My Darkness Journey

Follow me on my sobriety journey.. Join me if you want!

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Days without alcohol: 31

Days without marajuana: 1

Gonna be honest on this journey.

I want to quit both, but any win, is a win for me.

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Why does it hurt?

Because.. he called me before he called 911.

But he doesnt love me.

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Man people be freakin insane. I deleted social media. So you couldnt contact me. Amazes me how much effort people go through.

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I saved a life last weekend... but it still hurts that i couldnt save yours.

I miss you dad.

Im 24 days sober.. for the first time in 9 years.

Youd be proud.

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I could love you with my eyes closed, kiss you with a blind fold, figure you out.

Ive known you forever.

I do love you. Youre my one and if i cant have you, i dont want another.

A letter to my room mate.

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“The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay without you.”

— B.M.

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This one

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🤣🤣🤣🤣

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I just wish he wanted me too.. :(

[perrfectly]

“stop waiting for him to give you the world when he hasn’t even loaned you his heart.”

— Shelby Leigh (via perrfectly)

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I need to listen to this.

[perfectquote]

“When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people.”

— Abraham Joshua Heschel

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The only person who ever unconditionally loved me... is no longer on this earth. Nearly 3 years of not feeling like ill ever be enough for someone else to provide that to me.

Im broken, and i dont think anybody really understands that.

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My ass is broke broke 🤣

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I have 86 dollars to my name and i should really go buy some groceries with it.