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DISTANT Oh, the vertigo of your distant gaze. No use trying to explain what it does to me. Whatever there might be to understand, it won‘t get me any closer to you. All I can do is go for the dive and see where I‘ll end up ...

Whether you‘ll be there to catch me, how am I to know? I doubt it. Why should you return to where you been and left, moving on? I doubt it‘s about you and me at all. But to find out I‘ll have to go for it ...

No use waiting for somebody to explain. It‘s not about understanding but about learning. Learning by doing. Letting go of what I been taught and made believe. Freaked outa my mind ...

Maybe I shall find a new kind of faith. A kind of paradise no one‘s ever seen or heard of. Somewhere out in the distance of those eyes gone blind with what they see ...

#Jamais Biedermann #creative writing #distant #fiction #valley of dolls #Yasmeen Ghauri (model)

BURNED Looking at you used to bring on ecstasies of yearning for things I knew nothing about. Now all I see is the snapshot of someone who may have known me when I was young and alive ...

Where‘s he gone? No one remembering him, not even you. No one except for me as I‘m riding toward the sun setting in cold blood ...

Words are signs representing something not present, something out of reach, something beyond reality. Thus I‘m building a cathedral of silence resonating with the things that didn‘t come about, resonating with the echoes of your name on my burned lips. Burned from yearnings unanswered ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #burned #fiction

SMOKE If people wouldn‘t wait for happiness to show up and introduce itself they‘d be a lot less unhappy. Me, I‘m fine with being miserable. It‘s you who's brought on my misery. Looking at you I know nothing in this here world is gonna be up to the challenge of your beauty ...

So I don‘t expect you to make me happy. Just allow for me to look at you and send me spinning in ecstasies of yearning, to be burning until nothing‘s left of me ...

In the meantime we might do a bit of dancing on doom‘s cutting edge. Got anything better to do?

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #smoke

VERTIGO Your eyes avoiding me bring on a vertigo I have trouble dealing with. If you‘d allow for our eyes to meet, fear might embrace expectancy. What you afraid of? I‘m too intimidated by your beauty to do you any harm ...

All I‘d want is to worship you. Not necessarily on my kness, would be boring, wouldn‘t it? Been bored long enough, ain‘t you? Let‘s see whether I‘m up to the challenges of promises you must be hiding ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #vertigo

PORN Eyes the color of tears. As if somebody‘s erased them. Could it have been you yourself?

Life is porn, feeding on its own boredom brought on by the tyranny of common sense. Reason a whore on sale for the lowest bid. Your desire the mourning of things which never come about. Reaching out toward the beyond ...

Why not allow for me to put some color back in those rain-washed stars? Paint those skies, dress the void in the rags of my yearnings. Going up in flames as we dance toward doom and disaster instead of withering away. You‘re way too beautiful to be wasted like that ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #Caleb Charland (ph)

COME ON Beauty‘s said to be in the eye of the beholder. Then why can‘t I see it when you‘re gone? Where‘s it hiding?

Closing my eyes I‘m switching to the fast lane and go into overdrive. Don‘t need no beaches, no jungles, deserts or savannahs, no mountains, no hurricanes, no movies, no Apocalypse nor any paradises, long as you‘re around. It‘s all there in those eyes of yours, things no one‘s ever seen or heard of ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #come on

BEYOND WORDS I‘m intrigued, I‘m tempted and seduced. Nevertheless I shall resist. Holding out for as long as I can. For my longing and yearning for you to burn me up until nothing‘s left …

Please allow for me to trail you as your echo, a silent song in praise of your beauty ...

You‘s the one might turn my mute reverence into music ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #beyond words #Josephine Skriver (model)

CUTTING EDGE Care for an adventure? Where would you like to begin: Visiting the jungles in my head, the deserts in my eyes, the Arctic in my heart?

And where shall we go from there? How about some toxic paradise, the deep seas of your dreams and the Himalayas of your future? There we might indulge in some paragliding on the surf of your very own Super Nova ...

#Jamais Biedermann #creative writing #cutting edge #valley of dolls #Kareena Kapoor (actress)

ENNUI You never believed in anyone or anything. All you had to do was look into a mirror. Invulnerable in the arrogance of your beauty you threaded your way through the surf of those pleading eyes sucking up to you ...

Feeling invulnerable you didn‘t believe their pleading could ever wear you down, but there‘s too many of ‘em. And no one with a bit of daring and imagination. Just the swamp of their pleading sucking you in and down ...

You wish you could leave that body of yours and that mask of what people take for your face, leave it all behind for them to do as they please with it, yourself dissolving in a sigh of ennui ...

#Jamais Biedermann #Josephine Skriver (model)#creative writing #ennui #valley of dolls #Rasmus Skousen (ph)

PRAYER BEADS The vertigo of your vacant stare, lost on the horizon of a future no one‘s ever seen or heard of, that void to me seemed rich and resplendent with possibilities waiting to be born. Except you didn‘t trust me to make it happen, and you didn‘t have the kind of faith to make it happen by yourself ...

So I‘ve lost you, and you‘ve lost any chance to ever try for any of those possibilities I‘ve become aware of in that very absence of yours. Seems I believed more in you than you yorself ever dared. Ain‘t it a pity?

Every word is a sign of farewell, taking leave of reality. Stringing words like prayer beads I take leave of you. Been nice spinning beyond mind and reason, intoxicated by your radioactive smile, by that languoros roll of your hips, and the hallucinogenic echoes of your voice ...

#Jamais Biedermann #creative writing #prayer beads #valley of dolls #Josephine Skriver (model)

REQUIEM Blinded by your beauty I had to wait for you to be gone before I came to myself again. Reeling with a yearning I hadn‘t known before, I've come alive in the wound of your absence ...

The longer I‘m missing you, the deeper those tears I never did shed eat into my wound. It‘s been so long now I doubt anyone could find me, lost in the ever deeper labyrinth of my wound. No one daring enough to venture that far, that deep. Might get lost themselves ...

The wound has turned itself inside out. What used to be inside now is the outer space I‘m traveling at the speed of thought, resplendant with galaxies and Super Nova‘s from times long gone ...

Those stars and galaxies are so far away that you can still see them twinkling, maybe even hear them crackling, even though those stars and the universe itself have long since imploded ...

I‘m the echo of memories of someone who‘s been around for a while ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #requiem #Kareena Kapoor (actress)

FOOL The idea of truth is the end of daring and imagination. The end of life. So I don‘t mind you telling me lies so long as they show some daring and imagination. Maybe I‘ll go hunting for whatever may be hiding under those rumors in rags, maybe I‘ll prefer playing with that rag doll the way you‘ve dressed her up ...

Just let‘s never get too serious about things, most of all not about ourselves. Let‘s play and fool around. Tempt me and seduce and see if you can make a fool of me ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #fool

DARE Myself coming to in those eyes taking me in. If you‘d care for a promise or two, I wouldn‘t want you to answer on those promises but for me to be allowed to see whether I‘m up to the challenge. See whether I might make it happen ...

Mighty generous of you if you think I might be worth a try. Me, I‘d rather fail at something daring than make do with small fry ...

Making something happen that no one‘s ever seen nor heard of before. A new song, a new kind of music. Like getting me to laugh, not over some joke but with joy. How about it? I‘m asking you. Couldn‘t be just anyone ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #dare #Bella Kerstens (ph)

HERE‘S LOOKIN‘ AT YOU You smile at me in pastel colors and take me for a ride in your tangerine colored screamdream convertible. Envious of those unique hues of sorrow adorning my eyes you’re convinced I must be somebody you ought to know about, and you rack that pretty head of yours, trying to remember my name …

Checking your hairdo in the rear-view mirror, your manicured fingers doing the cha-cha-cha on the steering wheel, you wait for me to tell you where I got that gorgeous eye shadow ...

Got it from lookin‘ at you, Babe ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #here's lookin' at you #Kareena Kapoor (actress)

SCRIPTURE OF MY SCARS With your glam-bam smile you‘ve rendered me blind. To keep from tripping and stumbling I reached out for your shoulder but your shoulder was frozen and you merely shrugged ...

»A smile‘s just a frown turned upside down ...« Your voice drowned out by the banging of your high heels fading away ...

I wish you‘d come back and take me along for a stroll across the glaciers in those eyes. Maybe show me what‘s hiding underneath the layers of frozen tears. Introduce me to the girl you musta been before the first shock treatment ...

Myself out of sync, waiting for my own breath to catch up with me. Let your fingers trace the scripture of my scars and listen to those songs of pain ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #scripture of my scars #Anja Rubik (model)#Camilla Akrans (ph)

SPINNING In my memories her voice is much clearer and her smile much brighter. But memories hurt. They make me smile. A smile of mine is nothing but a wound that‘s stopped bleeding ...

Those tears I never did shed have turned into acid running through my veins, eating away at what I used to think of as my heart and my soul. Now my body is a cathedral resonating with the echoes of your name on my lips ...

A smile of yours could turn that acid into liquid speed and send me spinning down a different lane, mind tripping, soul stripping, body ripping as I go down singing ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #spinning #Josephine Skriver (model)

YOUR MOVE You musta been conjured up by my longing for things beyond real. Beyond boring. Beyond explainable. A Winter‘s Tale tripping me up as I‘m stumbling through the desert of my despair ...

No need to dress you up in words. To be allowed to dwell in your presence I‘ll gladly let go of what reason has survived the mentholated nightmare of being alive. Just let me look at you, and look and look, until nothing‘s left. What used to be me dissolving in a sigh upon your lips ...

It‘s your move, it‘s your game, and it‘s my heart. Go on, take it, I don‘t need it no more ...

#creative writing #Jamais Biedermann #valley of dolls #your move #Josephine Skriver (model)

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