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[ghostlyprimaltwilight]

You said you’d of told me the truth.

When I gave you the chance to, you lied once again.

You said you didn’t want to hurt me.

And yet you pushed the knife in harder.

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You compare the one moment I treated you the way you treated me to the way you had treated me for years and said what I did was worse.

Please, you can’t compare a paper cut to a uncleaned knife wound.

[ghostlyprimaltwilight]

Where I once stored my love you now sits a crater, dug and emptied out by hand with your actions and words.

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When all was said and done, you left us after you said you wouldn’t. After all those years of happiness and loving memories, you abandoned them for someone else while hoping I’d stay there.

[ghostlyprimaltwilight]

Even though I know not to listen to your rich velvety words, those sweet lies are the only thing bringing me comfort.

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You’d never apologize for the tears you caused.

You were only sorry for not hiding your secrets better.

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I remember when you would dream of our future. The colors you’d paint that picture with. Now I know that I wasn’t a color you wanted in your masterpiece. I was the mistake you’d brush over. The one you’d call a happy mistake.

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You wanted freedom and paid with my peace of mind.

You wanted to spread your wings and left behind the nest you made.

You wanted to something else and left us behind.

You want, you want, you want.

What about what I want?

What about the future you would tell me we could have?

What about those sweet memories we made over the years?

What about the heart you made and left behind?

What will I tell them when they ask about you?

What will I tell them when they ask where you are?

What will I tell them when they ask how to love?

What will I tell them when they ask about why I’m crying when they show your smile?

Why couldn’t you just be with us?

Out of all your wants, we weren’t one of them.