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College student, third year of Veterinary Medicine. Just blogging about my life and looking at memes. Bye.

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Siena - Italy

nothing more beautiful than visiting italian cities, living my tourist girl weekend dream.

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The art of manifesting

is it real? Does it actually work or is it just some fake “that girl” trend?

I wish I could give you a real answer but honestly I don’t know. I go back and forth between believing and thinking it’s crap.

Have I tried it? Yes, of course. Have I actually sticked to it? Not really. And yet…

I’m not here to tell you it has changed my life, because it honestly hasn’t, however I have felt and seen some impact every time I have tried, is it delulu kind of stuff? Maybe who knows but I keep going back to trying it because I keep reminding myself of “that time that actually worked”.

I know I’ll keep trying again and again because every time something does happen, even if it’s a small thing. But then again, it might just be something regular that I noticed because I was looking for something positive.

Do you have any takes on it? Do you believe it actually works? I’d really love to hear what you think of it.

pics are not mine.

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Looking for some inspiration to actually do some studying, I have so much work to do but my brain just won’t focus.

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being broke sucks

I wish I could be more active here but there are so many little things that don't allow me that, it sounds crazy to say it like that but it honestly feels like it. It's not only the time that lacks but it actually drains me to think doing anything that isn't scrolling tiktok when I'm done studying and a big part of that is because when I'm not occupying my mind with silly videos I'm always thinking that I might not have enough money to do shit the next week. I get that every college student is kind of broke but this is another level, I keep trying to figure out ways to earn some money but I can't seem to find anything that wouldn't mean giving up so much time of studying. On top of that I might not get the scholarship this year so that sucks even more.

Sorry about this rant I just really needed it.

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pretty plants

I went to a fair which had the weirdest plants I’ve ever seen, it was fun! Also I will disappear for a while since I’m going to Greece for a week, I’m reeeeeally excited about that so yay, I will probably post a few pics of my trip.

On a less exciting note I’m a bit behind on my studying and of course that will only get worse since I won’t be able to do anything for an entire week, that means I will have to study A LOT when I come back and, of course, catch up with the classes I will miss. It’s going to be an insane amount of work but it will be worth it ( i hope).

How is your studying (or work) going? It’d be nice to interact a bit more with everyone 🥰

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Rainy and cold Sunday, I'm just so happy autumn is finally here! My favourite season ever! I made an apple pie (is that how you call it in english? It was delicious, my boyfriend and roomate loved it.

I haven't really studied today but I'm starting now, even a little bit of work is better than nothing!

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rainy weekends

Candles make studying at home a lot less depressing, I usually go somewhere but the weather didn't really allow it.

Phisiology is killing me a bit, if I stick to my schedule I should another 50 pages maybe even more if I want to do the examn on October, is it too crazy?

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weekend in Italy

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back in uni, a way better environment to concentrate although it will take me some time to get used to studying.

Also I forgot my wallet so I can't have my coffee which sucks.

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Currently working on my first vision board, I'll post it as soon as I finish it, not even sure how to get started

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Talking about september reset I've decided to start doing again all those little things that I used to before starting college. Ever since I started (2020 wow) I really only focused on studying and doing exam after exam without taking a second to myself if not to be with my boyfriend. Ultimately that led me to feel quite unsatisfied and with a wrong type of attatchment to him, as much as I can't condition my brain to view him as the only source of relaxation I have, or fun, it is not healthy.

So I guess what I'm saying is I'm learning again to not only take care of myself but to embrace a bunch of little hobbies, different ways to fill my days and I refuse to only work 24/7 because that is definitely NOT healthy. We'll see how that goes.

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I keep buying notebooks, pens and pencils as if I didn't use my computer even to breath

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Sometimes when I'm feeling unmotivated I search student core or aesthetic just to give me that vibe. Does it work? Sometimes.

I've also been watching a lot of "study with me" lives, it makes me feel less lonely. It's sunny outside, it's quite hot still and I don't know about you but it's the rain and the cold that actually put me in the mood to sit down at my desk and study.

Anyway kudos to anyone that is studying today, I'm with you. I hope you are having a great day!

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🌷 here is a flower for anyone not feeling their best today

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New year, new me (or not)

So, in 4 days I will be going back to my student house the new year is about to start and I couldn't be less excited. Honestly, I love my degree, I think, I love what I study but I still feel drained and tired from last year. And I mean when I say last year I really mean since july, the last exam I did (phisiology I) was on the 28th of July so not a really long time ago.

However i've been doing everything I can to get excited for this new academic year and sometimes it works, sometimes it just doesn't. I'm hoping once I'm back in town my brain will go into "work" mode, otherwise I'm pretty fucked.

I'm even trying to do a September reset like the it girlies (i so wish I were one). Is anyone else feeling like this? We should start a support group.

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i suck

just that, hope your day is going well

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About this week...

Coffee break at the mall after lunch with a "caramel espressino";

trying archery for the first time, it was really fun and I was way less horrible than I thought;

I baked a cake, both my boyfriend and our roomate loved it;

I went for a run early in the morning to the park and it was very peaceful, I don't really enjoy running tho so I'll look into any alternatives.

What I'm not showing: sweat, studying, being sleepy half of the time, even more sweat and studying (thanks summer) and a lot of mosquito bites.