☾HRYS⅋THY⤛

✑ : MEMOIRS of a GYPSY GEMINⅡ .

[geminiscing]

You can make the momentum you keep. And vice versa

[geminiscing]

Always the best friend

[geminiscing]

Why do you stay single when you're perfect

Because I'm so sure

That I'm not

And I'm more trouble

Than I'm worth

And I don't like to trap

Anyone with a false idea

Or hope

That they could fix

OR tame me

Ultimately it's my preference

Idowhatiwant.

[geminiscing]

I can resist anything

Except temptation.

[geminiscing]

Its not the impact.its about the impression

[geminiscing]

memories

Are not real They're as real as dreams are They feel like something you want to Project Or protect and remember. But people are just passing impressions That's what I like to think. And we are forced to make connections But it's influenced by society and we all know Society isn't always right and almost always ugly. It's always just truly compassionate moments that we remember. But then again it fades away like a dream Which means It didn't really even happen Did it?

[geminiscing]

" wishin you were here"

I wish I was here; too.

[geminiscing]

maybe

maybe

in another life another time-

if the planets

were to harmoniously align.

maybe,

we could retrace backwards - --

to Our space in time & stay in it...

hit pause.

and sink into

just like a bed..

with sheets that can

hold back the weekends.

so that instead of monday mornings

we wont have to begin,

again

it can be me,

and you.

& just sunshine.

& oxygen.

[geminiscing]

MATTHEW 13:XI-XV (msg ver)

WHY TELL STORIES?

the disiples came up and asked, ‘ Why do you tell stories?’

verse 11-15

” He replied, ‘You’ve been given insight into God’s kingdom. You know how it works. Not everybody has this gift, this insight; it hasn’t been given to them. Whenever someone has a ready heart for this, the insights & understandings flow freely. But if there is no readiness, any trace of receptivity soon disappears. That’s why I tell stories: to create readiness, to nudge the people toward a welcome awakening. In their present state they can state till doomsday and not see it, listen till they’re blue in the face and not get it….

Your ears are open but you don’t hear a thing. Your eyes are awake but you don’t see a thing. The people are stupid! They stick their fingers in their ears So they won’t have to listen; they screw their eyes shut So they won’t have to look, So they won’t have to deal with me face-to-face and let me heal them.”

(continued: verse: XVI-XVII)

“But you have God-Blessed eyes- eyes that see! And God-Blessed ears that hear! A LOT of people, prophets, and humble believers amongst them, would have given anything to see what you are seeing, To hear what you are hearing, but NEVER, had the chance.”

[geminiscing]

you've always been a cactus flower blooming in a desert storm. you've only been that cactus flower. so don't be surprised if you can't really unfold like the others you just simply gotta grow where you are planted.

[geminiscing]

finally reclaimed my geminiscing.SPACE

no pun intended. but effective.

take that stalker from japan.

[geminiscing]

Time does not heal everything But Acceptance; Does.

// by buddha

[geminiscing]

the truth is simple.

people asked me why i haven't dated for over 3 years straight. It's because I am sick of STILL feeling; so completely alone; when i am with somebody. when there is no reason to be.

[geminiscing]

If I could live in a hammock I would

And I have been lately

because other than that

I cant speak

To anybody.

[geminiscing]

Out of all the near death experiences i have

I remember someone asked me

if I did the whole stages of facing doom

the part where people break their "I'm not religious" rule

and atempt to bargain with God.

"If you let me live; I swear Ill" be a better human yaddayadda

& i've never done that.

Because I believe in God and I'm aware of my blessings

I've overstayed my welcone many times ago.

I'm DUE. And I accept fate.

I dont' chase it;

But I don't fear it either.

Maybe thats the problem

[geminiscing]

than Love

Nothing feels worse

than falling In love.

And nothing feels better.

Nothing makes you feel so full

and so vastly empty.

Nothing makes you feel more

enough;

or more lacking.

[geminiscing]

Mauerbauertraurigkeit - again.

Origins: German. n. the inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like—as if all your social tastebuds suddenly went numb, leaving you unable to distinguish cheap politeness from the taste of genuine affection, unable to recognize its rich and ambiguous flavors, its long and delicate maturation, or the simple fact that each tasting is double-blind.