There's something about Shane “will you come to my favorite place on Earth with me?” Hollander being ALL IN on Ilya the moment he realizes his own feelings that just...
Shane "all my time is scheduled and I do NOT drink during the season and I will NOT skip training to sit next to some Swedish princess" Hollander. Shane "I had this whole fortress of solitude built for me on this secluded private lake in East Quebec so I can be alone and at peace in my cottage for the 2 weeks I get off per year" Hollander.
Shane who's a creature of habit and who feels the need to CONTROL everything and take on very little risk, now taking on the biggest risk of all by inviting Ilya Rozanov to his FAVORITE PLACE ON EARTH so that they can be "alone, together". Because he's ALL IN. Because he's SO SURE of his thing with Ilya that he's willing to RISK LOSING the very personal Oasis he built for himself. The ONE PLACE where he feels safe and free. And sure, every room and every wall and even the goddamn well and the remote for the blinds might now forever remind him of Ilya. But Shane just can't bring himself to care. Because it's worth the risk. Ilya is worth the risk. This or nothing.
Shane "I do not take on uncalculated risk, but for you I will" Hollander. Shane Hollander. ALL IN.
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