[ghostlament]

About me

29 gnc androgynous femme lesbian she/her (demisexual)

mainly femme4butch and sometimes femme4femme , and only les4les

Atheist

monogamous

Interests

metal, classical and goth music (playing electric guitar and attempting the violin)

gothic fashion and aesthetics

video games, art, tv shows

fandoms: the locked tomb, arcane, dragon age,baldur's gate, castlevania, elden ring, dark souls, blame!, tes, ....many more

dark fantasy, cyberpunk

knights, armour and weaponry (mainly swords)

monsters, horror, gore

badass and strong women in general

vampires and werewolves

(add more when i remember what)

Moots can dm me for discord if you want to chat

Before you follow:

Don't follow if you are religious (especially following Abrahamic religions)

I use this blog as a personal diary and it will contain art with gore, blood, horror, religious imagery and nudity...so obviously NO MINORS! also no assholes allowed and any forms of discrimination.

Some tags:

I tag everything so these are the most frequent ones and the ones I use often:

#my art - my unprofessional drawings

#my face - for selfies

#personal- personal posts

#made me giggle - what made me laugh

#beautiful art - all art i liked

#goth fashion also #goth aesthetics and #gothic

#dark fantasy

#knights #armour

#weaponry

#quotes

#yearning and #uh huh her (my yearn tag)

#vampires

#werewolf

[ghostlament]

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I don't think it gets better for all of us, I don't think enduring pain and suffering is a guarantee it will stop, that something will change in a good way, I think people forget the ones left behind, the ones that got lost and died. No one speaks for them, that they fought and tried and it didn't get better, that quote is survivorship bias that ruined the meaning of struggling and left it to chance so you can look away and pretend the other side doesn't exist.

[aseaofquotes]

Marguerite Duras, The Lover

[ghostlament]

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I never saw the point of talking about my problems and issues with others, not if it's an unsolvable thing that just eats at me and makes it a festering wound over time... to me it feels like self harm and like opening scabs that are trying to keep it inside so I don't bleed out again. If there's a solution I thought about it and tried, why would I constantly talk about failing or not being able to break free. Why would talking about that with anyone making me feel better, it makes it worse and more raw... but I hate people more who know and ignore it anyway, like they can see the scars but can't acknowledge they exist... nothing really helps in the end, it doesn't matter either way

[weltenwellen]

Now They're Saying Isolation Atrophies the Brain Maggie Smith

[lunamonchtuna]

— Mary Oliver, from "August" (via lunamonchtuna)

[do-not-u-dare]

im simultaneously incredibly smart and incredibly stupid and I think that’s the problem

[kitajgorod]

[ghostlament]

I still feel sick to my stomach every time I listen to a recording of my voice, I like to forget how I sound like outside my own head

[galpha-homega]

Teresa Milheiro

Hand Piece: Self defense fist, 1989/90

[ghostlament]

It's finally nice out and I have nothing to do

[charnel-grounds]

Saprophial, “Fugit inreparabile tempus”

pen & ink on paper, 2021

[kosmogrl]

they weren’t kidding when they said the only way out is through

[blemgoid]

short term memory loss service dog that remembers things for you

[video-game-jams]

Visit Original Link

Castlevania: Aria of Sorrow - Underground Reservoir

[jisuto]

[medievaljournalist]

it's easy for me to tell who is possessed by dark spirits and who isnt