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i was tagged by @jienya-gin and @whxzitao thank u!!!!!!!

it’s me!!!!

here you can make yours ^~^

i tag @tracewritings and anyone who wants!!

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@tracewritings is mean

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Melancholia by Anthony Presley

Green, cinnamon, and blush

GREEN = I think you’re cute.

CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.

BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.

i am so so so happy now!!!! thank you!

green, cyan

GREEN = I think you’re cute.

CYAN = We have very little in common

thank you thank you!! I am glad you think i am cute. and maybe we have more in common than you think! i’ll be here if you ever want a friend!!

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See what your followers think of you.

BLACK = I would date you.

GREEN = I think you’re cute.

BLUE = You are my tumblr crush.

GREY = I wish you would notice me.

PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.

TEAL = We have a lot in common.

YELLOW = I don’t know you at all.

ORANGE = I don’t like your blog.

BROWN = I don’t like you.

PINK = I think you are unattractive.

RED = I hate you with a burning passion.

WHITE = You scare me.

RAINBOW = BED PLZ.

SCARLET = You have influenced my decision/thoughts on something.

MAROON = You taught me something new.

CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.

PERIWINKLE = You make me laugh

MAUVE = You are really talented

BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.

CYAN = We have very little in common

THISTLE = I only just started following you

INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time

FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold

COPPER = Your blog content is trash (and I love it)

VERMILION = You make me feel passionate

HONEYDEW = I want to call you by a nickname

LAVENDER = You inspire me

CORAL = You’re a meme

UMBER = I want to know more about you

FORGET-ME-NOT = You remind me of somebody

RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favorite food with you

ARSENIC = I don’t know how to describe the way I feel about you

WINE = You make me feel kinda funny, like when we used to climb the rope in gym class

SAFFRON = I love your ideas

TIMBERWOLF = I trust you

FALLOW = I want to run through the Northern wilderness barefoot with you

PLUM = I’d like to chat with you

TANGERINE = I love your aesthetic

SAGE = You make me cry

CRIMSON = We should collaborate on something!

VIRIDIAN = I wanna hang out on your blog

CHARTREUSE = You’re my homie

BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you

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@natsuki-oz i can’t stop!!! ^~^ i am just cute!!!

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You know it’s your fault if we die because of diabetes?

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i will revive with kisses!

@natsuki-oz i can’t stop!!! ^~^ i am just cute!!!

:3

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a protective hug

Barely knowing the figure outside of brief talks they’d had within their friend group, nothing applied as he spotted the other seemingly being harassed by a patron at the bar. What he couldn’t do at the exact moment was pull away from the dance, which was almost over, but it was already clear to one of the security guards that something was up by the way he was watching the two even while dancing. Breathe in, breathe out, move here, next step is…

Seeing a hand move to grab Rinji’s arm had him stepping out of place, a quick shift to move around the girl that nearly ran into him. Not in my club… He thought as he moved through the crowd of confused customers, the security guard already on the way towards the trio, though not able to maneuver as fast as the tiny figure.

“Hey, you want to fuck off and leave him alone?” Taeso nearly hissed as he shoved the guy away from Rinji, an arm instinctively moving around the other male to keep him close and put himself between them. “Take him out and blacklist him, he’s not allowed here anymore.” He told the guard as he approached and began pulling the man out.

“Come on, I’ll bring you to the reserved area, no one will bother you there. I’m really sorry about that, it won’t happen again.”

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Rinji had never been to a bar or a club before, and had been very intrigued. He knew, belatedly, that he would have waited for his boyfriend to go with him but he just didn’t think about it when he felt the location seemingly pulling him inside. He just wanted to peek, just wanted to see.

When the strange man had started flirting with him Rinji had tried to say he was taken, but had mostly frozen in fear. The man was far bigger than him and the things he said and the way he gripped Rinji had the boy in a full frozen flashback of things he still had nightmares about. He couldn’t pull away even if he wanted to and tears threatened to spill from mismatched eyes.

When someone got between them Rinji barely even recognized Taeso. He thought maybe he knew him but it was so hard focusing on anything happening. He held tightly to the figure that led him to a secluded area. That was when his breath finally came back.

A loud sob escaped him and he covered his face, pressing his palms to his eyes.

“I-I couldn’t pull a-away! I ...couldn’t e-even...say n-no! I w-wanted to, why couldn’t I?”

His chest felt tight and pained and his hands trembled as he struggled to get his phone out of his pocket.

“I need Ren, I need...I need...him...”

#aqua-vitae-so #please feel free to reblog or move to a new post #either one #i wanted your reply together with mine for this

pikachutwo

art--felt

I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain and your body is constantly trying to maintain equilibrium. so if one emotion sky rockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit to release that emotion packaged neatly within a tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can’t hold on to all of it. So what I’ve learned is that crying signifies that you are feeling as much as humanely possible and that is living to the fullest extent. So keep feeling and cry often and as much as needed

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SHIT WHAT

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Also let yourself cry. It really is a biochemical release valve to dump out all the chemicals that make you feel stuff.

I honestly think one reason men in western culture have so many problems is that we don’t let them cry, and literally their brains get stuffed with all this crap that doesn’t have a release valve. Men, please cry. You’ll feel better. It’s ok. You are not lesser for taking care of your health.