On January 12, 2017 I was blessed to be able to go see Phish in Mexico because my dad’s estate settled 5 years after he passed. One of the first things I did when I got the money was bought tickets for me and Amber to see Phish play on the beach in Mexico at an all inclusive resort. If you know anything about me, you know that the only vacations I ever take is when I go to see Phish. With the exception of a little family vacation up to the Poconos and here and there but they get me to go where I go. As a social worker that was all I could afford. The months leading up to this trip I was in the worst depressive episode I have ever been in, yuck just thinking about it. I asked for death to come and take me every day because I was so miserable and so stuck and I couldn’t find a way out. The first day I rose in Mexico, Amber and I checked out the resort for a bit we made it to the beach and while we were talking about being old and remembering this moment, I remember telling her oh Amber I’ll never grow old I’m going to die young because I have no desire to… and before I could get the words out of my mouth. Something shifted as I was looking out at the horizon of the ocean. I said oh my God I do wanna live! Oh my god this is my life, not theirs! It’s the first time I felt true peace when not being at a Phish show. My dad is so proud that I made a wise decision and went on that trip because it saved my life! So when I tell you that Phish has saved my life more than a couple of times. This is just one of those times. Dude, the shows didn’t even start yet and my vibration was already elevated just from being there. That is why I shall never stop expressing my gratitude for being on this earth I said same time as the Phish from Vermont.
I am manifesting that the universe gets me back to Phish Mexico. ⭕️🏝️
#grateful #phish