lots of self blame

[genesisofhearts]

I go by eirdis, any pronouns is fine, im a minor, don't act weird around me or whatever. I share my art and my existential feelings here. Have a nice day.

[junpeiiorikisser]

[dogpuppy]

[harechi]

"Ranpo"

[genesisofhearts]

Hey I'm sooo much better now

[genesisofhearts]

WHAT IS HAPPEN

[genesisofhearts]

allow me to scream into the void as i fuck up the time and space

[genesisofhearts]

h..'.'?'+9'9'9'9+$!2. W.wmwwmme.c.c.c

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.we.w. yaaa...d.c.ocoyyyccbcn

[genesisofhearts]

I don't know why i am thinking like this but i always think i don't have any worth as a person when I'm not someone's "best friend" or when i don't have shitload of people viewing me as completely perfect. It's so torturous to me and i don't even know why i just want to rip my hair out genuinely i want to feel worthy of something anything at all but when i don't get any attention i just lose my shit completely and get impulsive i have zero idea on how to solve this beats me man

I just wanna get rid of everything

[genesisofhearts]

BLOCK EVERYONE BLOCK EVERYONE BLOCK EVERYONE

[genesisofhearts]

i want to shut my brain up genuinely dude i know you are there to help but you are not helping at all go manage my organs instead

[genesisofhearts]

BLOCK EVERYONE BLOCK EVERYONE DELETE EVERYTHING CHANGE ACCOUNTS DISAPPEAR FROM PEOPLES LIFES

[genesisofhearts]

Whenever I'm having struggles with life I just think im femc from persona 3 portable then start playing the sun ost—since it always plays after the most depressing shit happens in the game—then simply pretend that i have a fandom and people are reacting to the things i go through

[genesisofhearts]

I'm on terrible art block i can't draw anything but these two absolutely dumbasses please save me from this agony

[genesisofhearts]

practicing lighting

Hey also letting everyone know that i haven't been feeling genuine joy for months now

[duckdachi]

Tsun…?

[charliesst]

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