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I just want to say this because I’ve seen a lot of artists and writers genuinely worried about it.

Goose intentionally left things subtle, Jax never got the chance to openly talk about it, so people are naturally going to connect with the story in different ways. What makes me sad is seeing artists, writers, and fans become scared to post because they’re worried they’ll get attacked for using he/him, she/her, or for having a particular interpretation of Jax.

I’ve literally seen people talk about dropping projects or becoming scared to share their work because of it. This show means a lot to many people. Some see Jax as trans, some still interpret Jax as male, and some use both interpretations. None of that automatically comes from a place of hate, denial, or bad intentions.

You shouldn’t have to justify every drawing, fanfic, comic, or headcanon just to avoid getting dogpiled online. If someone uses he/him because that’s how they’ve always viewed Jax, that’s okay. If someone uses she/her because that’s what resonates with them, that’s okay too. People connect with stories in different ways, and that’s normal.

The real issue isn’t pronouns. The real issue is people attacking each other over interpretations that were clearly meant to be personal and meaningful. Please don’t make people afraid to create. We’re all here because we love the character, and nobody should feel unwelcome for expressing that love through their art, writing, or personal interpretation.

At the end of the day, I think there’s room for different interpretations as long as people are respectful. Just remember that Jax being trans isn’t something that should be dismissed, and nobody should be attacked over how they connect with the character.

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And a few BunnyTeeth sketches that I’ve accumulated, but which aren’t related to the fanfiction

And just Jax

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I really like the Concepts app, but I don't think it likes me. It's crashed on me so many times x""l

The pictures are inspired by the ff ‘Kill the lights’ by Caine_mybeautifulautisticbee( @cainemybeutifulautisticbee) on ao3, specifically the events in Chapter 4. I wanted to draw more, to expand this canvas a bit further, but I got the hint from the app – I won’t be doing that again

And a bit from Chapter 3. I don’t like it – it’s the best I’ve managed to come up with

https://archiveofourown.org/works/81572041/chapters/214520071

Upd: I’ve only just realised that Caine might come across as a bit too intrusive in my art

It’s not quite like that; it’s just that there are a couple of moments I can’t seem to draw, because either Jax is eating pizza (I find it hard in general to draw Jax with his mouth open, let alone with his mouth full of pizza), or… Well, spoiler alert – I just can’t seem to draw scenes like that; they end up looking silly. If Caine were to join in, it would be easier to draw

I’ll probably finish drawing these scenes, it’ll just take a couple of days to get the hang of it, but I wanted to post the finished version today

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Artwork inspired by the fanfiction series "Anything For You" by SpaceSealAU @learnmesomeshit-blog

https://archiveofourown.org/series/6247051

Reset

Regret

I’m working on another piece of art based on another of my favourite fanfics, the author of which I’ve actually been in touch with here recently (“Kill the lights” by Caine_mybeautifulautisticbee)! And the author of another fanfic I’ve done art for found it on tiktok and promised to post an update soon (“An android’s daydream” by chwerie)

I’ve had far too much happiness these past few days; I don’t know whether I should be happy or prepare for the worst

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It seems that this is how you should respond to reblog. But I'm not sure

In any case, thank you once again for your work! I absolutely love it

Upd: I’ve only just realised that I should probably add the Lulu tags as well, rather than just Jax? Blimey, I’m rubbish at these tags, Lulubelle, sorry

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Artwork inspired by the fanfiction series "Anything For You" by SpaceSealAU @learnmesomeshit-blog

https://archiveofourown.org/series/6247051

Reset

Regret

I’m working on another piece of art based on another of my favourite fanfics, the author of which I’ve actually been in touch with here recently (“Kill the lights” by Caine_mybeautifulautisticbee)! And the author of another fanfic I’ve done art for found it on tiktok and promised to post an update soon (“An android’s daydream” by chwerie)

I’ve had far too much happiness these past few days; I don’t know whether I should be happy or prepare for the worst

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Another art in the list "Most likely never finished" ヾ(ﾟ∀ﾟゞ)

I don't know how to remove a paragraph here, why it's here, why it doesn't work "erase everything"

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Actually, I’d planned to draw Cain properly and dedicate some separate illustrations to him, as he’s also a very likeable chap who’s a pleasure to draw. But I want to go to bed, so I’m posting what I’ve already got, to give myself the motivation to finish it one day. You can have a go at guessing which fanfics these artworks are for, and then I’ll try to publish the finished versions of these drawings and specify the particular fanfics

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Beautiful Caine x Transfem Jax

Evangelion CainexJax

Actually, I’d like to draw Jax’s bathroom, where there’d be hundreds and thousands of wigs. And Zooble would comment on it, saying, ‘Yeah, right, and I’m the freak, even though I’ve actually got removable limbs, whereas you weren’t even meant to have hair in the first place, you bald devil.’

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BunnyTeeth Sketches

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I've already forgotten the context of the situation in the art, but it's most likely related to Caine's adventure, which he got himself mixed up in. Jax teases him a little bit about his "preferences," which are even reflected in his appearance. Like, "Caine, you really are the epitome of a weird nerd who's obsessed with all kinds of crap"

Caine's design by @ kaptyh22 on Tumblr

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Inspired by the fanfiction "An Android's Daydream" by chwerie (https://archiveofourown.org/works/85295451/chapters/225255541). The story actually humanizes the characters, but I was too lazy to draw them as humans

Plus, the author of another one of my favorite BunnyTeeth ff recently announced that he doesn’t know when they’ll continue the story because their parents are taking away his phone :_

I’m dying of curiosity after reading the author’s comments on the last chapter, and I’m worried about them

The reference I used for the artwork is from @Jin_GinGin (Twitter)

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The first image was inspired by @ keijakku’s artwork on Tumblr. They have a really great series of pieces featuring Jax in Caine’s arms

Happy Pride Month! It’s a bit late, but I was busy before June and completely forgot

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

New fic! Bunnyteeth with Rogue Operator and Cracked Egg Jax (if im using that right). Jax is struggling since Ribbit 'Abstracted', and Caine's crush has overpowered his sense. People die.

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I've gotten a little out of practice drawing cartoons. I spent way too much time on this fairly simple picture.

Thanks for the fanfic—as they say, I ate it.

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I don't think I'll ever finish this piece

I've spent so much time on it, and it's still not done

(This account was created for my sketches of a somewhat pornographic nature, or “dead dove, don't eat.” It's a shame they'll just sit here gathering dust)

Inspired by the Author's art on ao3 in the chapter "The Ungrateful brat"

@emmettspace - author of au

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It's still a work in progress, but I just had to share the progress

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Boredom sketches

I would like to save these pictures, but this app won't let me save them in normal resolution

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I don't think I'll ever finish this piece

I've spent so much time on it, and it's still not done

(This account was created for my sketches of a somewhat pornographic nature, or “dead dove, don't eat.” It's a shame they'll just sit here gathering dust)

Inspired by the Author's art on ao3 in the chapter "The Ungrateful brat"

@emmettspace - author of au