Bealucræft Bestiary

Gilles + Monet + Ambrose 🌓⚔️

[geosynonyms]

🌓⚔️The Bealucræft Bestiary

Gilles + Monet + Ambrose . dreamwidth . website (wip)

-> Gilles he/him -> Monet she/her -> Ambrose he/she

-> About Us -no collective identity (Beastie, he/she if necessary) -20+ -we like to be addressed directly, we enjoy more separation. we have our own hobbies and interests

-> BYF -endo safe -no syscourse or general discourse -adult discussions and topics -all good-faith interactions welcome

[geosynonyms]

went out with friends this evening and had drinks. was hot. ok bye

[geosynonyms]

monet and ambrose keep having sex

[webthingiesformetouse]

artemis ii photos as stamps 🌍🌕

[webthingiesformetouse]

more!!! love u earth <3

[mallalada]

the voice of the devil

[effinbirds]

[winged-void]

posting is a stress response

[geosynonyms]

want headspace but... don't have one. any suggestions on how to tap into it? had one before system collapse. but since rebuild, hasn't come back. would enjoy one. might make things easier? give tips.... thanks.

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[secondlina]

Reblogging because it’s a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.

[flygutzz]

imma do anything atp why not

[biposi]

Fuck it

[nugster25]

screw it

[soooonotsketchy]

Oh russet of fortune... Please just make the months go quickly and with no qualms.... And may all my fandoms be plentiful to help me cope.

[atrashgoblin]

yknow what if the potato works im officially starting spellwork next week

[geosynonyms]

picrews of us.

tiefling maker

me, gilles, ambrose.

made these. gilles looks like shit. ambrose is.... okay. i am best.

we have few appearances in headspace. not much solid. really only..... vibes. but i have always liked picrew.

we each did our own. but i helped.

[geosynonyms]

got handed a hotdog, chips, and a diet coke for free on campus and then at it all in my car while blasting weezer. fuck yeah.

[chestersbraincell]

Cognitive dissonance theory

Something I’ve been pondering about. Before I explain anything, I want to preface it all by saying that this isnt exclusive to trauma/endo genic systems. It serves to act as an additional mechanism that could be behind the formation of a system that may coexist and act alongside other reasons for why a system may form. Okay? Okay

Cognitive dissonance is when you disagree with yourself, in its simplest sense. And this is something everyone experiences. However, I’m here to propose that, like dissociation(which is also something everyone experiences to an extent), if strong enough can lead to the formation of a system.

When dissociation creates a system, it happens because the brain cannot handle what is happening, and attempts to detach itself from, well, itself. But when there isnt anyone to fill that spot, SOMETHING has to be there, which by my understanding is more or less how that happens. This dissociation creates the experience of more clear “switching” and amnesia barriers

When cognitive dissonance creates a system, the brain struggles to comprehend an amount of disagreement with itself, and, in an attempt to rationalise and make sense of it, as brains do, splits itself into two or more voices to hold these beliefs/wants etc. When a system is formed majorly through this, it would explain the existence of systems like myself. Monoconcious, median, whatever you want to call it. When there is a clear separation of identity and/or opinion, but all members seem to be there more or less all of the time. When there aren’t as many amnesia barriers if any at all. Afterall, your beliefs make up your identity, no?

I don’t know. I’m not an expert by any means. Its just something I thought made sense

[dragon-in-a-fez]

the ashtrays in airplane bathrooms are a fascinating harm reduction metaphor. yes it's illegal as hell to smoke in there. yes there's a smoke detector that will snitch on you the second you light up. so why is there an ashtray? because if there weren't, your single momentary dumbass crime could kill 300 people. it is fucking vital that if someone does have a lit cigarette on a plane, they have a place to safely put it out.

[geosynonyms]

i have also been feeling the name "Montreal" alongside Monet. But I'm not sure.

[geosynonyms]

Ambrose has been gone a lot. I miss him. Come back to me.

[geosynonyms]

Monet babygirl I will fix this all tomorrow for you I promise. The best that I can. When we wake up tomorrow, we will fix as much as we can. I am sorry. I am so so sorry.

[geosynonyms]

Her Majesty's a pretty nice girl, but she doesn't have a lot to say Her Majesty's a pretty nice girl, but she changes from day to day I wanna tell her that I love her a lot, but I gotta get a belly full of wine Her Majesty's a pretty nice girl, someday, I'm gonna make her mine, oh, yeah Someday, I'm gonna make her mine