toxic! Gojo x pathetic! fem reader
summary: Gojo and you have been dating for a while, everything was going Good until you two got in an argument that caused you to cry, ever since then it seems all that Gojo wants to do is make you cry.
tw: dacryphilia kinda, mean Gojo, manipulation, controlling Behaviour, forceful making out, Degradation, mock sympathy, reader threatens to harm themselves, suggestive content.
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you and Gojo where seen as the perfect couple by every one, and you where at least in he beginning. You two never argued, you brought each other gifts often, you seemed to agree on everything and he was your best friend well at least that was what you thought. A lot of women would tell you how much they envy your relationship, how lucky you where to be dating some one like Gojo, and men used to tell Gojo how lucky he was to be dating you. everything was perfect.
until that stupid argument.
"Gojo I'm just uncomfortable with you relationship with her" God you now wondered why you even uttered those words, you, regretted saying them when you saw his expression.
"who are you to control my friendships with people" he says his tone cold and harsh unbuttoning his shirt.
"I'm your girl friend" you responded walking towards him your night gown flowing as you did.
"And right now I wish you weren't" he snaps.
You weren't sure whether it was because of what he said or because he wasn't listening to how you felt, but you started crying then sobbing before kneeling hunched over on the floor in front of your boyfriend with your eyes closed. You soon felt him stocking your hair but you didn't look up at him.
"come on baby, you know I didn't mean that" he whispers as if he was telling you something secret "I've just had a rough day with the higher ups".
You eventually, slowly, look up at him. His face looked guilty but there was a spark of something else. excitement? He opens up his arms and you crawl into them and he starts stroking your hair and placing kisses on your head.
"my girl" is all he says.
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He wasn't lying when he said that he had a rough day dealing with the higher ups, and he really didn't mean to snap at you, but he can't deny that he felt a buzz when he realised he made you cry. That night he got hard while thinking about how pathetic you looked, and he made it his mission to always make you look that stupidly pathetic.
It starts off with small things like him saying he doesn't like specific things you wear, but then it moves into back handed compliments then insults. On the days he insults you it feels like you spend the whole day crying.
He randomly asked you to tell him a few days in advanced when you are going out with friends, which you agreed was reasonable so you did. The problem is every time you did tell him you had plans on the day he would act like you never told him and when you tried to explain you did he would get more annoyed and insulting, until you finally broke down and cried.
"poor baby is so stupid she can't remember simple things" he cooed
one night when you where at home while he was with friends, you where scrolling through social media when you came across a story Suguru posted. The story had Satoru and a girl in it, a girl who was kissing his cheek while he held her waist holding her close to him. You switched off your phone and threw it on the ground.
When he came home he didn't seemed that shocked that you where still up, nor was he shocked to see you with you head on your knees crying And nor was he shocked to see your phone smashed to on the floor. He walks toward you crouching in front of you, before he could say anything you speak.
"do you even love me?" you ask weakly.
"of course I do baby" he responds his voice soft but cold.
"then why do you keep hurting me"
"yes you do, the insults th-the manipulation, the lies"
"Satoru, I want to break up"
Before you can react, Gojo grabs the back of your head and kissing you deep very deep. You nearly sink into the kiss but then you realise what he's doing and try to push him off. After a 3 minutes Satoru pulls away dragging his teeth on your bottom lip, you both stare at each other before you stand up and begin to walk off.
"even if you leave, you're going to end up coming back" he yells after you "your weak".
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You ended up staying with your friend who made sure you had everything after your break up, food, a bunch of shows to watch pillows lots and lots of pillows and a list of reasons of why Gojo ain't shit. You found yourself enjoying life a lot better while you where staying with your friend, so that's why you where confused on what your doing at his door.
"you couldn't even last a month" he tuts "you really are pathetic". He moves out of the way inviting you in.
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