Gigglemug

giggle•mug verb 1. An habitually smiling face

[mollybeenoel]

[hanavbara]

HUNTR/X ✨

[deadstonia]

[gigglemuggz]

i made some pfps using Ai Yazawas art hope you enjoy them

[wordx]

[ether--net]

[gigglemuggz]

a shitty mock up of a fanart for ideas for others due to not being able to draw good enough to do it myself.

further details: the concrete is built up factories. theres a small patch of grass over grown with weeds and flowers, the chair itself is breaking apart with idk a broken leg bottom making it lean over - the chair legs have spider webs and vines growin on it; on the back is also spider webs until the chair top peg, the sign that once hanged on the chair back now is dangling from the chair back due to a rusted in half chain.

[gigglemuggz]

im so happy, i had a nerology first apointment today AND SHES A GOOD doctor!! She listens to me, she ADMITTED TO NOT KNOWING SOMETHING AND THEN PROMISING TO READ UP ON THAT DAY AND THEN WITHIN AN HOUR PUT ORDERS IN FOR THAT TEST like i had to beg other doctors to order that test and they never did and she did it WITHIN an hour. like this is HUGEE.

she was horrified by some of the treatment id been getting by my pcp and horrified nobody had the curtisy to tell me about the spinal hemangioma in my back or the other abnormalities that showed in testing.

like im hopeful? like im obviously trying not to get my hopes up because ive been burned so many times and it always just ends with me being sad and feeling hopeless. but im excited like really excited about my health for the first time in years. and idk i just like this.

[gigglemuggz]

this would just make a FIRE fan art

[gigglemuggz]

“your tests say abnormal but its not REALLY abnormal but im still going to refer you to a specialist anyway.”

make it make sense. abnormal is abnormal no matter how you look at it.

[gigglemuggz]

dealing with the american health care system is such a soul sucking and mentally draining and damaging experience.

nothing ruins my mental health more than the days after an appointment.

[too-relatable-ouch]

anxiety? bitch i can’t walk 😀

[chronicallybubbly]

I never expected to climb a mountain, beat records, run marathons, or whatever ., etc BUT i did expect to be able to wash dishes, put clothes away, get dressed, open jars, bathe without issue, ….you know all the mundane everyday stuff.

I’d like a refund on my body please this one doesn’t seem to function properly and I can’t find a reset button . 😑

[glittergroovy]

POTS blinkies

[tombraiderrocker]

*wakes up*

Me: time for my routine

*convinces myself I am overacting/faking my chronic illness no matter how bad my symptoms are*

[thatchronicfeeling]

DISABLED PERSON: I was treated terribly by a medical professional today. OTHER PERSON: Oh. Doctors are under so much pressure, though. I feel sorry for them.

DISABLED PERSON (who has been traumatised multiple times by the medical system): ?!

[gigglemuggz]

this wont make sense for any able-bodied people but recent thought i had some heart issues due to abnormal results in my heart echo, turns out my hearts probably fine and i cant help but feel disappointed over it. if it was my heart id know what was wrong and how to fix it, but now its like im back at square one