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how could I resist mr. dark, complex and intriguing

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I’ve been thinking about how one of the things Lucanis can say to Rook in his romance scene is, “Would you talk to me? Your voice is a comfort.”

And the fact that Rook’s voice was the first kind one he had heard after a year of captivity and torture.

A year of Zara and Calivan saying he’s a failure, that he’s a “useless abomination,” that nothing is waiting for him, that he’s “long dead.”

He tells Davrin that, in order to survive it all, he had to “shut down completely. Think nothing. Feel nothing. Except what you need to escape.”

And then Rook showed up to save him. And the first thing they said is, “I’m guessing you’re the reason we’re here.”

They opened door after door to help him escape, and it reminded him that there’s plenty waiting for him on the other side of this — including someone who doesn’t hesitate to show him kindness, even after realizing he’s possessed by a demon.

Rook’s voice is a comfort because it makes him feel safe, and seen, for exactly who he is now, and wanted all the same.

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Lucanis is surprised to find you in the kitchen when he returns from a visit to Treviso. 

Typically, he and Bellara take turns cooking meals for the team, with an occasional assist from Emmrich or Neve. Davrin claims he’s only decent at stews and soups, while Harding has surmised that it’s better for her to stick to basic meals — and even then, Lucanis is tempted to supervise. And the last time Taash made a traditional Rivaini dish for everyone, it was so spicy that no one else could finish their portions. 

“What are you making?” he asks you, his gaze wary as he crosses the room.

Picking up on his tone, you laugh. “Don’t look so scared. I promise I won’t set the place on fire.”

A small smile tugs at his lips as he moves to stand beside you, peering down into the pot sitting on the magical stovetop. “It smells good,” he murmurs. “But you still didn’t answer my question.”

Resting your hip against the countertop, you tell him, “It’s cacio e pepe. You couldn’t tell?”

“Oh, I could. I just didn’t want to get my hopes up.” He closes his eyes and inhales, the scent taking him back to his childhood. “I didn’t realize you knew any Antivan recipes.”

“Just this one,” you tell him, glancing away. “I’ve been wanting to help out more —”

He raises an eyebrow. “You do plenty already.”

“— and I thought you would like it.”

The admission catches him by surprise, and he briefly finds himself at a loss for words. The same, unfortunately, cannot be said for Spite, whose voice seems to echo in the deep recesses of his mind. 

She learned to make it just for you, he whispers, sounding both amused and delighted. When Lucanis gives a small shake of his head, Spite merely snickers, pleased with himself.

Realizing that he’s now been quiet for much too long, Lucanis looks back up at you before grabbing a bowl and helping himself. It’s clear that you’re trying not to stare as he expertly twirls the noodles onto his fork and takes a bite. But your nervous gaze gives you away…

… until relief floods your expression when he smiles softly and murmurs, “It’s perfect.”

What he truly wants to say — You’re perfect. — remains a secret. For now, at least.

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Desperate Measures (Aizen x Reader)

After you’ve been laid off from your job, your friend Rangiku recommends a very specific kind of dating app — one where rich, lonely men seek younger partners to spoil. Reluctantly, you decide to give it a try. You tell yourself it’s a one-time thing, and that you have no plans on becoming dependent on anyone, let alone falling for them. But Sosuke Aizen makes you rethink everything.

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Crash Me Down (All Might x Reader)

Toshinori Yagi should be excited. He’s living abroad in America and enrolled as a freshman at the renowned California Institute of Hero Studies. Instead, he’s struggling to balance his bright and sunny public persona with his personal anxieties and debilitating grief. But when he meets you, he begins to find his footing and realize there’s a place for him here after all. In the midst of beach trips and frat parties, hero training and internships, setbacks and tragedy, he finds lifelong friends, a renewed sense of purpose, and, most unexpectedly, love.

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I enjoy reading, writing, hiking, cooking, and yoga. I spend a lot of time at home, so most of my clothes are comfy sweaters, pajama pants, and fuzzy socks. I have six tattoos. I play board games and D&D. I like going out with friends, traveling, and exploring new places.

CURRENT FANDOMS: Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, Dragon Age, Baldur’s Gate 3, One Piece, Bleach

My asks are always open! Feel free to come chat with me.

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Tough Love (Sukuna x Reader)

You never expected to become friends with your intimidating, tattooed classmate, Sukuna. But you soon find yourself spending more and more time with him — studying together, meeting his friends, seeing each other over breaks. As the two of you grow closer, you realize there’s much more to him than his bad boy persona implies — and that your feelings for him are becoming harder to ignore…

Spellbound (Nanami x Reader)

Stuck between jobs and desperate for something, anything, that will pay your rent, you reply to a strange help wanted ad seeking a personal assistant. You get more than you bargained for when you realize that your serious, straight-laced, and obnoxiously-attractive employer is a powerful sorcerer — and you’ve been recruited as his unwitting apprentice. Determined to exceed his expectations, you study in earnest, growing closer to him in the process.

Sweet Tooth (Gojo x Reader)

It’s not too surprising when you find out that the latest occupant of the apartment next door is a vampire. What is surprising is how much you have in common, despite a centuries-long age gap. The fact that he’s sexy as hell is just an added bonus. But you have to remind yourself that you can’t possibly have a future together. Or can you?

Nothing But Trouble (Toji x Reader)

Your dream house is everything you ever wanted. The problem is, it’s also haunted. When you reach your breaking point after a long, sleepless night, your search for professional help offers up one Fushiguro Toji, exorcist-for-hire. You weren’t expecting a sarcastic, muscular DILF with a reckless disregard for personal injury and property damage. But hey — you’re not complaining.

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Up All Night (Kenny x Reader)

When you meet a handsome stranger at the hotel bar, you decide to make some terrible decisions. But where’s the harm in a one-night stand? It’s not like you’re going to catch feelings, let alone see him again… Right?

In the Woods (Kenny x Reader)

While hiking at your local park, you wander from the trail and meet a man in the woods. He’s not exactly what he seems, but the more time you spend with him, the more enthralled you become. As your feelings for him change and deepen, you learn the secrets of the strange forest in which he resides. But some secrets have teeth, and you will have to decide what’s more important — your love or your humanity.

Heartbreaker (Zeke x Reader)

You’re excited to start your first year of teaching at Marley Prep, an exclusive private high school… until you’re introduced to your assigned faculty mentor, Zeke Jaeger. You haven’t seen him in almost ten years — when he broke your heart in college. He seems different now, but will you be able to stay friends? Or will everything fall apart as your feelings towards him grow more complicated?

More Than Maybe (Reiner x Reader)

While working at a hospital café, you’ve somehow fallen head-over-heels for one of your regulars, Reiner Braun. You see him every Wednesday, and even though you’ve had many conversations over the past few months, he’s still something of a mystery. But when his secret is revealed, you worry things may never be the same.

Waiting Game (Erwin x Reader // Nile x Reader)

Your boyfriend, Erwin Smith, is the most powerful and feared mob boss in the city. He’s the king, and you’re his queen. But when Nile Dok, Erwin’s right-hand man, catches your eye, eager to please and utterly devoted, you begin to play a dangerous game — one that may have higher stakes than you anticipate.

Something Real (Reiner x Reader)

It’s a crazy idea. You know it is. But pretending to date your best friend, Reiner, seems like the best option when faced with spending a whole weekend with your ex-boyfriend, Porco. It’s just for a few days, and then everything will go back to normal. Or at least that’s the plan, until you begin to wonder if this arrangement is more than it seems.

Love Languages (Bertholdt x Reader)

You have an ongoing arrangement with the florist across the street. He brings you flowers every week, and you allow him to borrow as many books as he likes from your small shop. When you realize that the flowers are more than just beautiful — they confess something you never expected — you have to decide how best to convey your own feelings in response.

How Sweet It Is (Miche x Reader)

When your car gets stuck in the snow, you take shelter from the storm in a nearby bakery. And as luck would have it, the very handsome owner is the same “Greek god among men” (per your friend) who made your birthday cupcakes. As the two of you pass the time and grow closer, drinking whiskey-spiked hot chocolate and shamelessly flirting, you find comfort when you need it most.

Feels Like Home (Reiner x Reader)

Living on the streets, Reiner feels as if that’s where he belongs. Bred for combat and psychologically manipulated for years, he’s finally free. But he feels he doesn’t deserve it — or your kindness, when you offer to take him in. As months pass, he learns how to live a slower, more peaceful life, and for the first time, he finds a home. To his surprise, though, it’s not so much a place as it is a person.

Buttercream (Reiner x Bertholdt x Reader)

What better way to celebrate Bertholdt’s birthday than to give him anything he wants?

Just My Luck (Nile x Reader)

You’re sent to Las Vegas on a work trip, and you can’t seem to catch a break. To make matters worse, you’re stuck with your office nemesis, Nile Dok. But when Sin City works its magic and leaves you both in an unexpected situation, you start to wonder if there’s more to him than his gruff, snarky attitude suggests.

Private Show (Nile x Reader) NOTE: This is a bonus scene that takes place after the events of Just My Luck.

Nile is out of town, and you notice something different about him. On top of that, you’re both feeling a little lonely. Let’s see if you can fix that…

Sinful Indulgence (Kenny x Reader)

Life has not been kind to you, and one misfortune after another has led you here, to a private gentlemen’s club. Most of its clientele are high-ranking military officers and men from wealthy families. And they all come here for one reason: to participate in the auction.

Heat Waves (Nile x Reader)

Nile Dok had no intention of ever seeing his daughters’ babysitter in lingerie. But after a private dance gone wrong at Miche’s bachelor party, he’s forced to confront his shameful feelings and remind himself they will never be reciprocated… Or so he thinks.

Into Your Open Arms (Zeke x Reader x Erwin)

Zeke is finding it difficult to carry the weight of his past life, while Erwin must reconcile his decision to move on from a past relationship. In the midst of their struggles, they meet you and wonder if it really might be possible to have a better future and lay their troubling memories to rest.

Just a Kiss (Zeke x Reader)

“Have you ever thought about it?” "About what?" He leans in closer, gaze flickering down to your lips for just a moment. "Kissing someone else. Seeing what it's like."

Inside the Cold of You (Kruger x Reader)

After months of applications and interviews that led nowhere, you’re grateful to have finally found a job. But you can’t shake the feeling that it’s suspiciously simple — like there’s a catch you’re just waiting to discover. Because your only responsibility is to read aloud to the owner of the house, Eren Kruger, a mysterious man who may have ulterior motives.

Deeper Into You (Erwin x Reader)

Your friends convince you to go to a traveling circus. While they're distracted with magic acts and other attractions, you explore the grounds and stumble upon something truly fantastical.

Four Christmases (Erwin x Reader)

You’re supposed to be on a tropical vacation, but instead, you’re snowed in at the airport on Christmas Eve. Little do you know then that the man you meet will be in your life for many Christmases to come.

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My Hero Academia

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