not confused but isolated and choosing to not be the option anymore so you get out of this cycle to stand by waiting for right things, people, wants and needs. You are like I am okay on bread and milk.
Future Hues : You'll explore the color of brown. You know it's the closest to redeem your innocence and build maturity at the same time. You will learn how life is you and not about others. It's about experiencing your own thoughts and emotions and creating stable values out of that and many more such wise lessons that will make you a beautiful person. Who has no regrets, no guilt, no shame or shyness, but a life to simply live it. And you'll feel okay.
Coming in March and monsoon will help you reflect, regulate and observe yourself intimately. 3 is your lucky number maybe it just came in atlast.
Image. 2 : Sunset Energy 🌄
Signs : Capricorn, Aquarius, Taurus, and Aries Moon. Perfectionist, Expectations, Overthinking, Emotional Intelligence, Womb Healing, Contemplation, Scar on back/back pain since childhood on the left side, Migraine issues or blurry sight and brain load.
Past Hues : Early life seems quite rushed, either in traveling or in survival responsibilities where regardless of gender, parental role, you were forced to earn love, a better plate to eat on, to help, to serve, to obey and to follow. But your womb registered each of them as fear. Every experience did make you stronger but stabilized the fear, stress and survival system in your entire body. Which births the color of black. As if danger is all around, sleeping in the battlefield sudden screaming, shouting, fighting, abuse that awaits amidst crowds and closely behind the doors. This builds your stomach issues too.
Present Hues : All you took inside your shadow with the faith that someday I'll be free, happy and out of this but when did this become your whole personality you realised when you went in retreat and rest off during late nights, where the same black and darkness became your buddy, And that made you feel every pain bleeding some bruises and aches around your muscles and heart. Changing your adulthood into a red in shade. Stating every other person is my enemy. Mistrust became your pillar. Fear became your instinct and being alert has become the Only option.
Future Hues : Pink is all about healing because it binds vibrance to humble and contrast to enlighten. That's your healing journey which you have been giving a thought. I see you have lost your job or struggling in career but you feel like taking this chance to retreat physically and mentally also which is quite exhausted and burned that survival system which is failing now. Also people around you are having healthy lives so it's eating your thoughts up but you also feel like slowing down.
You'll receive a friendship/partnership and a comforting community to begin this journey as this will lead to your next career opportunity also. Like an art workshop, swimming retreat just be open and have warm food and water. Take care of yourself till the help arrives.🌷
Image. 3 : The Seeker 🔮
Signs : Scorpio, Cancer and Leo Moon. Pyschic, Tarot, Healer and Astrologer beginner. Demonic spirits, nightmares, Ancestors and answers, 999, 17, 22, 28, January, Winter, Slavic.
Past Hues : Emerald Green, Quite a big lineage and family you belong from but there so many mysterious past stories that keeps you enticed to research your background and study the lives of your ancestors but so many pieces seems to be hidden, missing or be kept a secret. I see you have been pursuing research, literature or Psychology as a hobby then as a study that it shaped your spiritual journey and gifted you awakening and whimsical abilities.
Present Hues : I see yellow hues you being paused on your practices as you feel something has changed. Something you aren't aware of and informed about. While you are getting nightmares as if a demon is luring inside your sleep asking you something and as if you are enchanted with that voice. Your past life is calling upon you and the karmic cycle has begun is when spiritual journey pauses and you become a normal human to learn the needed lessons to be registered.
Future Hues : White is the color of new and fresh beginning but the journey seems longer not in the near future. Your maternal lineage has a lot of generational curses to battle around. Men's family might be a little feminine arc. You are being guided to face it and break the curse which will help you refine your Pyschic and spiritual abilities.
2026-28 Is the cycle period 2029 will be a great year for you in both the planes.
Hiii Seer, hope you're doing well!! Could I ask for a free reading, please? my question is: "my sp LJ (his last name and name initials) secret wishes about me?"
Thank you a for this, and take your time 🧡🧡🧡 (AR, she/her)
Hi, see this as a fresh and newly formed connection or this means after a long time meet up because the energy is renewed. Right now they are planning to meet you up for a date/hang out alone as in together, but they are wondering what are your thoughts after seeing them in this new energy. It's quite nervous and exciting. I feel around or before Christmas night they may dodge through whispers while you are outing with your common friends. I see your mother so maybe while going out with her.
Hiii I’m here for the one question, will my project + the site I launch be successful next year?
Hello, Your project is quite different in the niche I see it's a bit unique and creative. Hence it will take the slow progress route in Jan and Feb but by the fourth march things will actually build some momentum. You may have air signs as rising or moon so you may have depleted thoughts and vague comparisons of mind cloud up. During such time learn to take a breath and pause. Sometimes no progress from your end means things are catching up on your energy. Also I won't reveal what it is to save you the jinx All the best, I see it blooming by the end of December 2026 🤍
Ask me question
Follow me, reblog and ask.
One question per person.
If you feel your question to not be shared you can message directly.
Closed
Via Instagram
Everything is Changing
Every ending is shaping a new beginning, let it fall what isn't sticking up. No more loose efforts and wrong decisions. It's high time to be aligned.
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Theme : Death & Rebirth🦋
Emotional exhaustion is felt. It can't be explained and understood. So you have kept it all together, the restlessness, Anxiety, fear, doubts, all your flaws so close and dear so nobody notices your problems. Because they are busy dealing with theirs and yours isn't big enough to attend it.
This exhaustion is ready to vent. It's lost its weight now. You grow silent and demure not to please but out of no hope and desires left anymore. All your dreams seemed swallowed by your agony and the exhaustion is near to die but farther to be alive.
You are full of questions now. Confusion is your home. Overthinking has taken away your sleep as a price. You are too lost.
This will end. The silent Yearning to be witnessed without being judged and seen as problematic you will be answered. The following Holiday of Christmas awaits to bless you with love, warmth and care in a most unexpected way. A strange gathering, a community calling, family reunion, and suddenly bumping into the colleague who will now treat you as a beloved friend.
You will slowly get out of this isolation because there is one key thing for you to learn that is, being responsible for the Way you feel.
You have always attested your moods to the surroundings and others that attachment happens naturally. So you have now too detached to realise that it wasn't others. It was you. People fix, float and move on. Staying stuck is a habit of freezing and holding to emotions.
Message & Signs : Pisces Big 3, Capricorn Moon, Virgo Moon, Dark and damp eyes, you cried last night. Breathing problems, anxiety issues, rub your hands. Cold weather. Gloom and darkness.
'Let people be and so yourself that's how you learn to live and let live through emotional balance and boundaries'
Theme : Evolving & Embracing 💝
Too young to be growing up. Too old to keep up being young. The in between and gaps has deepened between you and people. Learning no two mind, heart and person can be alike has left you bitter. There is heavy disappointment. Leading to becoming a question yourself.
If not to have anyone as mine, why am I here on earth with people, for whom am I alive?
And the hardest lesson here is for no one. Not even for yourself. Your lesson here is to evolve from the past which pretty curated your presence in the present moment. You have quite matured like an old soul with a young heart. Which is tough.
I know you change, everyday. Sometimes you are women fighting with the world. Sometimes you are a girl looking at the same world with wonder.
Messages & Signs : Aquarius, Scorpio, Libra, You love buns, brown is your favorite color. Cold hands and feet. Nervous system issues. Sleep paralysis.
'Evolve your perceptions to embrace the change, it's okay to be a grey person before the grey hair, to belong no where yet to be present everywhere with everyone'
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Book services through Dm 🔮
💬 0 🔁 2 ❤️ 4 · Services Offered ; 🪐🪞
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Pick a Symbol ; 🪞🦋🪐
'Love is Deepening this Season' ❤️🔥
Mashooqa : ( Hinglish Ebook )
Theme : Love, Erotic, Historical Romance & What True Love is all about.
1. Despair :
Learning your limitations realising the blockages that exist is rooted in you can be quite emotionally overwhelming and feels hard to hold it together, back and under the fur of silence and shame. The only assurance that lures is the darkness comes full grown as a cage, a control and a set of chaos that fell all over you. Making you sob and blurry in despair and torn.
You had a breakup or split of friendship that you were only living it and being honest with for other person you were one of the best options indeed but you made them your one of the greatest choice that ever came because their trigger was dipped in the glimmers you would lick the wounds of your shadows for sure. Hence the weight is yours.
Imagine how you let them be wrong, because you thought it's okay to be wrong with you in any relationship and friendship. You set the values and they came with it hurts like a melancholy tragedy you choose for yourself.
But, this is what your soul wanted you to taste since it hurts like hell it's time for a change, to cleanse, to look at the broken pieces if there is a treasure of lesson is left take it up, rub off the dust and dirt of their projections, walk in the holy bath pf your dry tears, and start seeing what's the closest wayout. Is the best one to step in to rest, to recharge and release.
2. Lost
Escapism is rooted in fear, I get you and won't mock you for running away things in the middle of situations it happens things can feel everything is on you. Even if it isn't for real.
This is the problem, when you choose to fear you invite a pseudo system built on it. Like others projections become your mistakes. Others opinions becomes your own voice, others emotions becomes your energy.
And now guess where you are in all this? Perfect! Under the shadows, you have made your darkness bigger then your life itself the repeated choice of fears created a deep hollow you like to home yourself again and again so you better die out of extinction one day or someone come struck a lightening thunder to break your soul and set you free.
Whimsical lies, can never soothe the wounds that aren't even real to exist first hand. You are going to be tamed off these lies, losing stuff attached to your fear, you will be left in your naked reality, vulnerable and wary, where you realise the only cloth that feels safe is made of faith, hope and reality.
3. Hope
It's hard to always be the one, after all you can't complain right? The ungrateful is how they term to those who choose themselves above all.
Still you will for the hope of all, for the hope of yourself you keep changing, contradicting, never the same, never the pleaser.
But sometimes you don't want to have hopes you want challenges as surprises, you want a dead end only to sit down and sigh for a while to taste what it's like to die into exhaustion that withdraws you from the world like you never belonged here in the first place. You are looking for a place to not be or do anything.
You hope to be alone, to be at rest, to be scattered in a calm space nothing bothersome only you and your breath in a discerned romantic affair.
Dm to book readings/queries 🕯️🔮
It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
Thank you everyone for reciprocating my presence on this online platform initially I came with a lot of fear and happily now I am growing into a lot more faith and love so thanks for the support and love. I am whole heartedly grateful for being here! 💗🌷
🌙 Pick A Image ✨
The times are thickening shadows to surface and face the fire of truth and divine envision. Where you learn about the shadow that is not a recent wound but the one that is sealed into a scar now, a dead grave where memories and bad situations like spirits hurt like it was all about yesterday. Through this reading find out what's stuck within you?
Grief & Guilt are the prominent things that have been touched by light for ages. It's like home to you now that minor mistakes lead to say thousands of sorry and assurance of fixing which creek grief through the guilt of always tipping toeing with your life. There is something that keeps happening and it's a misunderstanding. People never understand what state of say you have when you are speaking, doing and being somewhat. All they have is to judge even the closest ones seek deep analysed explanations that it torns you to shut and zip to head back into the home of darkness because your light is questionable, evidentless, as if you may die out of extinction. What hurts you most is to know how warm your light and love is that only grief becomes the gateway to reach. It's like clouding darkness so when it rains it doesn't hurt rather homes the tears gulped, shrunken heart and lost mind into the gloom.
Lesson : Not everyone is right, good, or the other way around what they chose to be to you is what they are to you! Accept this, Lock it in! And you'll feel that light exists regardless of the gloom. The sky never changes the color no matter what happens within it. Become that sky Untouchable, become a mirror, reflect, and release all the guilt and grief you carry.
Guidance : Write & Burn what binds and blinds you into this loop of shame.
In between always feels risky then standing clear stances, those born with duality and contrasts often come across confused with their own life but can see everything and everyone with a seer like clarity and you are that one. What shadow shows up is endless doubts and heavy on mental illness or unstable mood swings or energy movements through the body. Problematic menstruation and sudden breaks that jerks the depth of your lost being. Sometimes you know what you know and then a reel says something and your mind why aren't you this? And then your family member validates 'Maybe you are not trying enough we know you' Friends saying 'You are all good stop being so negative' Your heart says But I have done all, I have tried all, nothing works out for me, I fit into nothing. No one's perception, aesthetic and type. An outcast who isn't even confined in religion or traditions. Even my answers birth millions of questions.
Lesson : You lack grounds to your truth, self and identity. This could be saturn, pluto, mars influence in 1st house or 12th yet you seem to ignore yourself alot. Like if you like something you think it doesn't matters so what matters let's do that but that's how you allow everyone to betray you, keep you under shade, and back stab you horribly. Because you aren't standing grounds to your own voice, needs, thoughts and emotions. Constantly relying on others for validation and approval or permission.
Guidance : Drink water, sit alone immensely alone not even phones, task yourself to find where your voice is? Is it stuck in your throat? Womb? In someone's hand, or is it just there only for you to listen and reciprocate the responsibility to shape it and stand by it no matter what it is.
____________________________________________