Just a few kin in a body

Nothing to be worried about. Free to ask questions about canon, doubles are no problem here, we're open and fine. Soulbonds a lot as well. If you want to tag me in stuff it's best to tag #genderlessamethyst or #genderless amethyst

[coteriecarnage-blog-blog]

[ahsoka-snips-tano-lives]

Ahsoka + Hugs

[genderless-amethyst-blog]

Wow it’s been a long time since I’ve been on. This move has been so much hell and I’ve been going through a lot of who-knows-what kin wise.

I’ve found new kin, and in doing so I found some kin might have been soul bonds that were so strong to awaken the actual kin who they bond to.

It’s a weird mess I don’t know how to explain.

But let’s just say, uh, I’m trying to get things figured out and will try to start posting more again soon.

Gotta take Keisuke off my banner image though. I don’t believe he was anything more than a soul bonded through Great Leader at this point.

Also I am so happy I know a Bill Cypher [sorry no idea how to spell it] now since I’m Pyramid from Welcome to Nightvale and I find Bill a comfort character. Maybe because of the obvious we’re both pyramids with powers who screw with people????

But um.

Tron there’s three Tron characters here and it’s kinda confusing. Two for sure the same verse one not so sure and I’m kinda @-@ looped on it.

Welp

I’m trying to keep track of things but I’m doing a lot of work figuring shit out.

So I’m trying.

I guess stay tuned? Haha! I hope I can feel comfortable to get back on tumblr perminately again soon. And actually post about this more in detail and and make a new list of what I found out.

[genderless-amethyst-blog]

Awkward to ask but what do you call it when you know a lot about a series you’ve never seen and things not even shown that are only hinted at or simply make the canon make more sense when you tell the thoughts to actual fans?

But the ‘memories’ are probably from three different people? Because they are things three separate people might know but none of the knowledge could cross between for good reason.

Like I know something that only one character would know and the other two never could since one wasn’t there and the other didn’t exist yet. Or stuff this other character felt but he isn’t the first character. Or things only this other guy knows and he’s not even close to the first two so they couldn’t know his stuff either.

What the hell???

If any moment felt fucked up and fake it’s this but.. I never saw any of the media for this series????

I don’t even know how to take this.

I feel like a faker and a liar but.. I don’t know how I could. I don’t know the media. And I keep getting things right.

But three people within a month???? From the same media?

I can’t trust myself now. I feel so wrong.

I want advice honestly I don’t know what’s going on.

I got description of things accurate as hell. Events correct even quoted things. I gave information when asked correctly even when the question was purposely said in a way to confuse me. I don’t know. Even with it this feels so wrong.

I want help as foolish as that is.

What is going on..?????

[dimensao7]

[genderless-amethyst-blog]

i haven’t been talking a lot because i’ve been kidn of trying to figure myself out. [i don’t feel well as well and have been pretty sick lately]

But i keep thinking I’m kin with two people from the same series. one i’m like sure totally I’m him. I have spewed information I couldn’t have known because i don’t know the media and never seen anything from it and I am being factual after factual about it.

the other I don’t even know what’s going on.

Usually my kin memories are feelings. I just KNOW things went this way and I knwo hwo things looked smelt felt or wahtever.

For this one guy I see his memories just like I do my own. A video in my head from a third person perspective. This is literally how i see all of my own memories.

Does this mean I found someone I could reallys ay is like my ID?

I probably have to explain that.

Kin for me has always been ‘i have memories of their lives, i feel them and feel they were past mes, but i only ‘am’ them when i shift into them fully otherwise they are a seperate person who is apart of my whole being.’

But for once this might be a time a shift isn’t what i need to feel like he is me.

For once i might be feeling like he is fully me always.

i don’t know yet. But to have meories just like my own like no one else does and realiing I grew up acting like him and my fashion is like his and I tried going into the same field he went into and... I don’t know.

I don’t know about anything right now.

This is making me so frustratted and confused.

I wish I had help to know what’s happening with me.

I feel like a freak.

[thingsforkin]

~Mermaid aesthetic~

-kankri mod~♡

[selfcare4kin-blog]

Unnamed cyborg self care

Socks // Candle // Soap

Satchets // Pillow // Bath bombs

[genderless-amethyst-blog]

I have have so many memories now I want to post but I don't even know how to start. I might make a meme or find one to help me out. #mobile post

[marconelor]

Spent way too much of my day creating this pointless (but fun) Pharah Gif. “JUSTICE, RAINS FROM Ab-uuuaaahghhhh…”

[narcodigitalhedonist]

[rivermusic]

[bethebossworld]

[sickpage]

Michael Eastman

[otherkinwords]

Forinsecal adjective | foreign, alien; not native to an area or place

[jedavu]

Mountains of the Sea by Ray Collins

[sj0]

credits!