panicking

something something to the tune of dancing queen "i am now twenty???, i am suffering,"

[genblog4]

my brain is so cooked i just referred to the emperor claudius as my good buddy claude

[genblog4]

man. thirteen essays or academic probation.

[goldenzingy46]

sometimes i wonder if i’m just uniquely bad at my degree and extremely lazy then i remember that an 8h study session doesn’t even get me through half the reading for one essay

[chkq-deactivated20260531]

if i don't lock in they'll kill me. if i don't lock in they are going to kill me. not in an honourable way. like a dog. afraid

[genblog4]

another day another classical text that doesn't fucking translate anything

charlesworth, mp (1930) the refusal of divine honours: an augustan formula

[genblog4]

i know this article was written in 1939 but could it try making sense

[genblog4]

[genblog4]

hi im lisa i'm setting you an essay for the FIRST day of term 🥺 i have set you 33 texts to read. i DO want you to kill yourself

[genblog4]

PASSED FOUR EXAMS THANK GOD

[chkq-deactivated20260531]

if i don't lock in they'll kill me. if i don't lock in they are going to kill me. not in an honourable way. like a dog. afraid

[tokkibean]

was supposed to be studying. wrote yaoi instead. many such cases.

[genblog4]

possibly i should stop improvising all my presentations and actually write stuff up. but also. no.

[genblog4]

it does baffle me when i see other people having assignments that they get longer than a week for... forgot universities could do that... i'm so used to having 1 week max but often like 2-3 days 😭

[genblog4]

tbh it does bother me when i get an exam back and there’s four questions of the same type and i’ve made the same mistake in all of them and the marking gets increasingly irritated with me. i’m not reading your comments in between writing them it was one exam 😭 leave me alone

[genblog4]

hm.

[genblog4]

tutor sent me a snippy email because when i had a pre-exam meltdown they rearranged the exam for me so i wouldn’t have to try taking it while crying. sorry i was crying i guess :/

[genblog4]

what if (what if) you were a grown ass man. and you worked at a university. and you didn't contact any other university tutors. so you scheduled a class at the same time as the others. and then got mad when this was pointed out to you