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intro post

call me noite. 19 she/her.

other interests: video games (fav: disco elysium), linguistics, old technology, media analysis & horror fiction.

can be a bit serious/intense and (im told) intimidating. get over your cowardice and be my friend.

anyways i did this cute eitori intro post thing here it is:

disclaimer: not doing a strict mdni but I probably won't want to talk to you if you're much younger than me. will talk about serious and suggestive themes on here. but cmon, it's 18trip thats kinda implied, right?

I like shipping characters, so if that's not your thing then block and move on :) especially fan of taochii, netanagi, kinari/kuguri, kuguri/raito and ryui/nagi :)

MY TAGS:

noite.txt - textposts

noite.png - art

noite.jpeg - other images

noite.rb - reblogs

#noite.txt #not going to spam the eitori tags with this but #18trip fandom

stellabyystarlight

phantom of the opera kugukina ver. 🎹🤖

Uncropped + extra down below 😛

#noite.rb

this is the type of shit that would happen to raito in 18trip. game imitates art.

#ignore whats going on behind him its a long story #noite.jpeg

been thinking a lot about the relationship between chihiro and kuguri lately.... might formulate some thoughts/analysis about this when my brain actually starts functioning

......that one pink panda conversation in ppc a la chii............

#noite.txt

getting-ev3ns

something that annoys me a bit in some fanworks is when people forget about or brush past ushio's touch aversion. (not saying there are many fanworks that do this but in the few ive seen)

like for one, it's just nice to have someone touch averse in the cast (he's just like me fr).

on a character level, it is the direct manifestation of his trauma. ushio's trauma has changed him, so he has new skin. his trauma has impeded his ability to make connections, so the new skin is averse to touch. it serves not only as a metaphor for how he has been changed, but as a barometer of his emotional state, an indicator to the audience of how averse he is to forming relationships.

it's also interesting that ushio's coping mechanism of choice is reading yaoi. it comforts him to read about the sort of relationship he cannot have: the physically intimate kind.

we, as the audience, know that ushio is part of an otome game and is positively surrounded by cute guys (one of whom looks like his oshi cmon). like, of course he can have his cute, tropey yaoi relationship! he's got all of day2 to choose from! but of course, in his own head, he thinks this kind of connection is impossible, and so indulges in fantasy; reiou can be in love, even if he can't.

sorry if this is rambly and hard to read but yeah i think ushio's touch aversion is a really interesting and important part of his character.....!!! can't have the boy without the psychosomatic sensation of his skin lighting on fire am i right

djungelskog-oblivion

rbs of all my stuff is 100% encouraged! tumblr is the Reblogging Things Website after all :D

getting-ev3ns

im sleep deprived and put this on the Wrong acc soz o7

#noite.rb

something that annoys me a bit in some fanworks is when people forget about or brush past ushio's touch aversion. (not saying there are many fanworks that do this but in the few ive seen)

like for one, it's just nice to have someone touch averse in the cast (he's just like me fr).

on a character level, it is the direct manifestation of his trauma. ushio's trauma has changed him, so he has new skin. his trauma has impeded his ability to make connections, so the new skin is averse to touch. it serves not only as a metaphor for how he has been changed, but as a barometer of his emotional state, an indicator to the audience of how averse he is to forming relationships.

it's also interesting that ushio's coping mechanism of choice is reading yaoi. it comforts him to read about the sort of relationship he cannot have: the physically intimate kind.

we, as the audience, know that ushio is part of an otome game and is positively surrounded by cute guys (one of whom looks like his oshi cmon). like, of course he can have his cute, tropey yaoi relationship! he's got all of day2 to choose from! but of course, in his own head, he thinks this kind of connection is impossible, and so indulges in fantasy; reiou can be in love, even if he can't.

sorry if this is rambly and hard to read but yeah i think ushio's touch aversion is a really interesting and important part of his character.....!!! can't have the boy without the psychosomatic sensation of his skin lighting on fire am i right

#ushio kurama #18trip #noite.txt

starswallowingsea

this event is actually going to kill people

#PEOPLE IS ME #IM LOSING MY MIND ABOUT EVERYTHING HERE #also! hi tao! nice trumpet!#noite.rb

miawoem

Been abusing lasso fill and drop shadow filter lately

#noite.rb

kept forgetting 2 post these sketches i did of chii n tao months ago.... so here..............

#ignore that chii is messier than tao i didnt feel like cleaning him up #noite.png #chihiro natsuyaki #18trip #eitori #tao kinouchi

temptationofapoptosis

something i adore about toi (i love everything about toi) is his extremely one-sided view of love. ive talked briefly on twitter before about how he treats ryui like his oshi, but i think it goes further than that. toi has lived his life being worshipped, and thus the only way he knows how to give love in return is to worship. the relationship between a god and a believer is unequal after all, and by placing ryui on a pedestal, he’s able to make more sense of their relationship with each other.

yet toi yearns for reciprocal love. he feels insecure in his sibling-ship with ryui, which is why he’s always testing him. i just reread as master joe wishes haha so i think that’s what stood out to me. i dont think he actually wanted ryui to leave joe in danger, he just wanted the reassurance.

and even beyond ryui! toi tries to make friends! with ten! with ushio! his unit mates! hell, even aachama.

this also dovetails into l4mps’s general theme of happiness. toi’s lived a life where his happiness has always been decided for him: through his family, and even ryui to an extent. but through building reciprocal relationships he’s learning how to love in a more healthy way.

#noite.rb